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name : calliope | gender : female | friends with marilynn

personality :
calliope is a very soft spoken paushin, unlike her namesake.
cursed with a wicked shyness, her singing has never reached
anyone else's ears but her own, and she likes to keep it that
way. stage fright and fear of rejection or worse keeps her in
her shell, afraid to venture out of what's safe and what she
knows. she's terrified of change, especially too much of it at
once, and doesnt like when things dont go according to plan
or go off course of what she expected. she likes organization
and neatness, and her living space is always tidy, even when
she isnt feeling her best. she hates to break character and
has strict, firm rules for herself, to always have a positive
attitude and look at life with a half-full perspective. she is
always available for those who need to talk or vent and she
is willing to put her own needs aside for others if she feels it
is necessary to do so. she is terrified others will leave her or
that they will no longer find her useful and turn her away, so
she tries to always be doing something to help those she cares
for, even at her own expense. she likes to think she is intuitive
and good at tapping into others' feelings and knowing what's
going on in their head, but she often doubts herself and her
own usefulness, and how much she really is able to help people
and recognize when they need help, and when they just need
to be alone for awhile.