[QuinnJae]

Reserve

[Esther~]

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Deep, deep in the heart of the forest, there you'll find that circus
With its ringmaster, wide-eyed and 10 meters tall

All the performers are so happy, though their appearances are bizarre
The Dark Woods Circus is such fun!

I chose the name Jumanji because it suited him well in my opinion.The movie Jumanji was full of magic and was just perfect for him.



Male.I think this PK seems more male then female


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPdWcbt6Tso Dark Woods Circus



Jumanji was born into a family with three older brothers and no sisters. His parents were both greedy and his brothers were jerks. Since he was the youngest, his parents paid no attention to him and his brothers constantly mistreated him. Jumanji spent most of his time alone since he lacked any form of social relationship with any living being. In fact, his only friend was a rat named Steve. Many nights Jumanji's parents were gone and he was left with his oldest brother to babysit. During this time he would get pushed around if he even took a step out of his room he'd get picked on. One night when Jumanji was asleep and his parents were gone, Steve decided to leave the room for a midnight snack. When Jumanji got up the next morning and started searching for his beloved friend he was shocked to see the body of his friend laying on the ground, twisted in an unnatural way. Jumanji was furious, but what could he do? His brothers would just laugh at him and his parents would tell him to get over it. All he could do was grieve over the loss of his closest and only friend. About a week passed after this event before something strange happened. Jumanji's parents would always leave at about 9 every night and be back by 6 no matter what, but for the first time they didn't come back. The kids waited until later that night before they went out to search for their lost parents. It took hours of searching before they finally found the bodies laying in a pool of blood. Jumanji stood a few feet away while his brothers searched the body. While in the middle of searching Jumanji felt as though something wrong was going to happen. He looked up from the ground long enough to see his brothers fall on the ground dead. Jumanji stared at them with complete horror before he decided he was going to run, but his feet wouldn't move. He was paralyzed with fear and utterly defenseless. Now all he could do was sit there and wait for death. As he stood there in complete suspense he saw a large shadow, felt a pinch along his spine, then fell over. When Jumanji woke up again it was morning. He was fine, but his family wasn't. Their bodies still laid on the ground, unmoving. Jumanji went through the rest of the day filled with grief and when night came he was scared of what might come. He was expecting death to come, but instead he felt a cold shiver go down his spine and his blood turn to ice. At the time he didn't know what was going on, but later he would find out that he was cursed to turn into a ghost at night and be normal during the day. After Jumanji was finally settled with the fact that he was now alone and a freak he decided to run off and join the circus.



It was a special night. Jumanji was getting prepared for tonights show. Tonight there would be a critic to judge his circus! He took a deep breath. "You can do this Jumanji. You have worked hard for this. Just concentrate." He got out of his chair and padded into the opening. The loud voice filled the tent, announcing his trick as he walked up a ladder. He was going to do his special trick. In front of him was a tank of sharks. He would wear a straitjacket and be dropped in the center. He was always quick enough to get free and out of that tank in time. He put his straitjacket on and smiled. He was a brave PK and wouldn't go back. He was placed into the center after taking in a deep breath. He moved starting to get out, but the stress was on again. If his trick didn't go right he could be out of business. He accidently made a wrong move replacing him in the straitjacket. The sharks were looking at him with a demonic glare now. Panic swelled in him as he struggled trying to get out. I'm going to die! He felt his breath escape. Calm down Jumaji! He concentrated hard and escaped. He was swimming up when a shark bit his tail dragging him down. Pain surged through him as he pulled his tail away. Another shark bit his horn. Jumanji struggled to get away. His horn snapped and his eyes widened. Another shark was after him! He swam to the surface and pulled himself out of the tank. He fell on the ground tired, staggered to his paws, and looked at his tail. The shark had gotten a chunk of meat of of it. He wrapped his tail up silently looking at his tail. He would never be the same.

