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For "Art Fight" folks - this is the best way to know Moonchild!

(THE FIRST KILL IS GONE)
(HER TAKING A BREATH AFTER HER STORY IS GONE)
(GOING DOWN THE INSANE HALL IS GONE)

~ THE PAST ~ (1,453)
"The girl was the age of 26; she had a wife and two children and a dog. Lived in one of those rich neighborhoods but was the outcast, living off in the far corner where the only light that shown was from the moon and the dim porch lamp. It was summer, extremely hot so all their windows were open, even during the night; I knew that it would be easy to take her out - for the things she's done to her kids I didn't feel sorry for her at all and this would be an easy task. I remember walking into the backyard, saw the nice garden growing many different smelling flowers and some fruits, they had a small little dog house and I knew it was going to cause me trouble. Kneeling down as the dog came up to me, I let it sniffed my palm and gave it a bone - I couldn't kill the pup, I just didn't have it in me. Looking around I spotted the back window open and as I got closer there was no screen; I huffed while shaking my head in disbelief on how stupid and easy they were making this for me. I entered the house and looked around; the walls were this clean white, furniture was pitch black, and smooth wooden cabinets filled the kitchen and off into the hallway there were pictures from top to bottom of the family. I made this sound of disgust and quietly walked up to look at them, the first things my eyes landed on was their wedding photo; it was them on the beach with the sunset behind them and their children running around off to the left and their dog chasing after them on the right. It brought back some memories that I didn't enjoy and made the fire inside me get bigger and I wanted to find this lady quickly. I remember walking down the hall towards the stairs and from the corner of my eye I kept seeing photos of the children - so happy and playing with each other - but it never showed what really happened deep down in the minds of these kids. The pain and suffering they were receiving everyday from these people had to be brought to justice, even from a person like me. I remember it was supposed to be a simple get in, kill her, and then get out task; but things went south. As I made my way towards the girl's bedroom the floor behind the door creaked and the door opened making me face to face with her wife; I saw her mouth open to scream but nothing came out. I had in a quick swift movement sliced open her neck and watched the blood slowly stream out of the cut and down her chest, staining her clothing. I could feel the look of horror take its shape upon my face as I watched her slowly collapse to the ground, choking on nothing, most likely trying to gasp for that last breathe of air, something to help her live longer. I knew she'd fall in a matter of seconds so I carefully reached out and took ahold of her waist, slowly dropping her to the ground and watched the life escape her; I felt bad - and I don't know why - I knew that I couldn't let this death stop me - I couldn't let the weakness in. I closed her eyes and breathed in deeply; a small choking sound rang through my ears and my eyes widen in shock. I remember turning around and coming literally face to face with a small child. The kids bright green eyes stared back into mine and its face wasn't filled with sadness or horror, it was just pure blankness, no emotions. Then another face appeared behind the child and its eyes were a mix between blue and green; with another blank stare.
"Is the monster gone now?" One of them whispered and placed a hand on my shoulder in questioning.
"She killed the wrong one, I thought you said it was the other monster?"
I knew then exactly what the children had meant. Each parent was a monster to a different child, they both had their own scars. I looked back at the woman on the floor, the bleeding stopped from the wound and was just inches from where I squatted. I huffed and shook my head in quick tiny movements, my mind was racing with many thoughts and my eyes kept looking everywhere except the boys.
"Babe, when are you coming back -"
I remember hearing the one I was supposed to kill in front of me and I look up to see a look of surprise and horror mixed into one. She screamed this ear piercing scream and I flinched backwards, knocking into the kids to the floor.
"What have you done?!!" She yelled at me and flung herself onto me, kicking and trying to throw some punches in; it wasn't what I was used to. Most people who spotted me ended up running away and then ending up dead; but this one was willing to fight the one with the blades. I simply and quickly pushed her off, it was like she was and wasn't trying to avenge her wife's death. Everyone was screaming now, the kids were screaming because of all the action that was happening and the woman was screaming because she was either in shock or confusion.
"Enough." I whispered to myself over and over again, I reached my hand into my jacket and took ahold of one of my smaller blades. So much screaming going on that it all needed to stop already; turning around quickly I grab the boy with green eye and dig my blade into his throat, lessing the sound by only a little. His eyes widen and a small hand wrapped around my wrist, I looked down and saw the other kid looking up at me with a smile. Quickly I pulled the blade out and sliced the throat of the other kid, watching him fall to the ground. Now there wasn't any noise; the kids were gone, one of the woman was killed, and the other one - my main target - was cowering in the corner of the stairs. I remember getting up slowly and lifting my arms above my head in a huge stretch, I whipped the blood off the blade and placed it back into my jacket pocket, looking down at my watch it was just past 3am and my eyes were growing tired. I turned around slowly and smiled at the woman, "What's your name?" I called out and she just shook her head - "I asked you what your name was. Answer me!"
"Carrie." The woman whimpered and I sat down on the top of the steps staring down at her.
"Oh Carrie darling. Do you see what you caused? Your two wonderful kids are now dead and your stunning wife is also gone - you have left yourself all alone now. And for what? You getting the joyful feeling of abusing your kids... even though you weren't apparently the only one having fun. They were most likely going to get some type of revenge, just like I did with my parents - well - maybe not to the extreme that I went, but they got what was coming to them." I stopped and realized that I was getting into my past which was never supposed to be revealed.
"And now you've left me and a fork in the road. Shall I let you live and take care of the bodies for you, never telling a soul about what has happened here - or I could turn you over to the police and let you try and survive in prison - or I could end your misery right here right now, like I was supposed too. You know, none of this was meant to happen, I was just going to kill you and then get out, but then I found out they were being abused by both parents and it changed everything... for the better in my opinion." I glazed down at her and winked at her. I reached into my pocket and grabbed a one of my blades, going down to her I grabbed her wrist and sliced three markings into her arm. I threw it back at her and saw her read the 3 letters I craved into her skin - W, B, and G.
"Wife, Blue eyes and Green eyes. So you can remember the thought of the three lives that were taken because of you." And with that, I left her with the three bodies of her loved ones."


