[Prologue]
It was dark. Midnight swirling, ink black, pure ebony. They say darkness is born from darkness, and that nothing good ever comes from obsidian colored skies, but I would beg to differ.
For I too was born from a charcoal moon. On a night so perfectly atramentous, it was like something from a story told to scare kits.
But unlike the night I was born, I was beacon of light. A ray of sunshine in the dark pit of my clan. The only hope the tortured souls of WrathClan had.
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From the moment I was born, I barely saw my mother, lest to milk. My father and the higher-ups stole me away for immediate training.
I was a warrior in kit form, a weapon to be honed and wielded. I learned quickly that I was the son of the leader, my mother as fierce as a rogue, and that being a warrior runs in my blood. And yet, a small part of me resented that. The fact that I was meant to be used, and for what? New territory? Power? WrathClan was powerful. Incredibly powerful. Full grown warriors burst from the queens, and kithood was an urban legend.
And yet I was glowing. Not with the darkness of so many around me, but with a new glowing sort of light. A light that many cats seemed to fear, and that my father seemed displeased with. Perhaps that was the most fearful. My father. Perhaps that is what truly broke me in the end. The amount of hate that just one cat seemed to hold I deemed enough hatred to be rationed out to at least 3 clans.
I decided I hated trainings after the first one was held.
I was put in a small cavern, nothing but me and squirrel. A bushy tailed bright eyed scrap. It scampered around the small room, unbeknownst of its fate. My father barked an order, and in an act of simplistic fear, I followed it.
"Hunt." He growled.
I leapt at the creature without a thought of logic, the only word in my mind was 'fear, fear, fear.' I sank my claws into the prey, and looked up to see the eyes of my father, yellow, golden, aglow with pride, and an emotion I could not identify.
The adrenaline died down, and I turned to see the damage done by my actions. With fresh eyes, I took in the scene around me. Crimson claws. Metallic air. The squirrel, unmoving, on the ground.
Tears cascaded down my cheeks. I took a step back from my father and yowled, pain as clear as day echoing through the cavern, a pure heart, a glowing drop of sun, broken, shattered.
I was only 3 moons old.
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The first training was not what subdued my light. I continued on, pushing through the unknown caverns of shadow, but each training dimmed that light.
"Stalk." Dim
1 moon
"Chase." Dim
2 moons
"Hunt." Dim
3 moons
"...kill." ...darkness...
The tear shaped jewel of light within my heart fractured, fragments of broken dreams, lost hopes, goodness, they all shattered.
Gold, light, ivory...grey, dim, midnight.
I refused. I could not attack the small kit in now in front of me. He was hardly younger than myself. A frightened scrap.
"Weak." My father claimed, shoving the bundle of tabby fur in the cavern. My ears fell back. Hunting was one thing. But having a kit as my prey? That was another...
"No..." I whispered. Red flashed in front of my eyes as my father struck me.
"Do it you fool! You are stronger! The weak have no place in WrathClan." He said, and his claw slid across my side. It was not the first. It was not the last.
Anger brewed in my stomach. Anger at my father, anger at the clan. My golden eyes filled with my fire, and suddenly, a dark beast took over.
A side of me I refused to acknowledge. The small part screaming at me to obey.
Stalk, chase, hunt, duel.
Crimson flowers spilt across the stone floor.
Crimson flowers grew from between my claws.
Crimson flowers covered the kit.
Crimson flowers grew from my heart.
And so I was broken. Hammered with rage until I too embodied the bottomless well of anger.
Stalk, chase, hunt, duel, death
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