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Art at top by kalculator))

[yeentei]

reserve

[koegami]

"it's the secret of the handler, be advised. not everything is what it seems to be." -Handler

the friend of his eye.

spectric (owned by me) is his only true friend. who has no motives at all to criticize him for being who and what he is. handler is at ease when he knows that spectric is color blind and wont judge him for his 'ghost' appearance. he is the only friend that he has ever had a connection with. and maybe his last. he is the one that respects him for who and what he is without bias or question. something that handler sees that people lack.

Handler advise.

handler usually goes by his name of Han. never does one ever call him handler. because it was said he'd curse them. he had an air of bad luck. but, he doesn't have any powers. he's already dead. just a lost soul in a body that is his. which is said to be the cause of his bad luck, and so, he never did any kind acts, or helped out anyone in need. but most of all he never helped himself. to everyone. he suffered a fate that was caused by himself.

his name is like a saying.

which is typical yes. but this is his name. i'm serious. this is his remembered name. no one alive knows if that is his true and biological name, but it is what he's called. and that is how it shall be.

handler is gender-less, but is of the male sex and genitalia.

this is also true. he is gender-less, being a ghost and already dead, but, he can only breed once. handler was never one of those people who wanted children. so if he ever does, be sure to watch them around him. he's unstable. and shifts into a ghost at night. nothing those children want to see.

is the question in the problem?

handler is his own worst enemy. and because of the fact that he is so demented and spaced from everyone in this world, he has his faults and problems. he suffers fro ma variety of mental disorders. and with that causes some psychological damage in the sense that he doesn't believe he is alive and rather that he's dead. he does suffer from a compulsive disorder, and many other personality disorders that do disrupt the flow of his brain. the reason he is so selective with friends the the fact of acceptance, and how well he interacts with them. he listens to his mind rather than his heart. because in his mind, it's already dead.

Paranoid -- some paranoid people, like him have a good go at it all. it's not uncommon for him to be paranoid and actually be good at it. not really reacting to anything. except the occasional safety rant or the fact that some-days he could be right and someone is trying to steal his gold when he has a hunch and goes mad over thinking about it too much.

Closed-off -- some-days this is a good thing, he won't talk to anyone on a bad day, usually making it unbelievably hard to converse.

Impetuous -- compulsive, always acting without thinking. it tends to cause problems for him and everyone around him. unfortunately.

Incorrigible -- none of his habits change. they are unchangeable, except for a friend or two to stop him. not that anyone will, with that crazy gleam to his eyes when you try, you just wanna back off a little.

Obsessive -- he will obsess and think over everything, usually being all crazy over one thing an turn around and be all calm and quiet

Protective -- he will guard someone he cares deep down and truly with his life, protecting them with what he can. some can see through his cold outer shell an see that he's a good guy

Illusive -- more deceptive, usually acting one way and not another, also makes things very hard to decipher when you look at him

Competitive -- loves to compete, it makes things more interesting when your with him does it not?
Perplexing -- it's good to be confusing, it gives someone something to think about

Passive-aggressive -- he uses indirect expression of hostility, such as through procrastination, sarcasm, hostile jokes, stubbornness, resentment, sullenness, or deliberate or repeated failure to accomplish requested tasks for which one is (often explicitly) responsible. in other words, guilt tripping and being utterly mad at someone and not telling them directly

egotistical -- he is one that is a selfish, self-centered bastard that has about as much bragging rights as god does. in his mind. he thinks of hismelf as a god sometimes, it's terrible to work with when he's bragging all the time about himself. because he is thinking very highly of himself, it tends to push people away. so he has no friends and can be left alone.

reflective -- he can, and i highly stress this, can be thoughtful usually making it characterized by deep careful thought. in short, he can be nice about things, when he wants to be.

Retentive -- he has a good memory; and is able to remember a great deal of information

Hypocrite -- he criticized everyone else for being different, and yet he is different himself.

Critical -- he just is not approving he's tending to find a fault with somebody or something, or with people and things in general. always giving comments or judgments, usually those are containing or involving other comments and opinions that analyze or judge something or someone. he makes it in an especially detailed way.

Maniac -- ok, he's crazy get over it, doesn't one believe a hermit would be crazy, not really inviting, living in misery all his years, why not?