(HER IN THE FUTURE IS GONE)


~ THE PRESENT ~ (259)
"Marvelous Moon Child, simply a wonderful story!" Dr.Hue said as he walked up to me from behind, the hairs on my neck stood on end and I turned to smile at him. His black eyes shown clear as day with is pale white skin and black hair; he had something about him that made you want everything about him but also want to kill him slowly, make him your perfect kill ever.
"Dr.Hue." I cleared my throat and stood up, planting my hands behind my back as he held out his for mine.
"Smart, Child." He smiled at me and I rolled my eyes. Of course I was smart, if one of us took ahold of one of the teachers hands, especially his hand, we would be dead on the spot. He would send us into the room where the Insane eats their lunch and we would be dead in a few moments - it wouldn't be normal for any of us to shake someone's hand anyway, we were all supposed to be mad here.
"Alright everyone, I think we should go back -"
"No, no. Don't go back inside just for me." Dr.Hue said and waved his hands for everyone to sit down, "Please, Mjeseca Dijete, do tell us another story. One of your recent ones. Tell the one that got you in this place."
I watched as he sat down in my chair and nodded for me to go on; I looked at him and sighed, scratching the back of my neck I thought of were to possibly begin.

~ THE FUTURE ~ (303)
"Stranger, we need to go. Now!" I called out and ran as fast as my skinny legs could carry me, my hair was swaying from side to side, sometimes hitting my face and I felt little tiny water droplets hit my face. The ear piercing scream echoed throughout the tunnel and I cringed in agony as my ears bleed at little more; it was dark and the only light was from my dying flashlight and the small light shinning through at the end of the tunnel. I turned around and saw the shape of bodies running after me, I shinned my light quickly at one of them and saw a look of madness. Its face was torn apart, the parts were there wasn't any skin you could see rotten bones underneath, dry blood was stained around their mouths and once you looked into their eyes all you could see were black holes that looked like they were never ending. I turned back around and killed my legs trying to run away from them; I knew one was getting way to close for comfort and I reached into my jacket pocket. Wrapping my hands around one of my sparklers, I struck it against the wall and threw it behind me, the screams stopped and turned into cries as I heard a crash behind me. I looked back and saw the small bright flame block the paths of the bodies; I started to slow down as I got closer to the end of the tunnel. Coming to a brisk walk with Stranger panting beside me I shield my eyes as I got to the edge of the tunnel, I slowly looked out trying to get adjusted to the light.
"We made it, Stranger. Can you believe that?" I chuckled slightly to myself and looked out.

