by kidd-cant-grow-up » Sat Feb 18, 2023 12:49 pm
i kinda forget to keep up with posting so here's most of the things i wrote in the time of forgetting about this
I am a patchwork human
Every stage of my life I've added a new patch
Every patch has come from the people I know
These patches include my likes, dislikes and opinions
None of these patches feel like they belong to me
Like a fish in a river the fish doesn't own the river
but the fish wouldn't be a fish without it
Are we still friends?
I've forgotten how you sound
I've forgotten how you talk
I've forgotten how you made me feel
Have you forgotten me as well?
I clung onto you so tight but you still slipped through my hands
Maybe trying to hold you hurt you more than i thought
I was too selfish to let another person leave me
Maybe I still am trying to hold onto you
Extending my hand into the void hoping this time someone will hold onto me
Do you ever want to show your struggles to someone
But they see your strength
You think they don't see your struggles
they do see...
They know life is hard they know it hasn't been easy on you
They also see how hard your working and trying your best
You are the one who is blind
You are the one telling only half the story
They see both sides and they believe in you don't you think that's something to consider
That maybe you are strong like they say
That maybe you can survive this like they say
Maybe you should start believing in yourself like they do
Do you ever wonder what it's like to be a fly on the wall
With eyes that see countless scenes playing at the same time
Some seem like they connect to make a story while others don't seem to be coherent at all
I think people are a lot like this
We're all connected in the grand scheme of things but on an individual scale you can point out connections and lack or connections
Look at one person and you'll see their story
Look at one group and you'll see overlap and new connections
Look at the stranger in the story until they are no longer strangers
Look at yourself, what story do you have to tell?
Who will be a part of your story?
How will your story progress?
What makes your story move on?
you are not a fly on the wall, this is your story you get to decide
constantly questioning my gender and sexuality
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