Careless -- he doesn't think leaving to irrational thoughts and actions

Irrational -- he just doesn't take a moment to breathe, to think, not when he's in a bad mood. it just clouds him

Ruling -- he controls everything, why else would he want to to dominate the world population and rule to world. he's a little Schizophrenic there.

narcissistic -- he loves him self, obsesses over himself, and always thinks of himself as a fine boy he has a little bit of Swagger in there too.

Abrasive -- he is always harsh in manner and or aggressively direct and insensitive. usually this is towards the little ones that like to piss him off at every open moment of his life. bugging the heck outta him.

Unreformed -- unimproved in conduct, morals, etc. he just hasn't changes his moral learned. like he hasn't learned anything at all since his time away from the pains of home.

Dark -- he seems to have a dark aura about him. Weather or not he wants to have one. Behind all that mythical folklore and his history, he does seem to have a dark past. One that comes back to haunt him.

Mysterious -- he has a mysterious aura about him. Nothing to it. Everything he's got is mysterious. His robes, his weapons, his hobbies, his great hall, the stories and tales told about him, everything is mysterious.

Enigmatic -- his personality changes when he wants it to. Depending on his mood at that time and the atmosphere of feelings too.

Dreams: he really would like to be come a world overlord. that doesn't die.

Fears: death doesn't bother him. but the life of his pasts always has a burden to carry on his shoulders and he solely can only live to remember it and cannot live to change it.

Phobias: he has the phobia for life. and everything in it, he's paranoid remember? only, rather, his life is what he's afraid of. he's haunted by the nightmares of the past.

Diseases: he has a disease of the mind, causing him to be overly critical and distances himself from the mentally infected [good minds] and seeks the help of the bad

Weapons: specialty he does have a fun time with a flamethrower, although, he is one.
Intellectual state: he used to be lucid, now he's demented and shattered, but witty all the same
IQ: his IQ rate is higher than average, but his mental stability is the lowest it could go

His Age: he is immortal, it is clear that he has no designated age.

Pet peeves: his only pet peeve is screaming children, the giggly screams, not the fear ridden ones. it drives him completely insane.

Likes: hate / death / fire / darkness / fear / skulls / bones / assassins
Dislikes: people / love / enjoyment / fun / dancing / singing / laughing
Quirks: only that he twitches with some sporadic tremors and has insomniac distress
habits: twitching / snarling / aggressive behavior / mood swings

Disabilities and Disorders: he has chronic mono, circadian sleep rhythm disorder, bipolar depression and bipolar mania and chronic depression. This drains his body he can't have much for medicine, because it doesn't help him any anymore. He simply lives with it.

Favorite quotes he doesn't have a set favorite quite. He has many.


I was in the war. I know how to kill. I was over there. I know how to do it. I've done it before. It's no big deal. You just make an adjustment. You convince yourself it's all right. That's all. It's easy. You just slaughter them. - SAM SHEPARD, Curse of the Starving Class

If your work is deathwork, one weapon is not enough, just as a plumber would not answer an urgent service call with a single wrench. - DEAN KOONTZ, Brother Odd

Man kills without ceasing, to nourish himself; but since in addition he needs to kill for pleasure, he has invented the chase! The child kills the insects he finds, the little birds, all the little animals that come in his way. But this does not suffice for the irresistible need of massacre that is in us. It is not enough to kill beasts; we must kill man too. Long ago this need was satisfied by human sacrifice. Now, the necessity of living in society has made murder a crime. We condemn and punish the assassin! But as we cannot live without yielding to this natural and imperious instinct of death, we relieve ourselves from time to time, by wars. Then a whole nation slaughters another nation. It is a feast of blood, a feast that maddens armies and intoxicates the civilians, women and children, who read, by lamplight at night, the feverish story of massacre. - GUY DE MAUPASSANT, "The Diary of a Madman

Kill one man, and you are a murderer. Kill millions of men, and you are a conqueror. Kill them all, and you are a god. - JEAN ROSTAND, Thoughts of a Biologist