~ THE PAST ~ (2'869)
"I was sitting out on the front porch, couldn't sleep that night so I thought that fresh air would do me good. I didn't realize that I had stayed up all night until the light shown upon my face and made me squint. Mother and father were furious to find me out there, they told me that I could have gotten kidnapped or worse; little did they know what I could have done.
"Lets go Luna, I need to get your stupid ass to school now. Go wake your brother also, he can't miss is appointment again." My mother shouted at me and I rolled my eyes. I was the one who mainly got everything done, but they took all the credit and still had the courage to yell at me for the slightest slip ups. I never reached the breaking point though, whatever point that may be, I mean.. I've had a lot of [censored] done to me and said to me, but nothing as hurtful as what had happened that day.
"Get over here!" I heard someone yell, most likely my father, and then a loud cry of pain. I remember jumping from the porch swing and into the house to find my brother hanging over the edge of the stairs, my father gripping him from the neck.
"What did I tell you! Huh? I said to stay out of my way you retarded boy, I should have killed you when I had the chance, or at least thrown you out when you were a child." And with that he had dropped him and I shouted as I heard the crack of what seemed like a thousand bones breaking in slow motion.
"Danny!" I cried and raced towards the stairs wanting to help him. I remember that my mother held me back as I watched my father slowly make his way down the stairs and kicked Danny the rest of the way, making him land at my feet. I watched as he groaned and tried to roll away but my father kept him between his feet.
"Leave him alone!" I growled out while trying to push my mother away from me. It hurt me so much that my parents never knew that Danny wasn't my brother, he was the guy who was there for me when I needed him the most. They were so drunk the night my brother died, they haven't even noticed. Danny wanted to be near me always and in any way possible - he thought since he went through this with me that he understood all parts.
"Father leave him be!" I wasn't pleading - not now. I wouldn't show weakness to these fools. I would rather die then plead. I watched as my father bent down and picked him up by the shoulders making him groan out in pain.
"He's worthless Luna. Nothing. He's finished." My father spoke proudly of his accomplishment and held him up like he was a prize. And he was; at least to my family Danny was nothing; a useless human being who didn't want to blow his cover with me. But I swore to myself the day I let him in I would die trying to protect him from harm.
"Don't!" My mothers' cry snapped me back and I watched my father plunge a rusty blade deep into Danny's stomach. Something broke inside and I screamed with rage as I pushed my mother against the wall, smashing the mirror and I reached into my jacket pocket for the dagger that I had killed my first victim with. Gripping the handle I stormed over to my father and sliced across his chest. His white shirt was beginning to be stained with blood and he let go of Danny's shoulders and the blade; he had raised his hand to his chest and looked at me with narrowed eyes. I sliced the blade again and again over his body, blood was slowly streaming out of the cuts and dripped over his hands that tried to stop the bleeding. His face turned from anger to horror of the realization of what was happening, and I could faintly hear my mother sobbing behind me, probably to frighten to do anything. I had finally cracked and I didn't feel any sympathy for them, all I wanted to do was get Danny out of there and go... anywhere but here. I flipped the dagger around in my hand and watched my father fall to the floor, first landing on his knees and then his hands, not trying to stop the bleeding anymore. I kicked him over to his side and climbed on top of him, sitting on his chest I grabbed his hair and pulled his head so he was staring at me.
"You should have listen to me. Why wouldn't you listen to me!" I yelled in his face and banged his head against the floor, "You should have listened you fool! None of this would have happened if you just left him alone! God you are such a worthless father, you bastard!" I snarled and slammed his head over and over again against the wooden flooring. My mother was breaking down behind me and it was getting so annoying, rolling my eyes I snapped my head towards her and watched her crouch back towards the wall, trying to avoid my stare.
"Could you shut up?!" I called out to her and she nodded, but still sobbed her eyes out. I looked back down to my father, there was a small pool of blood forming behind his head and I could tell he was going in and out of consciousness. I raised my blade slowly towards his neck and pushed down a little, making tiny little dots of blood swell up.
"Luna?" I heard a softly whimper and it made me look up and yet still push the blade harder against the soft skin. I saw Danny slowly make his way to his knees, I looked down at where the blade my father stabbed him with but nothing was there. At that sight, it made me drop my dagger and quickly rush over to him.
"You ass." I hissed at him as he pulled his shirt up and I saw the vest I gave him months ago. It had protected me from so many deaths, that I knew he would need it more then I would.
"You're killing without me?" He asked while raising his eyebrow with a blank expression.
"You can have mother." I said and looked up to where she was at and yet all I saw were broken glass pieces on the floor covered in blood. I groaned in annoyance and stood up quickly looking around I hear small shuffling noises from upstairs.
"Find her." I hissed out and grabbed my blade from my father and swiftly sliced his throat, "You haven't suffered as much as I wanted you to, but I have another killing to attend." I whispered next to his ear and straightened upwards, cleaning off my dagger on my jeans and nodded towards the stairs.
"Oooh Moother." I sang out and hurried Danny along up the stairs and looked around the hallway, all doors except her own room were open and I huffed to myself.
"Come out, come out, wherever you are." Danny sang softly in my ear and I chuckled quietly, coming up to her bedroom door.
"You shouldn't have ran mother. That just made me kill your husband faster and I wanted to watch him suffer and plead out. Now Danny will have to do that for me." I paused and heard a soft whimper, "Bummer." I watched Danny push open the doors and a loud bang rang out and I yelped. I looked down and saw my sleeve turn red and a sharp pain raced up my arm, wincing I look up and saw my mother's face with horror and determination while she planted her feet to the ground and aimed at us again.
"Really mother? You stooped so low that you went crazy, cursed at your own children, killed your own husband and shot at your own daughter. What would the police think of that?" I asked casually and sat down on the bed.
"That's true." Danny spoke and sat next to me. "Having two teenage witnesses confirm you did all of this and even tried to kill yourself by committing suicide. I wouldn't blame you though - I wouldn't want life in a maximum security prison either. But hey! Maybe they'll give you a death sentence - then you wouldn't have to wait as long. But those are just possibilities if you survive what were about to do to you."
I turned to my mother just in time to see the realization struck her face and aim the gun to herself. Something flew across my head and I heard the drop of the gun.
"You're not getting out of this that quickly." Danny growled and went over to get the dagger that was sticking out of mothers' shoulder. Chills went up my spine and I froze, looking directly towards Danny I saw that he has froze also and slowly turned his head looking at me.
"We have to get out of here. Danny!" I yelled out and darted from the bed, heading out towards the hallway and stopped at the foot of the stairs. I see him still standing there, he had turned back to mother but didn't move. "Leave her!"
"We can't, she'll tell. We must finish her!" He screamed back at me and I could tell his was debating weather to finish it or not.
"Please, I won't tell anyone! Please don't kill me!"
"Danny! I'm leaving!" I yelled out and I glanced back once more; mother was now on the floor again cowering in the corner, and Danny was still standing there. Quickly turning back, I raced down the stairs, my heart was beating faster and faster with every second I was still in the house; I had reached the front door when I heard the slam of a door. It had all become to real now. I let all the noise in now and I hear the high pitch sirens outside and yelling, looking out the side window I see officers starting to gather together and talking to one another. I can feel myself start to panic, turning around I went to race towards the back door but I head a body instead.
"What the hell -" I cut myself off with a sharp breath intake and my hands immediately go to my side. I can feel the same stuff that I've felt when I cut my victims throats open and I look down to see the knife I once used to cut my fathers throat open now sticking inside of me. I look up to see the face of the boy I loved and I opened my mouth to speak.
"Shhh." Danny whispered to me calmly and put his hand on my face, "I'm so sorry my love."
He dug the knife deeper and I gasped out. I felt him pull it out and I collapsed onto the floor, holding my side as much as I could. My vision started to get blurry, I heard him take a sharp breath and he collapsed just feet away from me.
"Help!" I heard him scream once and the door crashed inwards with swat team rushing in. I looked up at the stairs and saw a figure standing on the top looking down upon the scene that was folding out - it was mother. There were bright lights everywhere and so much noise I squeezed my eyes shut and huddled myself together.
"Put the gun down!!"
"Drop the weapon!"
I heard the same two sentences being yelled out over and over again. My vision is barely bearable, I can feel my heart beat slow down and I'm gasping for air. I see a shape in front of my face and then a soft hand is placed on my cheek. I shakenly sigh and then black out.
I can't see, I need to open my eyes but what will I see, I don't wanna know. I'm so tired. Stirring around I feel something around my wrists and the jingle of chains I realized I'm handcuffed. "Oh god." I whisper to myself and finally open my eyes. I blink a few times and adjust to the bright light that's shinning down on me. I'm in a hospital, just a regular hospital. I have machines hooked up to me and that's what is making that annoying beeping sound. I look out towards the window and I can see a group of doctors and officers talking; I'm going to assume it's about me. And then it hits me.
"Danny!!" I screamed out and looked around quickly. He wasn't there. What if he died? He stabbed himself.... and he stabbed me.
"Danny!!" I called out again and started to tug at the handcuffs. I heard the door open and voices talking all at once. I turn my head one last time and begin to forum his name, but everything becomes foggy again, and it goes dark.
I groan and slowly blink open my eyes, I can tell that I'm still under something as everything I see is fuzzy. It feels like I have the biggest headache in the world, all I can see is some nurse checking up on me, but I can tell that she wasn't aware that I'm awake. Groaning one more time and trying to relax my muscles as much as I could, I go back under into darkness.
I'm aware that I go in and out of consciousness many times, because each time I see someone different. I never saw the same person twice, weather it was an office, doctor or nurse, I didn't think they could stand to see me over and over again. Each time I yell Danny's name, I needed him there with me, but I got no answer if we was alive or not.
Groaning, my eyes open and pain shoots through my side, reaching my hand down I feel bandages wrapped around my body. I roll my head to the left and close my eyes a little.
"Love?"
I hear a voice and I immediately take a deep breath, slowly turning my head to the right I see the most beautiful sight I've seen in a long time. It was Danny. I wanted to lift up my hand and touch him, but I knew I was still handcuffed. I did it anyways and I touched him.... I wasn't handcuffed and I felt his rough skin where cuts had once been. I watched as he reached up to something behind me, when I tried to turn to see what he was doing, he put his hand on my cheek. I could feel it again, and I didn't want to go, I didn't want to stop seeing his face.
"Luna, my sweet love." He whispered to me, "We shall meet again, soon, I'm hoping. Just remember... trust no one. And remember everything I've ever taught you."
I was losing him, I tried to speak but I couldn't. Everything was going numbed, it was starting to get dark again, and I hated it. The last thing I ever heard him say to me was, "Waterfall." And I was out.
I woke up and I wasn't in the hospital anymore. There wasn't the voices of random people coming in and out of my room, there wasn't the annoying beeping of the machines that were hooked up to me, there was just complete silence. I was in a white room, everything was white from the walls to the... well, to the dress I was wearing. I looked around and there was only a mirror in the room, getting up from the bed I was placed on, and walked over to it. I've never truly looked at myself and what I saw was a person that went through some [censored]. My hair was in this side ponytail and I had it dyed it red on the other side with it shaved a little. Scars covered my arms and I knew if I had lifted up my dress, scars would cover my stomach also. The one thing I didn't was see was my face, I couldn't even get the courage to look at what has happened to me, even though I kill people. Yet, I did it anyways. I looked up and the first thing my eyes landed on was the scars that crosses from the top of my eyes to the bottom. It would be a sight no one ever thought they would come across, but then they see me, as a monster. I turn away and look everywhere but the mirror. I need to find out where I am, as soon as I turn to look around, the sound of a door opening echoes throughout the room and I see a man. All I saw was his black eyes and nothing else, when he spoke, it was this deep manly voice.
"Welcome, Mjeseca Dijete, to the asylum."

