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Username; crowned karasu
Name; kawa :: water in japanese
Gender; agender, bio. male
Sexuality; pansexual demisexual
Personality; kawa is a kindhearted, barely vicious sleepy dragon. they do come off as frightening and tough at first and second glance, but they will only get angry and throw a fit once all of their patience has been used, and it takes a lot for them to lose it completely. while patient, they are lionhearted, soft, gentle and selfless. they'd risk anything for others, no matter what the costa. their ultimate happiness is having others, and it could be anyone, happy. they are very intelligent and logical with situations, usually being able to solve puzzles and riddles in the blink of an eye and a snicker to others that just don't get it. they're very sarcastic and love to be the clown of the group.
What is their most treasured possession?; a deck of cards, each containing writing on it. each ace has a poem on it, and each suit has a different topic. each suit also has 2-10 sentences, or 20 'bullet' notes of questions to ask yourself.

diamonds; diamonds tell their reader in small gatherings of letters that wealth isn't, and shouldn't ever be the only thing a living organism wants. they remind the reader of how greed leads to nothing good, ever. giving can be the ultimate take of happiness.
hearts; hearts tell you that no matter what, with anything that ever happens someone will love you. through your faults, through your sadness, anger, grief, even through your deepest fears. you can't lose sight of what would happen to those that love you if you did something bigger than yourself.
spades; spades tell you that the world is cruel, but getting through is worth the reward. you make friends, lose friends, make and break promises, and as bad as that sounds, you can only make it a good time if you see it that way. otherwise, you'll live in a dark world you made by your own personal doings, something you could fix with a good living being by your side.
clubs; clubs contain positive sayings, little words that could mean the world to someone in a crisis.the words short, thoughtful, each carefully crafted sentence made to put joy into others, and to kawa's knowledge they have.

How they got them; kawa had gotten each card from a different sleepy where he had previously lived. each one shares how they really cared about them, since they had enough care to go through the effort of making something so great for kawa. they had never turned their back on the sleepy, and neither did kawa betray them, so they respected it if kawa needed to leave them. in return, they wanted them to keep and save the cards whenever they were needed for anyone, since they figured the kind sleepy would share.

What do they do with the cards?; they read and think out the card's sayings, slowly, and it brings them to absolute ease. they had known the power the cards could have on others, but never knew it could still have such a strong and powerful impact.

kawa had once been in a bad situation with themself, where their self-esteem plummeted to 0 on a scale to 100. they had no idea what to do, as their mind blurred with sad thoughts, as if there was rain on their windshield of logic. suddenly, out of nowhere, they had found their cards, and read each of the cards. they thought out each one before they moved on, and they read them from the afternoon until dusk.

Why are the cards are their most prized possession?; they were each made with a bucketful of thought and wisdom, happiness, and unsaid 'goodbyes'.the sleepies that gave them the cards never said goodbye, they said "see you later, alligator," simultaneously instead.

Theme song; blackout - tritonal

Favorite things to do; sit, stand, or sleep on a secluded edge of a cliff above the sea, go to another secluded place, though in a shipwreck with places that let the light in with the sound of waves hitting the boat, or taking care of their cactus garden close to their home in the cave. they especially enjoy showing card tricks to other sleepiest.

How they feel about themselves; kawa had always felt they could be better, even though they had always known they're great the way they were. before fully understanding "loving themselves," they strove to be the best as they could, not flaws or bad marks on them. though eventually they realized it was tiring and that no matter what perfection wasn't achievable, and that as long as they were good to others they'd be perfect.

The poems written on the aces;

diamonds; taking but never giving, the word being greed
something we can have, but never need
something that devours us if not put away
something you should never let stay
because sooner than your know,
you lose things worth more than money, than the world, than your life
and you can fight, you can strife
but from your heart, you'll still know their trust
had fallen apart.
hearts; everyone receives hate
but it takes a lot to look past
all the hate and to the love
where they wait with smiling faces
and open arms to feel safe in
take and give them love, time
because that's what they deserve in your life.
spades; the world isn't nice, it's as if we're mice
surrounded by traps while the thunder claps
outside the window, causing fear to strike
but make sure to never lose sight
of the sun that will shine
after the storm blows by.
clubs; mistakes are made, promises too
time passes, and so do you
but i can't get you back
and that's a fact
because i know you won't be there
like we promised, forever
but that's the deal of life
and if you move on, so will i.