[ ➹ ] she wore a halo of barbed wire

[beebopbee]

dear eyes;

i'm sorry you are red and raw.

[beebopbee]

i really should be happy right now because it's christmas eve and stuff but i can't get over the fact that three people have already found this and every time i walk past them after leaving for the weekend i always get criticized so rudely and all the snippets i wrote that i thought were good suddenly aren't. i loved 'i'll hold your hand' after i first wrote it and then i saw her again and she said it was terrible and it hurt so bad and i'm just scared of writing anything on here because of how it will be interpreted.

sorry for the rant.

[ word of the day ➷ ]
happy - /ˈhapē/
adjective
1. feeling or showing pleasure or contentment.
2. fortunate and convenient.

[beebopbee]

if i gave you my heart
it means i trusted you not to drop it

was i wrong?

[beebopbee]

quand tu regardes
dans les étoiles
tu ne vois pas
que pourrait être
les notres

[beebopbee]

nuits sans fin sur le lit de la rivière
calme et silencieux
mourant et mort

[beebopbee]

all of that, for me?

[beebopbee]

woah it's me again i am feeling inspired to write about insomnia or something related to sleep but 'eep rhymes suck so like bleh. i can think of sleep, deep, creep, weep, cheep, heap, and some other ones. i only really use sleep, deep and weep though. oh i got roller skates for crimmus and it's been two hours and i've already figured out how to backwards and forwards so yay for me. i love writing about ethereal beings too, i'm making some up for these adoptables and ughhh i figured out 'ostlea' is the name of a game so that sucks but i'm still using it bc it sounds cool. have i said that i love writing journal entries in here because it's like i'm talking to someone but it's just about me and they don't judge, which is kinda selfish tbh ooh next time i write i'll just strike out my mistakes instead of deleting them so you can see how screwed up my typing is late at night.

[ word of the day ➷ ]
roller - /ˈrōlər/
noun
1. a cylinder that rotates around a central axis and is used in various machines and devices to move, flatten, or spread something.
2. a brightly colored crow-sized bird with predominantly blue plumage, having a characteristic tumbling display flight.

[beebopbee]

your eyes are a rival to the stars
a deep ocean blue
reminds me of you

[beebopbee]

could we follow through
with our trades of truth
and be happy again?

[beebopbee]

sometimes at night i stare into the stars and wonder whether you are out there, reading my words i placed and
laughing
laughing at them like they were a funny joke i used to tell when i was happy. will i see you soon
i miss you every day but sometimes my heart skips and i'm happy without you. you are so hard
to get rid of, like a parasite feeding of tragedy