[L.V.L]

The Horse and The Ocean is about one horse surviving the waves of the oceans.
The Horse and The Ocean has 767 words.

Silence. It's pitch black in the boat I was placed in, tied down to a small stall with another horse and shipped off somewhere. I try to look around, use every sense I have to figure out what's going on.
"Medieval!! Medieval where are you!?" I called out loudly, I strain me ears forward to listen to any type of response.
"Pacific, fight the ropes!! Save your-"
I cringe backwards when the wall in front of me crashed inwards, cutting off the last part of Medievals sentence. I open my eyes to see the huge ocean waves crashing down on one another, lighting covers the sky every other minute and thunder is now the only thing that roars in my ears. Something cold touches my hooves and then to the middle of my legs, I bend my head down and watch the water raise quickly inside the boat.
Oh God. I thought to myself and use all my strength to get myself loosen from the stall; bucking and trying to rear upwards, pushing myself from side to side. It's no use, all I hear is tiny cracks from the rope but nothing to do any damage. I feel the icy water now splash up onto my chest and stomach, making me shiver.
"Get outta here, kid!!" I hear a voice ring out and then a huge object smashes into my side, the ropes breaking all at once. Looking up I see Medieval, but he's dripping blood from his side and I push him with my head with concern.
"Now, we need to jump!!" He yells at me, and we're both off, racing down the boat to the opening near where his stall was at.
The waves rock the boat and I almost lost my footing, I can hear him breathing heavily but him pushing on makes me also push on. I glace backwards for a split second and see a wave crash into the other opening and send all the water towards us. I turn back and brace myself for the jump, the jump into what, I don't know.
"Jump!" He calls to me and we both jump at the same time off the boat, water from behind sprays us.
Water washes over me and I plunge into the ocean, I goes up my nose and into my mouth, I open my eyes and swim upwards quickly. I brake through the water only to have another wave crash over me. Vision is blurred, but I can see some type of shape move towards me. It's head bumps me and I know it Medieval, but in that moment something else runs into me and everything goes dark.
*few hours later*
"Ow." I mumble to myself and slowly blink my eyes open. Coughing a few times, I open my eyes fully and see a small crab thing staring back at me. Huffing in surprise I raise my head and then shift to my legs, to exhausted to stand. Looking around its all to bright; the sky is a light blue, the sand is this bright tan color, the ocean is way to blue, the trees… the trees looks like a nice place to lay down instead of… I look down and see I'm laying on a board of some type… this.
"Medieval." I say to myself and get up quickly, not caring that my legs are screaming at me to lay back down. I race across the beach, sand spraying up behind me; the ocean wind rush against me. Stopping in my tracks just before I reach the water, I look around and I can see the other side of the island and I huff in annoyance.
"I need a higher view." I say and slowly gallop into the forested area, branches crunch under my hooves and I sometimes duck under some low hanging branches. Pushing through some bushes, there is a wide open area, it seemed like a path leading somewhere. Slowly placing my hooves in the right spots, I watch as the path darkness into some type of cave leading upwards. There's light at the end and it peaks my interest, slowly trotting upwards, curve after curve, hooves pounding on the hard rock ground.
*few moments later*
I've searched the whole island, which wasn't even much; you could see both sides from where I arrived. I finally got to the top though, the rock that over sees the whole area, walking up to the edge of it, I stand there with the ocean wind running through my mane and tail. I watch the sunset, and wait for Medieval to come home.

[L.V.L]

People have told me my whole life that love can either mend a broken heart or can break it even more to the point of death. No one has ever tried to love someone to the point where one day they finally give up, because you were told if the other person wasn't right - you shouldn't chase after them. I never listened though - and it cost me my life.

