by Ravendarus » Sun Nov 17, 2013 6:40 pm
ℓιℓℓιтн σн ℓιттℓє вιя∂ ιи α ¢αgє... ωσυℓ∂и'т уσυ ℓιкє тσ вє fяєє؟b a s i c sname;; Lillith Talto
nickname;; Lilli
preferred name;; Lily
age;; 18
gender;; female
orientation;; straight
birthday;; March 29th
star zodiac;; aries
chinese zodiac;; ram
birthstone;; bloodstone
birthflower;; jonquild e e p e rname meaning;;
Lillith, is a variant of the name Lilith, derived from Akkadian lilitu meaning "of the night". This was the name of a demon in ancient Assyrian myths. In Jewish tradition she was Adam's first wife, sent out of Eden and replaced by Eve because she would not submit to him. The offspring of Adam and Lilith were the evil spirits of the world. Lillith is also the name of a Fallen Angel, who searches for human children to kidnap or kill. Also known as the "Mother of Demon's".
surname meaning;;
Talto is a very important name. Talto is what a religion is based around (Lilith). This is a group of religious woman following Lilith trying to turn their babies and children into demons. Since Lilith cannot bare human children of her own, she wanted to experiment with babies and demon blood. Since the human soul is so precious and fragile, most of the human babies die during the process of changing into demons. The parents end up going insane and blindly follow Lilith.
reason for choosing name;;
Now, before you snap at me and say why would I chose such a name for her? She doesn't seem evil. Well guess what? She's not. Lillith Talto was her birth name, but not by choice. If I went into full detail's it wouldn't make sense for her history, it would just spoil it! Lillith has nothing to reflect on her personality or her in general. Lillith is actually very kind and very misunderstood. It was for that reason that I chose the name as a misnomer, which means; a misapplied or inappropriate name. Her name is very misleading, which is why she prefers to be called Lilli, though honestly prefers the spelling Lily like the flower to get away from her name as much as possible.
paint power;;
Lillith's tail as you know has many different colours, so let's give her the power of rainbows! No, No No! Lillith's tail doesn't paint colours at all, in fact it has two powers. First her tail has the power to guide the fallen to Heaven, and banish evil to the Underworld. She also has the power to grant second chances, if an innocent life is still needed upon the earth Lillith can use her paint to grant them a second chance at life if they had died before their time is up. personality;;
o n t h e o u t s i d e
Quiet||Reserved||Silent||Hushed
Lillith can have a very quiet nature, it's not that she is dark or anything, it's that she is shy. She often doesn't talk to strangers out of the fact she wishes not to be judged based on her looks. Her reserved nature allows her to remain relaxed even when she is a little stressed out or sad. She can silent, mostly when she’s upset, or just doesn't want to talk with others. She likes the peace and quiet and often hates for it to be disturbed by negative outcomes, she wouldn't mind if someone friendly came and started a conversation though. Lillith is a bit hushed, she will start to speak up sometimes, but always ends up closing her mouth.
Hesitant||Introverted||Loner||Unassertive
Lillith is hesitant to talk to others as sometimes she has trusts issues; she rarely admits it though. She can be very introverted when she wants to be, which is sadly most of the time. She’s very much a loner doesn’t often make friends. Ironically she does suffer from loneliness issues and copes with it using Valadas for comfort. She doesn’t mean to be a loner, sometimes she just doesn’t want to be teased and thinks others will tease her upon meeting her, or freak out because of her looks. For that reason she has been forced into being a loner even if she doesn’t want to be. Lillith is extremely unassertive and will never fight back or argue against someone even if they really hurt her. Lillith can’t help her lonely nature, but it is apart of who she is.
Shy||Sheepish||Wary||Cautious
Lillith is shy in truth, she can’t help it, she’s always on her own and doesn’t often get to talk with others, though she has few friends she’s often shy around them even when she distrusts them. Timid as a sheep one would call her. Though she never stutters unless she is really nervous about something. Lillith tends to be wary around others and will seem stuck-up even if she isn’t in the slightest she’s just a bit over cautious. Lillith truly does long for real friends she can trust, but sometimes she doesn’t know what is right anymore. Honestly no matter how you look at Lillith she will always be cautious of others and shy deep down. She doesn’t mean to be the way she is, it’s just apart of Lillith.
