First Touch
Upon hearing that a group of Neravontiis had been discovered, many of them starved, beaten, and clinging to life with all they had, something within me had wanted nothing more than to provide one with a good, loving home. So, naturally, I had jumped into my trusty silver pickup and driven to the agency, unsure of what to expect.
I was greeted warmly by a fairly tall man who shook my hand eagerly and asked if I was here to view the rescues. I had dipped my head in response, glancing about at the stalls. The Neras that peeked from the stalls did not appear to be abused. The man seemed to notice my slight confusion. "They are currently separated from the others," he explained. "Though I do suppose you'd wish to see them now. Follow me." He turned and vanished outside, walking hastily. "Now, do not make any sudden movements, noises, or anything of the sort to avoid striking fear," he told me.
Well duh, I thought, fighting back the urge to roll my eyes. I did not react, however, other than a nod of my head and a grunt to show I'd been listening attentively. Now we had reached our destination: a tall, wooden building with a single door leading inside; I'd also noticed that there was only one window, positioned away from any of the stalls. "Remember, please do be quiet and move slowly." He grasped the doorknob tightly and gingerly twisted it, stepping inside. As we ventured within, a gelding with many scars lining his pelt leaped back, snorting and squealing.
In doing so, the Neravontii startled the other rescues, sending the whole barn into a violent turmoil. I winced, a bloodcurdling scream resounding throughout the spacious enclosure. The young man who had brought me here stared at me apologetically, trying vainly to ignore the commotion. "They will stop shortly. I am terribly sorry, I had forgotten about this gelding. He is startled very easily." I bit my lip and watched the gelding. Gradually, he began to calm down, head lowering slowly.
"How much do you know about him?" I inquired, looking to the man.
His eyes pooled with confusion. Quite obviously, he was puzzled. "Who?"
I fought back waves of frustration. Slowly, I raised my pointer finger and targeted the scarred gelding. "That one. The one that spooks easily."
"Oh! Him. Well," he began, talking quietly, "When he was scarcely more than a foal, several men stole him from the breeding farm he was born at." I was already horrified. "Some of the scars are from the men themselves. They attempted to burn the brand, then cut it off, in hopes of making it impossible to track him. Now, as you can tell, he is older. He endured years of illegal fighting." Although it seemed silly to be reacting this way, I could feel tears welling within my eyes. How could anyone be so cruel?
"The gelding won every fight except for one. The men who stole him beat him within an inch of his life, quite literally, and dropped the poor creature off with dozens of other Neravontiis. Thankfully, the wretched men that did this have been arrested."
I was watching the gelding, feeling sorrow unlike any I'd felt before. "I think I will take him."
The man glanced at me curiously. "But you've neither seen any of the others nor heard their stories. Are you sure?" he asked kindly. I nodded.
"Could you tell me about his personality first, though?"
"Of course. The gelding you're interested in is very hot-headed, unlike any I've seen before." Immediately, another of my geldings, Wendell, popped into my mind. "As he's demonstrated at the start, he is startled by anything sudden and he fights a lot. Though it seems he was trained, in a way, to do so. It really isn't his fault, if you put thought to it. Anyway, one of the first things you will notice is that he is hard to get along with. And keep in mind he is an elder and will need plenty of aid from his owner."
It was a responsibility I was willing to take on. "I will take him. Poor boy."
"Okay miss. I will exit the building to retrieve the adoption papers. Do you wish to stay?" he questioned, moving slowly towards the door.
"Yes please, if it is allowed." The man nodded and moved off, closing the door with a muffled click. Now alone with the rescued Neravontiis, I turned slowly and walked gently to my newest gelding. As I approached, his head snapped up, ears flattened. "Hey there, boy." I whispered, knowing he could hear me. He snorted and flared his nostrils, obviously disliking me- or my presence, I was unsure- greatly. "Hey, shh, it's okay. I won't hurt you." I murmured. The scarred animal turned in my direction, head held in a standoffish manner. Anyway, one of the first thing you will notice is that he is hard to get along with. The man's words echoed in my mind.
I remained in my position, standing quietly. "I promise I won't hurt you." The gelding scented the air, ears swiveling. I then remembered the shirt I had pulled on was one I wore often to work with my Neravontiis, and it still smelled of them. Perhaps he could smell them on me and knew I would not bring harm to him?
Warily, the gelding approached me, reluctance evident in every muscle of his beaten body. "Hello there," I said, smiling although I knew he could not see me. He listened attentively, halting several feet from me. I drew my hand within my sleeve and held it through the bars, prepared to leap back in case he charged at me. Now, from a closer distance, I was able to observe him better. He seemed to still feel pain from the old scars, and his age showed. "Mister gelding," I murmured. "Hi." His ears pricked forward attentively.
It was not much, but it was progress, right?
Dozens of names swirled through my mind like an invisible flurry of snow. Kovu? It did mean scar... No.
Just plain Scar? Yeah, reeaall original.
Cicarice? The name meant scar as well.
Name him something that does not involve the word 'scar.' I told myself, waiting for a reaction from the gelding.
Beowulf. Perfect!
"Hey, Beowulf." I said, gently moving my fingers in hopes of attracting his attention. The beast moved closer, even if hesitantly. "I won't hurt you." I said once more. Then, he closed the remaining distance and gently sniffed at my fingers and shirt sleeve. I hoped he could scent my Neras and know I meant no harm.
With bated breath I tried to touch him, managing to succeed but at the same time anger the gelding. He squealed and lunged for my fingers, snapping at them. I jerked back violently just as the man who'd introduced me strode in. In his eyes, it looked as though I had harmed the gelding.
"Ma'am, what are you doing?" I turned, wide-eyed.
"I tried to pet him and he freaked," I said, somehow managing to speak without stammering.
"I see. Please sign the papers here." He offered me a clipboard and pen. I quickly scribbled my name in black ink and returned the articles, turning back to the gelding. Much to my surprise, he seemed to be watching me curiously from the recesses of his stall, tensed muscles relaxed slightly. "Do you wish to load him now?" I nodded vigorously, eyes locked on the gelding. "Will you need aid to do so?"
"Maybe. I want to try to do it myself." I said.
"Alright. I shall leave you to this." With those last words of parting, the man turned on his heel and strode away.
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My new gelding was backed into the farthest corner of the pen, loath to enter the trailer before him. I did not blame him; he most likely remembered when he had been trailered away from his home and never returned, was treated so horribly. "Beowulf," I said, making kissing noises with my lips. "Hey boy." Wearily he approached, tossing anxious "glances" about him. In moments he stood just feet from me. Tiny, crushable me. My heart picked up speed. Beowulf sniffed me for the second time. I gently raised my palm. The gelding nosed it and gave it a tiny lick before drawing back. Maybe he thought I wasn't so bad?
I trailed my fingers along his muzzle gently, knowing from previous experience that many Neras enjoyed being stroked there. Beowulf surprisingly relaxed at my touch, leaning in.
Eventually, with plenty of coaxing, I was able to load him into the trailer.
I sensed, somehow, that Beowulf and I would become very close.
(Gah! I'm so sorry, I really did not mean to write a book :c)