He was perfect. He was the guy I always pictured myself with; even if I thought those feelings were for others. His bright mysterious green eyes and his chocolate hair - what part of him couldn't you love? I knew he didn't truly love me though; it's just what people said. He would pick up the pieces from broken hearts and try and put them back together without making it obvious of what he was doing and then at the last second when you thought you were safe - he would tear you apart. But I didn't care, I was in love with the idea of love and wanting to be with this boy made me insane. I would try my hardest everyday to see him, to be near him whenever I could, to hear his voice - it's what calmed me inside. He noticed me a couple of times before and then things escalated to the point where he'd walk me to the park and we'd just sit or lay there under the trees for hours just talking or being in each others presence; until we both had to leave. Those were the most magical moments in my lifetime. I had let my heart take over my whole body instead of my mind, because I didn't want to ruin anything. And yet things slowly started to happen; things I knew I noticed before but I ignored it at the time because I was to distracted by what was in front of me. That he was slowly distancing himself, not really meeting up, never making eye contact, never checking on me when I was alone or sad. It seemed like all the things that I heard was coming true, and it broke me inside. I thought to myself over and over again that it just couldn't be true, that someone wouldn't do that to a person... kill them inside like that. He would trick me at some points, look over at me and do his stupid little half smile that just lifted my spirit or he would brush against my shoulder when we pasted each other. I knew that I was letting this boy get inside my head, I knew that he wasn't really interested and yet I kept trying to keep him; I tried to do everything in my power to make him stay with me because I needed him. Days turned into weeks where we wouldn't show up and I kept thinking about the worst possible outcomes, but everyone told me that he was alright and I shouldn't be over reacting about this. But that's just it... I over react to so many things, and this is just another one of those things. When he did show up, I would look into his eyes and tell that what we once had was gone. And it left me broken, broken to the point where no one could ever fix me. I just sat there everyday looking at the people around me and hear them joke about how hard their life is and how they just want to end it, but I know they won't because they think it's funny to just say that. But I don't think they realize how much that phrase actually means to someone like me.
I'm a human being who's been broken by a boy who didn't think much of anything about me - who saw me as just an object he could mess with. And he left me with a breathing body who's dead inside.

[L.V.L]

What will you do now?
You told everyone he broke your heart and that you want everyone to fight him. You blamed him for your over thinking of the whole situation and now you've pushed him away. You thought he broke your heart but you're the one who broke his. Now you want to fix everything. You want to tell him that you still love him and you were the one over thinking the whole thing. You want to say that you're sorry and you want to go back to normal. You don't want to miss him anymore and you want that awkward hug again. You want those cute and also stupid smilies he used to give you. You want him back. But do you really?

Apparently I can't actually write what I feel;
but if I put it in a poem type thing, I can.
So just change the "you's" to "I", since its referring to myself.
I don't know what I've done. And I've cried everyday since Saturday,
and I see him everyday in math class.
I miss him so much - and all mine and his friends says he's sad all the time now - it's all my fault!

Dang it!
I started tearing up in class - which I never do in school. Like, I've literally never cried in school before.
And I just couldn't handle it. Seeing him sitting there with the most heartbroken look ever just killed me inside.
And I'm going to finally go up to him tomorrow, or hopefully Friday, because I can't stand to see him like this anymore.
I just need to tell him that it wasn't his fault, for anything.

Well... it didn't go so well.
I barely saw him today like I usually do - all I saw him was the beginning of math and then he left to go to another classroom.
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore.
Should I just try and move on? I don't think that could ever happen though, it's just something about him that makes me want to be there and makes my whole day better, even with all of this going on.
And the winter break coming up soon, that's not helping at all!
I have tomorrow and then all of next week to talk to him, to try and fix this.
Update:
I decided to message him over Facebook, this is what I said:
"Hey sweet.
I just want to let you know that I don't know what happened, but I still love you. I don't know if you're dealing with things right now and that's why you're being distance, but whatever it is I really do hope that you're okay. Seeing you everyday and that sorta sad look on your face just tears me apart and I don't know what to do about it.
I'm so sorry if I did something to cause this silence.
I love you *name*.
And I hope you're alright <3"
And now I'm super nervous for tomorrow and if he doesn't read it tonight then I won't be able to know if he's seen it until tomorrow after school … and … ugh! What have I done?!?

Whelp, I have given up.
With some advice that was given to me.
I haven't spoken to him since the 30th, and yesterday when I texted him he just left me on seen.
And then I just texted him again, he read it, and then went offline again.
So, I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm not going to let one simple guy ruin my high school life.
Next week is spirit week, and some very fun events are happening.
I get to spend to with my best friend tomorrow, and thinking about him oddly doesn't even put me in a sad mood anymore.
It's like, after I sent that text - all my worries and doubts totally disappeared.
Don't know if I should be happy or sad about that, but it is what it is.

Nope… I lied … scratch that entirely.
It's currently 12:27pm and I'm lying awake thinking about him and all the possibilities that could have gone wrong; things that could have been my fault.
Why am I doing this to myself? I was perfectly fine a few hours again.
*sighs*

I knew today was going to be the death of me - and I was right. He walked with me for a couple of moments while kind of hitting my hand with his own. He's never done that before! And now he chooses to do that!! -_-
And he also did his stupid smile today in math, which always gets me everytime. GOD!! I FELT FOR IT TOO!!
It's so dumb and this one person can play with your emotions all the time, and I don't know if I should even be bothered by it anymore.

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So, I haven't spoken to him since last Friday, and I was really slowly moving on... but moving on.
And then just an hour ago, he texted me this:
"*my name*?
Look I feel bad
I'm sorry
You are so cute today."
And today I straighten my hair instead of just having it in my normal bun, and I don't know what to do. It made me really happy to see that, and I don't know why he chooses now to send me this.

And …… we're back together(?).
We just told each other that we loved each other and talked for awhile. And I'm really happy that this is happening. I just have to wait until winter break is over and then we'll see each other!
Or maybe he'll finally hang out with me sometime over the break, if I get over my flu.