Heartbroken || Sorrowful || Distressed || Heartsick
In truth, Lillith doesn’t even know why her heart aches sometimes, she’s heartbroken when ever she tries to remember she will start crying. Lillith’s been through some tough times, and the connection between her old self and her new self has just faded. Though she longs to rekindle her connection… and remember why she is so upset all the time. Honestly, sometimes she becomes so sorrowful over it, that it’s really hard to imagine her being so sad; mostly because she is usually so quiet and reserved. Despite this fact, her delicate heart is still sick and can’t always handle keeping her sorrows bent up, she does tend to cry, though tries to make sure she isn’t with someone when she does. Lillith hates to make others worry about her. Lillith has other things that make her sad, but rarely enough to make her go into tears. Few things can really upset her, but when they do, you can tell. Though Lillith doesn’t like to be sad she will heal often swiftly, but sometimes it can take time for her to heal, and eventually she will be fully healed, even if it hurts a little but every now and then.
o n t h e i n s i d e
Protective|| Devoted||Affectionate ||Loving
No one can question Lillith’s loyalty to those she trusts. Despite her sometimes lack of trust, she can be extremely protective of others, and is truly an affectionate and loving Rainbow Paint Wolf, she has a heart for all creatures big or some and can’t even pick favourites out of anything. Her affections reflect upon the actions she takes and the things she says. She has a truly caring heart and can’t help but love everything around her. She loves the earth, the flowers, and the animals, even the bugs. Lillith tends to look at the glass as half full over half empty; she accepts things that happen because they do. Lillith is willing to face whatever happens to her with an open heart and a warm smile, though she can be a bit of a loner, is timid and even a bit sad sometimes, overall she loves to just be herself, loving and kind. Hidden in her broken emotions only the bravest can find this side of her.
Sympathetic || Charitable || Gracious || Understanding
Deep down Lillith is kindhearted, tender loving and sweet. Her kind nature gives her an almost motherly aura around her. Lillith loves to help others, though she will often hesitate at first to ask because of her normally quiet and shy nature. Lillith in a sense is very charitable, she loves to give things to others, whether it has a reason or not. Lillith is very sympathetic, she is able to sympathize with others that she meets, though sometimes she can be a bit dense about the subject she always tries her best to help others what they are going through. She likes to spend time getting to know her friends, and what is going on in their lives, to make sure she doesn't forget about anything; Lillith hates when she forgets something her friends tell her. However Lillith would never pry into anyone's lives, only what they'd be willing to tell her. Lillith is very understanding of others; she likes to take time to understanding things. Sometimes she doesn't always get things off the bat, but she still tries her best to understand what she can and learn what she doesn't. Lillith is very gracious and soft, she's always saying thank you very much, and being thankful of everything she has. Though she often hides this side of her, only her closest of friends get to see this.
Delicate || Timid || Modest || Humble
Lillith in truth has a very delicate heart, despite her kind, motherly nature she does have times where she can get either sad or scared. Though she isn't one to be brought down easily either. Sometimes she can’t help but feel shy, usually around many others. She loves being with others, but despite this, she has a hard time with large crowds, though she doesn’t freak out she does get a little shy. Admittedly she does get timid and nervous around things she is afraid of; she has a few fears, which make her timid, or upset her, like when her friend’s get hurt, or even the sight of blood. She actually faints when she sees it, even if it’s just a little cut, or even a small nosebleed. Though sometimes Lillith doesn’t like to show her fears to others, as she doesn’t want them to worry about her. Modest in nature, Lillith can be very humble and modest. She honestly doesn’t really like rude Wolves, or those who would lie. She will be honest about it as well; she likes more gentle and humble Wolves. However, she will keep her own kind nature and will still try and make friends when she feels she can trust them. Her own heart just can’t help but try and let others in despite when she pushes them away. She can’t help but believe everyone has some form of niceness inside of him or her. She can also be a bit naïve because of this, always believing what she is told and believing in the good of others. Lillith may be timid from time to time, but she’s always got an open and loving heart even if sometimes it’s hard to find.