When I hear about people murdering, I wonder, What has to go through your brain to say, I don't want him breathing anymore? What makes you get that angry? How can you take someone's breath away? That just blows my mind. - GILBERT ARENAS, Esquire, Apr. 2010

For a deadly blow let him pay with a deadly blow; it is for him who has done a deed to suffer. - AESCHYLUS, The Libation Bearers

Favorites:

Favorite folklore creature (s) the flame dragon and the Phoenix
Favorite color he likes the colors of fire, their essence is beautiful, and yet all natural

Favorite berry/fruit he has no "favorite" but he does believe Snake berries are good in the sense of immortality

Favorite jewel the beauty of the vast and yet explanatory Ruby
Favorite species class himself mainly, but then again, he does like the Canis Species
Favorite animal well, in contrast to his Species class, he does like various snakes and reptilian species

Favorite ice cream seriously, he hates ice-cream. it's all chilly and messes up his temperature when he eats it.


Favorite movie he actually likes watching these movies.
Ghost Rider - anything flaming.
Pirates of the Caribbean - well, he used to be a pirate, and the comedy is good.
Sherlock Holmes - because of the mysteries and... well his "play by play"
Indiana Jones - his adventurous nature
Tomb Raider - who doesn't like a chick raiding tombs [the game silly]
Armageddon - i actually don't understand why he likes that movie.

Dracula / Van Helsing - when i think about this one, its a well done movie. and i think the action is what hooks him into liking the movie so much

Favorite book genre he does have a few moments to spare between his own demise and the world's problems when he does, he likes to settle down and read detective and murder stories.

Favorite time of day he likes the time of night. where he can prowl around and enjoy those moments of peace so he can destroy it and create chaos after.

Favorite season summer. the season of summer creates ample time to "beat the heat" and lay around in the sun all day, something to keep his body temperature up.

Favorite hobby his hobby is to write. Always. it gets out some of his nightmares, and it has something for him to "hold to" when he is in his darkest moments.

Favorite sport - "the art of death and the kill would e a sport right? god i hope so"
Favorite Culture - Well, his own Culture, not going by the gold loving stereotypes.
Favorite Collector's Item - "skulls."
Favorite Holiday - "is telling hell hello for me a holiday ?" [i'm sorry, he did it not me.]
Favorite Conservation Day - "ooh, where they clean up the ash, so i can use it all over again!"
Favorite Thing in the World - "actually,i do have this one thing, my room where i look at my memories"
Favorite drink - "i'm not a cannibal so blood isn't the answer, i do actually like spicy mixes"
Favorite place - he likes being in the mountains alone, his solitary confinement is alright for him
Favorite constellation - lupus, the wolf constellation or draco, the dragon constellation
Favorite Tree - "actually, a good tree is a dead tree"
Favorite flower - Annual celosia, Pin Cushion Flower, Red Jade Vine, and Ipomoea Lobata, all fire-like
Favorite cake - "is a zombie cake adequate"
Favorite baked good - "uh... i don't eat "baked" goods
Favorite food - "anything that resides with meat"
Favorite drawing - this one reminds him of some much [by J.C. Moore]

Favorite herb -
the herb lavender.
Lavender – This one can get quite big, so if you’re considering it for your herb garden, it will likely do best in a very large pot or planted outdoors. Lavender smells absolutely terrific, but that’s really just the beginning. It is a proven stress-reducer and encourages calmness and relaxation. It can also be used to help induce a restful sleep. Essential oil from the herb or the actual flowers can be added to a bath to soothe aching muscles and perfume the skin. Just like sage, lavender also has antiseptic properties which many use on cuts, scrapes, and bug bites. The flowers can be added to boiling water (infused) and cooled to wash your hair with—say goodbye to dandruff! You can also infuse the flowers in boiling water to make a tasty and soothing tea

