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the ending.. so funny! ))

[Xura]

Hey guys.. So we finally landed in Paris. I wrapped up my wounds... They aren't awful but I don't think I can go to school next week. Thank God we have that week off. Silver keeps asking me what happened:

Silver: Why were you all bloody? What happened? Who was that person lying next to you?
Me: I don't want to talk about it. Want some goldfish?
Silver: Yes, and why not?
I gave her some goldfish in a bag.
Me: Because... It's a family thing.
Silver: if my family fought like that when we got mad...
She shivered.
Me: Well, some families handle anger issues differently.
Silver's jaw dropped.
Silver: Anger issues? yeah, right.
Me: Listen, we all have our secrets. My family matter is my secret. And maybe that strange raven that comes to your house is yours.
Silver: *mumbles* and exploding Easter eggs...
Me: *rolls eyes* What do you get for Christmas? A stocking full of bombs?
Silver: *whistles*
Me: Your kidding me.
Silver: and for Hannukah I get a flamethrower candle from the menorah each day!
Me: ... Your scaring me now.
Silver: Well I get normal things too like- Chocolate, Money, iTunes cards, death swords from my grandma, clothing-
Me: Wait. Did you say death swords?
Silver: Yeah from my grandma. She's a sweet old cat.
Me: Right.. Okay then.
Silver: What do you get from your parents?
Just then, it hit me. I didn't have any family to celebrate Christmas with. No one to celebrate my Birthday, thanksgiving... Frankly, any holiday.
Me: Oh. I um... I don't celebrate holidays because I don't really have anyone. See, my parents thought I could live on my own and they moved away... I haven't been in touch with them.
Silver: Well, you could come celebrate with my family!
Awww c: that was sweet.
Me: Aww. I don't know. I don't think your parents would want a dog in the house...
Silver: Pssh. Nonsense. Besides, it's better than spending Christmas all alone...
I nodded. That did sound a lot better. I guess I would just be waiting on what her parents said.
I went to my room and plopped down on my bed. I messed with my phone a bit as I thought about Annie. I reflected back on what had happened.
Jake had come out of the jet, asked if it was minimall, and picked me up off the ground.
Annie had said: Farewell
Jake had glared at her and ran into the jet with me in his arms. We left and treated my wounds.
I remember just looking at her. She looked softer in a way. More... Remorseful. Could have been a trick, but I wouldn't like to have believed it was.
The memory seemed long, but in reality, it was very short. I tried to clear my head. Apparently, this was a one-month aniversery I would never forget.
Jake was taking us to the Effil tower. I tried my best to act happy, but I can't ignore pain. And I noticed as I sometimes clenched my side, or let out a small hiss of pain, everyone came to my assistance. The whole pity party. I'm trying not to show it so I don't get pity, I don't want it. I made a choice, and I'm going to suffer the consequences without a crowd cheering for me.
I don't know why I'm like this. Maybe this is what I think my fake and real parents deserve. To suffer the consequences for the damage they've caused me, without me pitying them or telling them it's okay. It's not okay. They ruined my life... My future.
It was cold. I had packed breezy clothing for Hawaii. The only thing I had was the jacket from my "misson" outfit. We went up the tower. Silver, Matthew and Jake were talking to me:

Matt: *whispers to me* Are you ever going to tell us what happened there?
Me: *whispering back* No. Maybe later.
It was a traumatizing experience for me. I didn't want to talk about it. Why did I have to be dragged into this?

Jake: *whispers to me* When are you going to tell us what happened there?
I gritted my teeth. They were frustrating me.
Me: I'm not ready to talk about it.
Silver: Talk about what?
Me: My family meeting.. And it's issues.
Silver raised an eyebrow. It was clear she didn't buy the family thing, which, on it's own was a little ridiculous. It wouldn't be long until I caved in and told the whole story though.
We arrived at that place at the tower. We looked down at the rows of garden stuff. I don't know, I wasn't really intrested. I wanted some chocolate and some sleep.
Jake said we should split up and go shopping when we get to the city:
Jake: Matt and I will go shopping to the north of the city, and you and silver should go shopping on the South.
I knew what this was for. He wanted to buy me a one-month aniversery gift. That meant I would have to buy him one too.
Me: Okay.
So we split up. Silver and I started to talk as we roamed the streets of Paris.
Silver: why are you so secretive?
Me: What could you possibly mean?
]Silver:
Me: What?
Silver:
Me: Alright, Alright. If I tell you though you have to be sworn to secrecy. Even to your parents.
Silver: OKAY! TELL ME THE SECRET!
Me: *facepalms self as everyone looks our direction* First of all, you need to be quieter at this secret telling game.
Silver: okay.
Me: and second of all, you have to tell a secret first.
Silver: Uhmm... HRM *clears throat* Well, just between you and me, Cherry keeps hinting at me about something. She keeps telling me stuff like “nice work this weekend” or “thanks for the useful info”. I tried to ask her what she was talking about but every time I got interrupted.
Me: intresting. Do have any of the letters you receive in the mail?
Silver: Yeah, I think so. Why?
Me: Because I'm curious.
She pulled out a special sealed envelope.
Silver: I need to put information in here about the name. This is new, I haven't looked at it yet.
I carefully broke the seal and opened the envelope. I could believe my eyes.
The letter said this;

Xura Stryker

I T S M

Silver looked at me.
Silver: That's you, isn't it? Why would they want me to look you up?
Me: They want to get into my social life.
Silver: whose they?
Me: They are the organization your in. You don't even know it either. *half-laughs in disbelief*
Silver: organization?
I pulled Silver into the changing room closet.
Me: Okay, while I go shopping, read my diary.
Silver: Oh you keep a diary? I have an Appl-
Me: SHHHHH!! No one must know.
Silver: Sheesh. Okay.
So I went shopping and found a Jake a gift. I came back into the changing room, silver looked up at me.
Silver: You can't be. This is impossible. How-
Me: It's certainly possible. It's only a matter of comprehending what's in front of you.
Silver: But... Your so good at hiding it. And a chip in your brain?! This is so many secrets wrapped into a book.
Me: Yes. And now your apart of them. Will you stand by me or not?
Silver looked down at the diary, at the floor, and back again at me.
Silver: Yes. I'm ready. Let's do this.

