Divine's Journal

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[Wulfjaw]

Jun. 20th, o' '13

Dear Diary,

Today I did some research on Paradise Agnes-Elizabeth Morado on my laptop. As it turns out, she has not been caught or turned in to her father. I have decided that I will make sure no one turns her in. I've already had Damien, a purple jewel, discern the location of Paradise. He told me she was hiding in a forest in a mass of vines built over like a structure. I feel horrible for forcing her into such a state. Ara and I will be travelling there, along with a couple body guards, including Bruce and Florian. I hope Paradise will not attack any of us. She is still a little dangerous to me, despite Francis reassuring me that it is safe. He is such a dear to me.

On another note, Chione and her is moving in with me. That includes Fizu, Chihiro, Wave, and Pierre. Oh, I've been feeling so lonely living by myself lately. And now I have my two nieces and one nephew, my sister-in-law, and my brother! I'd prefer not to tell you why they are moving in with me-it's a private matter. Okay, they lost their house. Wave is down in the dumps though-he refuses all help from my servants and me, and even flew her with all of his things so he wouldn't take the limousine here. I hope he gets over it soon and enjoys himself-the children are surely having fun here, as well as Chione. Danny is coming over for a visit later-he is just an adorable one.

I almost forgot! Peppy, Charlie, and I talked. I am now on their good side. They are both perfectly fine with me dating Neige. Things are looking up, Diary. I must go now-I need to take one of my cat naps, since I am not nocturnal or... dayturnal? Oi. Whatever the term is, I guess. Speaking of Neige... Maybe I could get a new house, where Neige and I could live together later on in our relationship. Then Wave, Chione, and the three kids could live in my old house. Oh, that'd work out perfectly. But not now of course, we've only just started dating!

Au revoir, Darlings.
-Divine Penombre Lucile Xianthus

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Jun. 24th o' '13

I finally found my diary. I'd lost it for like, four days. Finally Mattheiu found it. It was hidden underneath a couch. I have no idea how it got there; maybe Chione or one of the kids found it? Oh well.
But nothing much has happened while it was lost. The visit with Paradise went well. She didn't hurt anyone, or kill anyone. In fact, we are friends now! She is more comfortable around Ara, for some reason. But I'm just happy everything turned out okay. I really do hope no more drama heads my way. It seems like I'm in a sunny spot of light in life right now. I haven't been attacked in almost two weeks, I haven't fought with my parents in forever, and I've made up with quite a few people. Everything is okay at the time being. I doubt it will be long before I'm pulled out of the sun, however.
I can't wait for the prom, though! So excited. It's going to be excited. I'm not going with Neige, but Jason asked me. So glad I'm not going alone. Ara is, though. But I'll definitely hang out with her a little while I'm there. I hope to see Lunar E., Lyfa, and my other good friends too. <3

Au revoir, Darlings.
-Divine Penombre Lucile Xianthus

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July 2nd o' 13

I... I'm really conflicted right now. Word just got out that barely three hours ago, my parents were assassinated. I never was too close to them, and they never liked me much. Before I moved to live on my own I just saw them around the house. No 'I love you' s or 'hey sweetie's like in the movies. They were also really mean to me at times, but I'm still sad they died.
Though, it's almost impossible to kill my parents. Exactly why they're still alive and not Deveroux. I wonder if it was assassins, or someone really close to them. I have my suspicions. I was thinking it could be one of my siblings, maybe Eviana or Minerva. Definitely not Wave or anyone younger than me. They all hate killing people.
I'm not depressed or anything about it, but I am scared. If someone is strong enough to kill my parents, then who knows how long it will be before I am killed myself?! Chrono, my younger brother, is constantly comforting me and telling me that nothing bad is going to happen. I'm still freaking out though...
Serephina told me that her parents were killed, too. Maybe it was the same person/people that killed mine. I'm scared. I hope I don't die. I really don't want to die. I'm afraid of death...