Oh my god. I broke up with him. And I've never been happier. Screw Him!! <3

[L.V.L]

"What's wrong with you Luna?" I heard someone whisper towards my direction and I jumped at the sound. Turning around I spot Kenai staring at me with a raised eyebrow, is brown eyes trying to search mine and I look away out the window, watching the birds dance around in the trees singing to one another.
"Nothing." I spoke quietly and continued to stare. I heard him huff and I knew he was shaking his head also.
"You're a terrible liar, you know that don't you. Tell me." He urged me.
I did a quick glace and him and sighed, I didn't even know what was wrong with me. How do you tell someone what's wrong when you don't even know yourself.
"I honestly don't know what's wrong. It's all the little things that are bothering me. I know I say that about everything, because that's the best way I can put it into words. I feel sad, happy, excited, depressed and all others emotions."
I stopped when he threw a pillow at me and I just stared at him in confusion.
"Okay, one emotion at a time then. Why do you feel happy or excited?"
"Because I just started talking to this wonderful guy who goes to my school, and I can't shake this thing that I feel. Whenever I see that he texted back, I always get those stupid butterflies - my god I feel like one of those stupid teenagers and their little crushes. And what makes it better is that my best friend talks to him also, and she helps me with things about the situation. I wouldn't have gotten half the courage I had when I first texted him if it wasn't for her. I wouldn't have told him that I liked him if it wasn't for her. Oh god! I wouldn't have entirely known that he liked me also if it wasn't for her!"
I drifted off for a moment and thought about the past few days we talked.
"Hey. What are you thinking about?" He asked me and I got up, shaking my head and spinning around the room.
"I just started talking to him, and we already like each other. We haven't even meant face to face, Kenai. What if it doesn't go well, what if he thinks I'm a total freak and doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I'm a very different person then I am online, well, that's what people tell me at least. And I barely see him anyways, only in the morning and barely twice during passing periods. I really like this guy, and I know it's stupid to think of the bad side of things, but that's just what I do. I need to expect the worst outcomes of everything because then I won't get hurt as badly as I've gotten before. And you know how hard it is for me to open up, really open up to anyone." I huffed. "Don't look at me like that, you remember what Joseph did... you know what my parents done. UGH! My parents!! My mother for that matter, father didn't do anything about it, he didn't care! I can't believe she made me stop talking to him, my own cousin who was like a brother to me!! Just because he was in the army for a short while and then when he got out, everyone thought he was messed up, even his own family. But he wasn't! I knew that he wasn't by the way he spoke to me, and even if he was he never showed it. I used to talk to him about everything, and that day she stopped the one thing that had brought me joy. I just don't understand why this still affects me though, it happened over 4 years ago and he has his own life now, he's got a job, and I think he has a girlfriend; do you know how many times I've gone to his Facebook page and sat there wanting to message him but I never could because I wouldn't know what to say. After so long, he probably forgot about me ..... why would he remember someone like me? I'm still the little girl who never does anything right in her life."
I sighed heavily and fell to the floor, burying my face in the palms of my hands I just laid there. I felt his hand on my back and I pushed it away, I didn't want anyone feeling sorry for me. That's weakness and I could never show weakness, I was supposed to be the one who was always there for people, making sure everyone else was happy.
"Why do you always let that memory haunt you?" He asked in a quiet voice.
"Because that day he agreed with my mother, that he shouldn't be talking to me. That I should stay away from him. That was the day I got broken, that day makes me afraid of getting close to someone. That days shows me that I should always except the worse in things instead of the bright things, it showed me that no matter how much someone tells you that it will be okay. It will never be unless you personally believe it will be okay."

[L.V.L]

My ears perked upwards when I heard the sound of something coming down the dirt path, it was a red old rusty trailer and I knew that we were going to have a new horse here. I sighed and shook my head a little, trotting forwards towards the entrance I stop in my tracks as I see these stunning Lavender eyes lock with mine.
"Whoa." I breathed and raced away before anything else could happen, I snort in confusion and tried to forget those eyes. I watch from a distance as the new stranger tries to go up to the others; his head hangs low and that's when I slowly walk up to him again and watch him stop in his tracks suddenly.
"You'll learn soon, that you're different from all the others." I started to where he was at.
"Names, Ghost. Yours?" I huffed and slowly walked around him, looking at him up and down, watching the way he stood but could still see the fear rushing through him.
"Fallon." He mumbled to me.
"Interesting..." And with that I was off galloping towards the trees. It was night now, and I'd have to continue my investigation with this new comer later.
It's been a couple of days since the new comers arrived here, and he's the only one I've truly spoken to. I had shown him where everything was, my favorite apple tree and who was who in the pasture; I had told him since our markings were different we were outsiders, but he didn't seem to care at all.
That day seemed a little off, but not so much that I warned me to do something drastic. It was hot, windy but also with clouds in the sky filled with thunder and lighting. Mares and foals were being taken inside first and the stallions waited outside. Dust, branches, and dead leaves tumbled across the field as the winds picked up. I trotted to the pond and placed my hooves in it, and started to drink from it for a few moments. There was a crackling sound and then I saw all the horses around me race towards the open gates, I looked behind me and saw a wall of fire come rushing towards me.
"Fallon!" I called out as I raced out of the pond. I didn't except him to do anything but I saw he rear upwards and come rushing towards me. There were flames rushing from both sides, slowly closing him off from me; he reached me as soon as the flames closed behind him.
"Fallon, you fool! Do you know what you've done, you've just signed your death with!" I huffed angrily at him, "You had your whole life ahead of you!"
"And what have been the point if you weren't going to be there!?" He snapped back at me, "I love you okay!"
I huffed loudly and shook my head in disbelief, I turned around a couple of times trying to wrap my head around what he just said and I finally turned towards him.
"Now you tell me?" I neighed softly.
I watch as he slowly walks up to me and he bends his head downwards; I push mine back onto is and as everything I'd hope for... went dark.