[Xura]

New poll and new look for Xura

[Coolpaw5]

I LUV THIS
*Runs around screaming*

[CookieCat000]

I love it! I DONT WANT IT TO GOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[SilverDragonCat]

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[Xura]

I LUV THIS
*Runs around screaming*

I love it! I DONT WANT IT TO GOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really? Wow! Thanks. I love you all you really did put a smile on my face and made my day!

[Xura]

Hey guys! So after our last really dramatic moment, I have made a very short very un-dramatic post! So we
Exchanged gifts. I bought him a new Flat screen TV and he bought me a scarf. Yeah.. Seems legit ik. anyway, we went home on the jet. I stayed the whole week break tucked back at home because of my wounds. I took some lessons from my Grandma about fighting though. She lectured me for a long time, then told me some moves. For once though, there's nothing too odd happening, you know, besides Matt supposedly being my brother, a new organization, people trying to kidnap me, Cinna being my aunt that's not really dead, accidently not killing Matt's and my aunt, and Jake picking his nose... Okay maybe a lot of odd things are happening.
But for once, I feel safe. I can't wait to go to school!

----- the next posts were logged by Jake and Matthew -----


It's a stormy night. Xura didn't come home today. She had come to school today fine, yet was strange after lunch. I noticed this diary open because she left it. She never leaves this thing alone. She seemed weird, almost in a haze of some sort. I'm worried for her. In the morning she was fine.. In fact, this was my conversation with her:

(Jake is "me" this time)
Me: Hey Xura. Where did you get the milkshake?
Xura: Oh that James kid came by and gave it to me.
Me: Do you trust him?
Xura: He said it was an early birthday gift, and that he was sorry
Gee. I don't like James. He's a kiss up and he's mean.
Me: do you really believe that?
Xura: Come on. It's not like he poisoned the milkshake or anything.
Me: and How would you know?
she rolled her eyes. She's so cute when she does that.
Xura: Give him a chance.
Me: Are you letting Ace get to your head again?
Xura: Whatever.
Me: What flavor is it?
Xura: Chocolate.
Me: Ahh... Chocolate the most deadly poison of all. He wants to Fatten you up and serve you on a platter with Hansel and Gretel.
Xura: Oh please. Don't you have anything better to do than criticize James?
Me: Uh...HRM let me think. WELL SINCE HES POISONING MY GIRLFRIEND- NOOOOO!
Xura: Your such a drama queen
Me: King, sweetheart. I am a guy.
Xura: Sorry your majesty.
Me: *clears throat and makes a deep and elegant voice. Increases posture* Oh, much is forgiven. Can I give my fair drama queen a ride into the land of Teenagers?
Xura: *plays along* Well, my dear king. I believe we're already here. This place is infested with acne and wretched smells, one of which is coming from you.
We laughed. I'm a jock so sometimes I don't smell so good *blech*
We talked until Xura finished her milkshake. But right after she finished it, I just knew something wasn't right. She started just staring at the wall without moving. I tried speaking to her but she wouldn't move. It was so weird. It was like she was looking right through me. So I left and found that she was gone 30 minutes later. I figured it might have been a weird prank or whatever. Anyway, she became really peculiar. She came up to me later in a cloudy haze. Pink clouding things were kind of around her. They smelled like perfume, and she seemed a lot more lovey-Dovey than usual:

Xura: Hi sweetheart. How was practice?
Me: Fine... Are you okay? You zoned our earlier
Xura: Yes I'm absoulutely darling. I bought you a box of chocolates. Eat them right away... Their imported.
Me: Umm.. Yeah. I will.
I took the box of chocolates from her and put it in my locker.
Me: I'll have to eat them after practice or something though, coach says I can't be fat.
Xura: oh I understand. I just spent a lot on them though, and I'd hate to see them go to waste.
Me: You didn't have to do that.
Xura: Nonsense! It's my pleasure *kisses me on the cheek and skips away*
Ace came up next to me

Ace: in all the days she's been here, I've never seen her skip. What's wrong with her?
Me: if only I knew.
I shrugged it off and went to practice, then I came home and ate a banana sandwich- that I made. Why? Because I couldn't find Xura. She left. I don't know what to do anymore. I talked to Matt about it and he's concerned too. I'm afraid this could lead to much bigger things we do not see yet.

[Coolpaw5]

Nuuuuuuuuuu Xura ;^;

Suspenseeeeeee

Also, I loveeee Lizzy's look o3o

[Xura]

Nuuuuuuuuuu Xura ;^;

Suspenseeeeeee

Also, I loveeee Lizzy's look o3o

Thanks! Your my writing rolemodel on here and whenever your comment you make me smile so big. Thanks so much for reading this!