gσσ∂иιgнт, му αиgєℓ тιмє тσ ¢ℓσѕє уσυя єуєѕ αи∂ ѕανє тнєѕє qυєѕтισиѕ fσя αиσтнєя ∂αу 
h i s t o r yLillith's Life Story
Lillith’s history, starts before she was even born; in an ancient time before Humans or even Rainbow Paint Wolves existed. It was a time when the land was covered in forests, rivers, mountains… and Beasts. Animals ruled the land, but none more powerful and deathly then the Rainbow Dires. Massive wolves that used their paint to confuse their prey, and mark their territory. They were the largest of all the beasts and were considered to be gods among the other species; none would challenge them except themselves. They grouped in large packs and always fought for food and territory. It was a time before peace was heard of, where wars, fighting and even death were a common nature.
Our story begins, in a valley, where one of the largest packs took over and made a home. The Alpha male named Demos was awaiting the birth of his children. His mate Skyla had, by tradition made a den outside the pack’s camp and made herself a nest to have her young. Demos was nervous for his mate and anxious to have a son to take over his pack one day. Finally, she returned, weak and tired, he looked to her licking her softly, “My love, you have returned, are our pups well?” he asked, “My love, I have had a pup that was blessed to us by the gods” She said softly, his ears folded back curiously, “A pup? Blessed by our gods?” He asked. The Dires had only four gods, Kes’ra the Mother of Earth, Ku’ra, Father of Sun, Si’ra, Brother of Moon, and lastly Fer’ra, Sister of Star. For them to grant a pup meant the pup had died, it would be blessed with the markings of an Angel, and was a most holy of beasts.
He wagged his tail excitedly, “May I see our pup?” he asked, Skyla nodded her head and laid down, she reached into her pouch and pulled out a small, dark grey pup with dull grey markings, and small dark grey wings with black tips. She had a long tail that held a faint grey paint that didn’t seem to even be paint at all. Demos growled moving away, “That is not a Blessed pup!” he snarled, “You have brought a demon!” he said, Skyla’s ears folded back, “She is not a demon!” She snarled at him, “She is our pup!” She snapped and then licked the small pup gently. Demos growled, “Get rid of her, she is no pup of mine” he said, “Then I am no mate of yours” Skyla said, she put her small pup in her pouch and got up slowly, Demos folded his ears back, “You would leave me for that… that thing!” He said shocked, “Yes, if you cannot accept her, that means you can not accept me who gave birth to her, I will not stay where I am not wanted, where our pup will be treated so poorly” She said. Demos growled despite his dislike of the pup he agreed to keep it for his love, he couldn’t lose Skyla, “I will accept it… under the condition I get to chose her name” he said, Skyla turned and looked at him, she slowly nodded her head, “Her name… will be Lillith” he said, Skyla’s eyes widened, but she sighed and accepted her name.
Lillith was born into the world viewed as a demon. Her troubles never seemed to end; her father would never look at her, nor would barely of the other wolves. No other pups would play with her, they either ran away from her, or their mother’s shooed her away. Lillith was a very lonely pup, only her mother seemed to love her. “Mother, why does everyone hate me?” She asked sadly, Skyla looked at her, her eyes were soft, but sad, “Lillith, they don’t hate you” She said, “It’s just…” She sighed, “Is it because I am different?” She asked. “Because of my wings?” She asked, Skyla licked her sadly, “They just don’t trust you like I do” She said. “They don’t know you” She said. Lillith whimpered sadly, “Here dear eat up you need it” She said gently putting her long tail before Lillith, Lillith smiled a bit and licked her mother’s paint.