I had plans for a 4th of July party; my parents wanted me to host one for them at the other house so they could meet up with some business partners. I-I guess plans can still go on, but the party is just useless now. Guess we can actually have fun there without having Vector get mad. I'm just rambling now. Better end the entry.

I'm sorry if I sound really depressed. Au revoir.
-Divine Penombre Lucile Xianthus

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July 12 o' 13

I haven't updated this much. I don't feel a need to write in my journal much anymore, unless a big event occurs, since I have other outlets than just a journal, you know? I'm really depressed right now. I feel like I can't even tell Ara, or Neige, or Lunar.
But I found out who killed my parents.
Wave did.
My older brother, the one who had run away and shunned our family for years, made up this whole backstory that he was born in Hawaii, the one who hates my guts, murdered my parents. I wasn't attached to my parents at all, in fact, I might have hated them at some point.
But... this. This pisses me off.
This is the last straw. I swear to god. Wave, I have tried so hard to love you, to accept you as my older brother. And then you go and MURDER MY PARENTS.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH.
I TRIED SO HARD TO SHOW YOU LOVE. I TRIED.
I'm shaking right now. And crying. I don't want to live in the same house as Wave anymore. I'm moving out. And I'm bringing Chione and the kids with me, along with Chrono and possibly Neige. There we will have a real family. We've already discussed it. Wave acted like he didn't even care. The selfish little [censored]. I was going to let him walk me down the isle if I ever got married, since my parents were dead. No way in hell is he going to do that now. In fact, he can never see me again. I hate him. He hates me. Perfect.
I don't need him anymore.

Au revoir.
-Divine Penombre Lucile Xianthus

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July 15 o' 13

I decided on a mansion. I bought it from the previous owners, with my own money. As I write, the movers are bringing in everything.

But that's not the point of this entry.
Neige proposed to me today! Eeeee! <3 I can't believe it. Of course I said yes. We haven't decided on a date, but it will be soon. We're already making plans. Plus, the Kirkland family sent me this gorgeous veil with a diamond encrusted tiara included. The crown jewel changes to the jewel colour of the wearer. But when I put it on, particles swirled around the silky veil and crown. It is beautiful.
I'll have to pay Serephina back, certainly! But in the meantime, I'm planning my wedding. Oh, the wedding... I haven't even figured out who all of the brides maids are going to be, but Chihiro and Fizu are the flower girls. Not exactly sure about the ring bearer. But Ara is the maid of honour, and Poseidon is Neige's best man. Plus, Lunar Eclipse is a bridesmaid for sure.
Oh, I can't wait! I'm so excited yet nervous at the same time. <333

Au revoir!
-Divine Penombre Lucile Xianthus

[Zuppe]

Serephina:

Congratulations Divine. I'm sorry to hear about your brother. I guess thats something we have in common then... I wish you the best of luck in your future honey ^^ <3

Emiel:

Bloody hell congrats Divine ^^ You've got a good catch. He better be good to you...
And like my sister said already, good luck!~

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Jul. 18th o' '13

Everything is going well! The wedding is coming up very soon. Everything is going as planned. And I've been avoiding Wave, of course. I took Fizu out to buy her some treats, and I saw him, smoking on the curb with some 'Dude' friends of him. I immediately steered poor little Fizu away. Oh my god, imagine if the poor girl saw him like that. No one'spergect parents should smoke.
Anyhow, time to move on to a more relevant topic. Ara is missing! I-I don't know what happened to her. Because of this we are pushing the wedding back. My wedding day wouldn't be the same without her. I hope she didn't leave to England without even saying goodbye! Oh, I miss her. I text her and call her and go out with her and spend so much time with her. I didn't know I'd feel so lonely without her! Neige says that people think that it's the group that killed the rest of Ara's family, and have already finished their job. No! I don't want her dead! I can't have her dead! As soon as she comes home, she and I are going to go out for an all girls' night to the movies. Or wherever she ants to go. As long as she comes back. Please don't be dead! I cry for you, my ami. I send out my wishes of safety and hope.

Au revoir, Darlings.
-Divine Penombre Lucile Xianthus