[L.V.L]

I swayed side to side in the small trailer that's taking me to my new home, the gravel crunch under the wheels and here and there you can hear birds chirping away. I can feel the trailer take a turn and then come to a full stop, the door opens and I'm lead out and into some pasture. I look around and see tons of other horses; foals, ponies, mares and stallions, all eating with one another.
"Whoa." I mumbled to myself as I see a yellow pair of eyes watching me a couple of feet away, shaking my head to clear it I look back and they were gone, I trot towards the other horses, my tail flicking from side to side. As I get near towards them, some raise their heads quickly and neigh alarmingly while backing away. Slowing my pace I still continue towards them and I watch one by one gallop away towards the other side of the field. My ears fall a little and that's when I come to a full stop. There's still one horse standing there, watching me closely and I start to take a step backwards.
"You'll learn soon, that you're different from all the others." He spoke to me and started towards to where I was at, fear rushed over my body.
"Names, Ghost. Yours?" He asked while slowly walking around me.
"Fallon." I mumbled.
"Interesting."
And with that I watched him quickly gallop away into the trees, I shook my head in confusion. What just happened? I thought to myself and walked towards the fence line; stars cover the sky and sleep rushes over me.
It's been a couple of days since I've arrived here and I've only spoken to one horse since I've been here. Ghost and I had become best friend's the day after I arrived, he had shown my where everything was, his favorite apple tree and who was who in the pasture. I had learned from our different markings that we were outsiders from the others, but I was perfectly okay with that, as long as I had Ghost by my side, I has happy.
But, it was that day I felt something was wrong. It was hot, windy but also clouds in the sky filled with thunder and lighting. The humans were taking in the mares and foals first inside the stables, as everyone else waited outside. Dust, branches, and tons of dead leaves flowed across the grass as the winds picked up, I ducked my head as lighting struck over the trees behind us. There was a huge crackle sound and I saw my shadow on the ground a few moments later, it was getting hotter and I turned around to see the fire crackle towards me. I turned and broke into a run across the field towards the open gates, other horse's were flying past me, I pushed my legs faster and faster but skidded to a stop as someone called out my name.
"Fallon!!"
I turned my head and saw Ghost come racing out the pond he was standing in, with flames roaring a few feet behind him. I neighed fiercely and reared up then pushed after him, flames coming both sides, slowly closing me off from him. I raced and reach him just as the flames closed in together behind me.
"Fallon, you fool! Do you know what you've done, you've just signed your death wish!!" Ghost huffed angrily at me, "You had your whole life ahead of you!!"
"And what have been the point if you weren't going to be there?!" I snapped back at him and watched the flames get closer, "I love you ok!"
I heard him huff and shake his head, he turned around a couple of times and then finally turned towards me.
"Now you tell me?" He neighed softly.
I slowly walked up to him and bent my head downwards; I felt his head push back onto mine and as everything I'd hope for… went dark.

[L.V.L]

The Gift Between Two Lovers is about Victor crushing on Rover and finding out a way he can get closer to him.
The Gift Between Two Lovers has 554 words.

"I've been crushing on this horse I've seen a couple of times around the plains. He doesn't belong to anyone, he's always just there watching every move everyone makes. He disappears during thunderstorms and all you can see are his blood stained eyes, which absolutely makes my hearts melt every chance I get to see him. But, there's no way I could ever walk up to him, let alone say something. He never lets anyone near him, it's like he senses their moves before there is actual movement… sheesh, what am I doing. I'm just ranting about how much I suck at socializing." I huff loudly and a small puff floats in the misty morning air, I stare at the pole in front of me and shake my head slightly, "What are you staring at?" - no response - "Fine then, I'll just leave."
Poles. I thought to myself and trotted away from the ranch's fence line, the soft grass wraps themselves around my hooves with each step and its like a small forest for them. Laughing to myself I gallop further into the plains and stumble upon a small lake, a few other small animals are drinking on one side so I go the furthest away from them. Bending my front foot backwards a little I duck my head towards the water and start to drink from it. After a few moments I look up at the other side of the lake and gasp softly; moving my head up slowly I see the tan hooves and then the white legs. I fully move my head up and I'm staring into the red eyes I love.
"Rover." I breathe out and watch him prickle his ears towards me.
"Victor."
I heard his voice ring out and watched him turn around slowly and gallop away into the forest surrounding us. I blinked a few times and shook my head in awe and confusion.
"A- wait!!" I called out and ran after him. I waited for so long to actually speak to him and I'm not going to let him go… I can't let him go. I race after him, no one ever really ever went into the forest before, it's filled with to many predators and humans who want to break us. Racing in I first stumble upon some loose branches and twigs but regain my balance quickly and I already can see him a few ways ahead of me; then he stops suddenly and I skid to a halt.
"Wha-?" I mumble to myself and watch as he lays down where he stopped. Curiosity got the better of me as I padded slowly towards him, I then look around a little and see trees filled with apples, just hanging there. I pick one that is red as his eyes and slowly trot over to him, going around to the front side I can see that his eyes are closed. I decide to just plop down in front of him with a thud and that startles him awake.
"Here." I said softly and pushed the apple towards him, it rolls and before it hits him he stops it with his head. I stare at him, hoping I just didn't make a total fool out of myself.
"What took you so long?" Rover huffs at me.

[L.V.L]

Owner: L.V.L
Show Name: God of the Underworld
Barn Name: Hades
Gender: Stallion
Age: unknown
Halter color: Keep
Pearl/jewel color (halter): Keep

Theme Song: An Unfinished Life
Personality:
I'm an emotional wreck, yet I will love you always.
My imagination will get me into trouble most of the time, but my other half loves it.
I protect the ones I love even if it it means I'm risking my life.
Cautious towards adults yet sympathetic to young ones.
I will cling to you with no shame, and won't let go.

Picture: "Devil Horse Cake"

