Outcast For Being Different ("JDT") [Pet Diary]

[xxazul63xx]

aggh i'mso confused what's gonna happen!

[mulder]

Ooh, please keep writing! I love this <3

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Yay someone's paying attention lol. x3

Entry Twenty-Eight

I don't know what's happening. Ash dragged me out here to Bleu's cave and now they're both inside and Ash won't let me come in. I don't know what they're doing. I keep hearing little things every now and again, but other then that... They must not want me to hear. I don't know why. I'll try to hear what's going on.
"You... You... I demand you change her back. She never wanted any of this!" That's Ash.
"Oh, my young one-" That's Bleu.
"I'm over three hundred years old. That's three times your age. Do not call me your young one."
"You have the mind of a young one in this body."
"Oh cut the crap and fix her." Ash sure doesn't sound too happy...
"No. She can figure out how to fix herself."
Ash just hissed and he's on his way out. He doesn't look happy either. Aaaannnddd he's ignoring me. I'll go follow him and see what's wrong.

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Sigh. Not only am I the guinea pig, but I'm also the one the drug is made for.
Well since Bleu refused to fix me... Ash is now trying to whip up some weird potion to change me back to normal. I hate this.
Imma ask him something. "Ash... Why are you so bent on getting me back the way I was? Are you... Embarrassed by me now?"
"No, of course not. Why on EARTH would you think that? You know I like you just the way you are--whatever way that might be. I'm just worried other people might not be so supportive."
"So you're worried about what other people will think of me. What if I don't care?"
"Well that's too bad because I'm going to get you back to normal."
Sigh. I still say he's only doing this because he'd be embarrassed by me in public.

-Kylie

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Figured it was about time to write another one. But it's going to be uber short 'cause I'm really tired. xD



Entry Twenty-Nine

I didn't let Ash change me back. I told him that it's my body and I don't give a crap what anyone else thinks of me. So if he doesn't like the way I look now, that's his problem because I'm not changing.
Besides, the wings are way cool.
Now my father... Well... That was an interesting conversation.
"What HAPPENED to you?!" he had exclaimed.
I chuckled and replied, "Nothing too serious... It's just, uh, I dunno. I'm not sure how it happened."
"So help me, girl. I don't know what's gotten into you-"
"Dad, it's not like I meant for this to happen. It just did."
He looked at me like I was insane. "I don't care how it happened. Just... Fix it or something. It's really creepy."
After that, I just went upstairs to my room. And I'm still in my room, having a Doctor Who marathon. I'm almost at the end of season one.
I'm wondering what Bleu meant when he said "she can figure out how to fix herself". Maybe I don't want to know. Or maybe...

...TO ASH'S SECRET LIBRARY!

-Kylie

[xxazul63xx]

TO THE LIBRARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Alnitak]

TO ASH'S SECRET LIBRARY!!!
XD Love that.

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I shall write more now.
Only because I'm avoiding doing school work. xD

Entry Thirty

Wewt thirtieth entry.

ANYWAYS. So ran over to Ash's house and, using my awesome ninja skills, got inside and down to the library with no one noticing.
But there's nobody home, so it wasn't that amazing of a feat.
Oh well. There's always next time.

Back to the topic at hand. I started looking through all the books, and I found something. It's a kind of spell... ritual.... thing... I dunno, it's something I don't know how to do.
But what you do is you set up all this random junk and mutter a few words and then it reverses the symptoms of something called "Asantia disease". I looked that up, and it seems like that's what I've got. You can get the disease in a couple different ways, but that's not really important right now.
There's only one problem. When the ritual is performed, the person is altered and memories are lost. So there's a chance that if I did, in fact, do this ritual thing that I'd come out a different person (as in, difference looks or a different personality; I guess I could compare it to a Time Lord regenerating. Time Lord = Doctor Who knowledge). As for the memories, many--if not all--of the things that happened when you had the disease are gone. I might not know who Ash is, I might not remember all the cool things that happened...
I don't want to change.
I don't want to forget.
I don't want to go back to normal.

*throws book across the room*

-Kylie

[CodeOtter]

.... THIS BETTER NOT BE THE LAST ENTRY//shot

no seriously. I love this X3

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x3 Thank you.
Since I'm incredibly pissed at one of my teachers, I will write to calm down lol.



Entry Thirty-One

School started yesterday.
I would have written about it then, but I was swamped with things to do. New books, new supplies, same lame old teachers...
I remember why I love summer vacation now. Ah well. This is my last year of high school, so that's good at least. I can finally get that scholarship to a college and get the heck out of this town. I can't take much longer of this place. Or the people. I really hate the people.
When I first walked into the school, everyone stopped what they were doing to stare. Yes, I am a white dog with orange wings and long orange fur growing from my front legs. Get over it. I'm sure you've seen weirder.
Remember what I was saying before about being able to see people's true natures? I decided that that isn't it. I think it's more like I can see how good or evil they are. Believe it or not, even the nicest, sweetest people in that school have darkness in them. The dark is usually farther away from them and the light is usually closer to their body if they have more good in them than evil, and just the opposite if there's more evil in them than good.
It's really cool that I can see all this stuff. Of course, I'd never tell Ash. He'd look at me like I had lost my mind.
At lunch, Belle and Juan had walked up to me. They looked me over, Belle scoffed, and Juan looked at Ash and said "How can you bear to be seen with her?" I resisted the sudden urge to cry.They had left me behind a long time ago. Why did I want to cry now?
Oh right. Because at this point in time, Ash is the only person outside of my family I have.
I should really work on that.

-Kylie

[CodeOtter]

You know, i have never continued a story i started writing after not writing it for a while or busy doing something else X3 This i have to say seems a whole lot better then my writing though. Keep up the great work <3