Favorite tourist attraction - well, his home, so he can destroy all who get near
Favorite instrument - this thing called fire, get it?
Favorite accessory - his robes, he's addicted to them, you'll see him about with them on.
Favorite weapon (if he had one) - he does have one. well, many, but mainly his knives and guns
Favorite survival item - well, fire, duh.
Favorite area lighting - floating lanturns and candels
Favorite fantasy creature - himself duh.
Favorite disorder - his own demented state
Favorite genetic mutation - well, he's still a little troubled by his mutations, but he does like his scales.
Favorite past time - talking to the shadows of himself as he sits in the "great hall"

Reading ability he can read exceptionally well despite his demeanor to it
Homework average i can't say he ever had one. he never did it

Writing rate fast or slow, it all depends on his "haste" for what he needs to write

Writing style it ranges. from chicken scratches or to a meme of the old text in his journals but it all varies on what he;s trying to write down. weather scratched in haste or not.

Languages spoken he can speak many fluent languages but the main one he speaks is English. he has a rough time peaking Greek, but nevertheless he tries. this was needed when he was a privateer, they'd travel around and plunder places. often having to act natural and Bodaway going and talking to the natives so they could get information on their whereabouts or anything else he needed to know.

Dominant language English, ask me not.

Countries visited he has visited the countries of Spain, France, India, South America [Brazil for their chocolate, hush now.] and even the larger countries of Japan and Hawaii. but mainly to plunder for goods and get as many international treats s

Countries to visit he has yet to visit Antarctica, The Poles, and Russia, mainly because he doesn't to well in the cold.

Investments he just puts his money to his home. where he can't [or others can't] loose [or find] it.

Career title if things would have worked out alright, he would have had a possible masters degree in plants and biology. but, alas none of that went well.

Land owned 2,221,766 acres [about the same size as Yellowstone]

Housing he used to be in a hut before the trial began, before he was in a prison with cold cell walls and being shackled chained up with little food or contact. he then moved to to docks and boarded a ship, he would soon call his own. but then, went to living where he could, travelling to find his family's killers. and finally appeared to be living in an old abandoned castle, never to be refurbished and told that a demented 'dragon' lives there and eats little children when he can. [not that he does; he doesn't really but anything to get the children to listen to their parents]

College experience he never went to college, but his home had a college-like schedule to it. although "classes" were relatively once or twice a day, 3 days a week, he would have more of a "school" type experience.

Years attended school when he was banished, he was about the age of 15. he started when he first started to talk, he was about 4 then, so he has 11 years of "school"

Degrees >
Masters -- if he had had college, he would have a degree in Biology
Bachelors -- no bachelor's degree given.
Diplomas -- no diplomas given.
Still studying -- nothing given.

[fallen.galaxy]

Interview:

''Your name please?'' ''Full name, Abandoned Hope. But, everyone calls me Abandoned 'cause that's what I am.''

''Why is your name Abandoned Hope?'' ''Well I was Abandoned at the circus and then two clowns, and I mean literal clowns, took me in. Now, this circus wasn't your everyday on the block happy-go-lucky circus. Nah, this was a Halloween circus. The spooky kind. Now then, they were poof, lived in poverty all that. And so named me Abandoned Hope because that's what they saw in me I guess.... Hope.''

''That's quite touching. Just for clarification your gender?'' ''Male. Why? I don't think your blind. If I was a female my voice would be all high and squeaky. Instead it's a low voice....Nice and cool.''

''Well uh alright. How'd you describe yourself in three words?'' ''Hands off lady.''

''How....Interesting. '' *chuckling*

''Okay so, the main question is, that are you a ghost?'' ''Well lady, I am I guess. The clowns think it's my subconsious good emotions as a ghost. It's weird though, whenever I fall asleep I dream....It's like I'm watching it as another person. Like it's some sort of horror movie. I watch the ghost come, it's nice but, misunderstood. I-I don't even know what it is really.''

[Woofzard]

removed

[sicknasty]

yeah, this is a reserve.

[yeena]

nevermind..

[kittu]

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name; gauze
gender; male
age; unknown
birthdate; unknown
zodiac; sagittarius
weight; 56 lbs
height; 3'6

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shredded ear and broken prism;

[cakepopcat]

Sept. 15th