Story:
"I'm lost can't you see that? You tell me everyday Heaven to go find someone that will treat me right, that I deserve better, to go find something just like me. But I don't want to find someone just like me -"
"Stop... please." a soft voice whispered out and it sent chills up my flaming body. I looked up into his eyes and I saw sadness, like he was slowly being torn apart from the inside out.
"I love you Heaven! To hell with your father and what he says. Nothing will keep us apart. You must see how much us means to me... right?" bending my head down cautiously to see his expression. He caught a glimpse of me and looked away like I was a disappointment... the way my father had looked me when I told him I was in love with an Angel.
"I do love you Hades. But my people must come first, I must take care of them. You should understand that with your people; don't you care on what they say about you?" he turned around, starting to walk towards the oceans cliff; the one opening to both our worlds.
"Of course I care. But that doesn't me I always have to put them first before myself. Before what I need in life." I spoke a little harsh, following him.
"That is exactly what you should do!" he turned around and narrowed him eyes at me. "They all look up to you! You set the example of what they should do, what they're meant to do! Without them you are nothing, everything is for nothing! Without them none of us would be here! Our people is what keeps The Good and The Bad equal, we can not risk it just because of the feelings we have for each other! He was putting everything before us. I broke me yet I knew that it had to be done. "Why can't you see that." he had whispered to himself, yet it still struck me too. There was silence between us, it was like time had stopped. The ground shook beneath us, it was like the earth was breaking into two. Lighting strike overhead; it all happened to quickly. Heaven's hoof slipped out from under him, my eyes widen I raced after to try and grab him somehow but it was too late. I watch as he fell towards the Underworld and I had to act fast. The only passage to the Underworld was either you were dead or had the leader blood in your veins.
"NOOOOOO!!!" / "HADDEEEESSSSS!!!" we both called out.
Jumping after him, my legs flailed and I tried pushing myself faster; I needed to get behind him. With everything I had, I tried to wrap myself around him; my body was getting weaker and weaker as we passed through the veil into the Underworld.
I woke up a few feet away from Heaven, getting up immediately I came face to face with my father. By the look in his eyes, I knew he wasn't too pleased with me; but saving Heaven was worth it.
"That Angel can't stay here, he needs to leave and never return. You can't stay together, it will ruin the balance!"
"Father please just listen to me. I put my people first, I always have and I always will! But Heaven makes me happy,
he makes me a better ruler. You're only doing this because you did the same thing with mother! It's not your fault, it's not hers,
it's not anyone's! I am staying with Heaven. I am going to rule the Underworld. And that is final." I was breathing heavily, surprised that I stood up to my father like that and so quickly too.
He stood over me, narrowed his eyes quickly and did the slightest smile."I've taught you well, son."
I watched his eyes shift over to the corner, "Come" his deep voice echoed throughout the room.
I heard hoof-steps and Heaven appeared beside me, we both nuzzled each other and looked up at me father. He eyed us carefully, both of our hearts were racing. Moments passed but it felt likes hours, even days; until he finally spoke.
"Welcome to the family, Heaven."

Mate:

👑 God of the Children | Heaven 👑

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[L.V.L]

Owner: L.V.L
Show Name: God of the Children
Barn Name: Heaven
Gender: Stallion
Age: unknown
Halter color: Keep
Pearl/jewel color (halter): Keep

Theme Song: The Truth
Personality:
I am honest, and yet others don't like it.
Generosity flows through my veins, I expect nothing back.
I stay true to myself, even if it means hurting others.
My emotions are reserved, your lucky if I open up.
I won't give up on someone, even when others would, it's us against the world.

Picture: "Unicorn Horse Cake"

Story:
"I'm lost can't you see that? You tell me everyday Heaven to go find someone that will treat me right, that I deserve better, to go find something just like me. But I don't want to find someone just like me -" hearing the plea in his voice made blood run cold.
"Stop... please." a faint whisper escaped my lips. My heart was breaking, my soul felt like it was being crushed, I felt like I couldn't breath.
"I love you Heaven! To hell with your father and what he says. Nothing will keep us apart. You must see how much us means to me... right?" I caught a glimpse of him looking at me, and his face was just filled with hurt.
"I do love you Hades. But my people must come first, I must take care of them. You should understand that with your people; don't you care on what they say about you?" I turned around, started to walk towards the oceans cliff; the one opening to both our worlds.
"Of course I care. But that doesn't me I always have to put them first before myself. Before what I need in life."
"That is exactly what you should do!" I turned around quickly, narrowing my eyes at him. "The all look up to you! You set the example of what they should do, what they're meant to do! Without them you are nothing, everything is for nothing! Without them none of us would be here! Our people is what keeps The Good and The Bad equal, we can not risk it just because of the feelings we have for each other! My heart was racing now, the look on his face was one of hurt yet understanding and confusion. "Why can't you see that." I whispered it mainly to myself. There was silence between us, it was like time had stopped. The ground shook beneath us, it was like the earth was breaking into two. Lighting strike overhead; squinting, I was blinding by the light and lost my footing. My hoof slipped off the cliff-side, a sharp pain raced up my leg, and I began to fall. I saw him quickly move towards me but it was too late, the wind rushed past me and I looked down towards the jagged rocks that lead to the Underworld.
"NOOOOOO!!!" / "HADDEEEESSSSS!!!" we both called out.
My life flashed before my eyes. I've seen this once before, it happens when there's a possible death situation. The Gods will she you the happiest moment in your lifetime, so you shall leave the earth in peace.

"Do you, Hades, promise to uphold the duties that call upon you as leader of the Underworld. To put your people first, even if it means giving up your life. To keep the balance of The Good and The Bad, so nothing shall perish.
"I do."
"Then it shall be my honor, as your father and the once great leader of the Underworld, to take my powers and let them be yours, my son... God of the Underworld, Hades."
Neighs of approval rang out throughout the crowd and I smiled proudly at him. He turned towards me, after nodding respectfully to his father and the people, with a huge smile and trotted over nuzzling the side of my neck.

It was quiet. The sound of the wind rushing past me was gone, the waves crashing on the rocks was silent. I was laying upon a cold floor yet the room was hot. I heard whispers coming from the other room; curiosity got the better of me and I trotted over quietly to listen.
"Father please just listen to me. I put my people first, I always have and I always will! But Heaven makes me happy,
he makes me a better ruler. You're only doing this because you did the same thing with mother! It's not your fault, it's not hers,
it's not anyone's! I am staying with Heaven. I am going to rule the Underworld. And that is final." Hades was breathing heavily now, yet he stood strong against his father.
"I've taught you well, son." his father said proudly, huffing out a puff of smoke.
I gasped back as his red blood eye connected with mine.
"Come" his deep voice echoed throughout the room. Carefully I walked into the room and stood next to Hades, we both nuzzled each other and looked up at his father. He eyed us carefully, both of our hearts were racing. Moments passed but it felt likes hours, even days; until he finally spoke.
"Welcome to the family, Heaven."

Mate:

☠ God of the Underworld | Hades ☠

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