Chapter 1 - Skunk or Fox
It was just another day in my life. Rose, the fox who looks like a skunk. Forced out of my troop as a kit, I have lived my whole life without family or friends. I don’t like talking to other foxes because I am actually a little scared of them.
When I was thrown out of the troop, I was literally thrown out. I was grabbed by who knows who and thrown into a thorn bush that bordered the troop. I thought it couldn’t get worse then that, but it did.
A group of skunks that lived near the troop sprayed me when I wandered by their home. I smelled for weeks. Everyone avoided me before and after the stench wore off. I was and always will be an outcast. It will never change.
I was crouched in the bushes, watching some young kits play. How I longed to play with a fox my age, but I knew it would never happen. My best friends were rocks and my only home was a small cave abandoned long ago.
Knowing I would never be invited to play, I crawled out of the bushes and headed home. It was slow going, what with all the mud from a storm a few days ago. To get home I had to cross the river, which was churning like mad. I slowly padded along the slippery rocks, being very careful not to slip. If I fell, the river would swallow me and my story would end.
Long ago I had thought of sacrificing myself to the rapids, but I thought better of it right before I jumped. What if I could actually find a fox like me, and outcast? We would have so much fun, if I ever found someone like me. I knew there had to be someone, somewhere.
I crossed the river and made my way through a meadow. I paused to roll in the flowers before continuing on. At the rate I was moving, it would take me at least a half hour to reach home.
I trudged through the meadow and padded through a forest, thinking all the way. Only when I reached the mountain where my cave was hidden did I pause my thinking.
I walked to a small hole in the rocks at the base of the mountain. Crawling in, I laid down to go to sleep. My dreams took me a troop of foxes. I looked normal, not like a skunk, and some foxes were playing with me. What great fun it was!
Morning came all too soon. I wanted to keep dreaming my lovely dream, but the sun wouldn’t have it. “Its a foolish thought,” he seemed to grumble to me. Knowing he would win, I crawled out of my cave into the warmth of summer.
I curled up in the sun, feeling lazy. Any kits born this year will be out playing, enjoying this sun. And here I was, laying in the sun that I used to love when I was younger. I was two years old and I still hadn’t found a mate. But I don’t think I’ll ever find a mate. Not the way I look. My inner fox cannot overpower my outer appearance of a skunk.