Darkside of the Moon POETRY(comments welcomed)

[Mavric]

Lol I think my kindest one is 'Little Angel' god I love that one♥ it actually was me writing to myself... but I just wish I could write/draw happier things. I mean just today I drew my OC drenched in blood with a blood red sunset behind her representing death... honestly be grateful you are happy, having such a dark heart and soul is a curse, I nearly killed myself and didn't relize it until I looked down and saw I took too many pills... it's not fun...

[pisgah]

Yeah, that sounds rough. I've only really tasted of any of that but once, a few years ago I was pretty depressed for several months, but it was never really that bad. I really hope you can find some joy if you want it, but as long as you're feeling the darkness, at least you know how to channel it into art. I respect that. ^-^

[Mavric]

Ya, that's probibly the only reason I'm still here... I mean I'm not a total downer I just get kicked to the dirt more than often...

[pisgah]

Life is cruel, even I admit it. I don't know, I guess I just have that instinct or mindset or whatever to keep on grinning through it all. I think maybe I was just dealt a pretty good hand in life, but I've still seen my fair share of death. I don't know why I'm such an optimist. One of my closest friends says I'm just blind to horror, but I don't think that's it, I think maybe it's quite the contrary; when things start to get bad for me, I just make myself see the beauty in life and it really cheers me up. I love the woods; I can always find beauty in the trees and the birds. Maybe I'm just a hick. XD
Anyway, I don't know what I'm trying to get at here, but I guess there's always two sides to every story. Life can seem hopeless sometimes, and sometimes overwhelmingly beautiful.
Perhaps my optimism is just a product of my stubborn natural overconfidence. XD

[Mavric]

That's a good thing, I wish I could do that... its just that I cant see the beauty in having to choose between killing a newborn puppy or let is suffer... and I guess my optimism died somewhere between constant bullying and a mother who prefers to use a wip than a word...

[pisgah]

Hey, I'm sorry. I don't know your situation or what you've gone through, but I can sympathize even when I can't empathize.
And as for the bullying you're going through, what grade are you in? (Not trying to be nosy here lol, you can take my word that I'm not a creepy old man or anything... XD)

[Mavric]

LOL don't worry I don't really care if you ARE a creepy old man >< but I'm a junior in Highschool, nearly a senior... lol this crud never goes away...

[pisgah]

Ah, so you ARE in high school. So am I. XD I was just wondering your age, you seemed to have gone through a lot and I could tell I wasn't talking to a kid.

[Mavric]

Lol if I had the writing skills I do now as a kid I think I may have turned out better >< ... hey could you send me a link of your stuff? I would love to read it

[pisgah]

Alright. I've wrote a lot of poetry put only two poems are here on CS, I'm too lazy to post more and right now I'm working on a project for art class. XD
Alight here's the link, and I'll try to post more of my work soon.
http://www.chickensmoothie.com/Forum/viewtopic.php?f=57&t=1161043