Lillith herself had no real paint to eat, so she had to rely on her mother always for food. “Keep your wings tucked” Demos said not looking at her, “Yes Father” She said folding her wings tightly against her back. Demos nodded his head, “You’re getting older, and that means you need to learn how to hunt” he said, Lillith nodded lightly, it was the only time she got to spend with her father. When he would actually teach her and stay with her, somewhat look at her. Even if wasn’t all that much, it meant the world to her.
Lillith was still a pup when her Mother got sickly; soon… she died; leaving Lillith all alone in a pack that hated her. Her father became more distant towards her, just like the rest of the pack. Times became even harder after other wolves started to become sick, they had no choice but to leave. They left the sickly wolves in the valley and moved on to a new home. Lillith trailed behind the others walking slowly as some growled when she got to close. They had traveled for almost a year; Lillith was now considered a young adult. They finally settled down in a forest, though they had to share their prey with a neighboring pack.
Lillith was still mistreated in her pack, ignored and sometimes even pushed around, but she never fought back, her mother told her no matter what they thought of her she should be herself, instead of what they see her as. She got to stay in her own den and spent most of her time alone, except for the occasional hello to her father. Because of the way she was, she wouldn’t be the next Alpha; her father decided the Beta’s son would be the next Alpha instead of Lillith. So, Lillith walked outside the camp, wandering the forests of her new home. Not that anyone would really miss her. A growl came from the bush, she gasped and moved back, “Whose there?” She asked folding her ears back. “You’re to close to our border” A voice said, Lillith blinked, “Oh… sorry” She said moving away. A wolf padded out, he was a Curly Tailed Dire, and his paint was dripping as though ready to use it if needed.
She tucked her paintless tail quietly hiding it as best she could. He blinked looking her over, “What are you?” He asked curiously, “You have wings… where’s your paint?” he asked, Lillith flinched, “My name is Lillith, I guess… I’m a demon” She said folding her ears back sadly. He tilted his head, “A demon?” He asked. Lillith nodded quietly, “You don’t look like a demon” he said sitting down, “You… are very pretty… like an Angel” he said wagging his tail a bit. She blinked and looked at him surprised, she wagged her tail a bit, “You think so?” She asked, “Yea, my name is Valadas, pleasure to meet you” he said.
Lillith had earned her first friend, Valadas, though he was from a neighboring pack they met in secret almost every day. For the first time since her mother had died, she wasn’t alone, and she was happy. Lillith started to notice the other wolves her age were starting to pick out their lovers, though she tried, naturally she was ignored and even shunned from the Mateship Ceremony’s of Bonding. Lillith told Valadas of her troubles, but found he was having the same problem… kind of. Females liked him, but he didn’t like any of them and was being pressured into finding one. “I’m sorry” She said to him softly, “It’s not your fault Lilli” He said. “I know, but I still feel bad” She said, he licked her ear softly, “Relax” He said, “I’m the one who should be feeling bad” He said, Lillith looked at him, “Don’t be I’m used to it” She sighed lightly. “You shouldn’t be” He said, “You don’t deserve to be treated like that” he said. “You… deserve to be with someone who will treat you right” he said looking at her softly. Lillith looked at him, she smiled softly, “Thank you” She said to him resting her head against him gently.
Valadas asked her to be his mate and she agreed, though they still had to keep it secret. Lillith didn’t mind though she was far too happy. Her happiness however, did not last long. Winter came and the neighboring pack was angered that so much prey was being taken from their home, they started fights and soon a war broke out between the two packs over the land. The females stayed at the camps because most of them had grown pouches which meant their pups were on the way. Lillith grew worried about Valadas, she hadn’t been able to see him since the war had started, she was even more worried now… because she had grown a pouch. Which meant she would have Valadas’ pups, she knew it was dangerous but she had to tell him. She ran through the territory and went to the border, she could hear fighting in the distance, her ears perked worriedly, and she ran. What she found was awful. Her pack was fighting against his, her father was in the middle fighting with the other Alpha viciously, and they flung their paint at each other trying to blind each other to get the upper hand. The field was stained with many colours of paint.
Lillith looked for Valadas worriedly, she spotted him fighting with one of her pack mates, and she ran and tackled her pack mate away from him. “L-Lilli?!” Valadas yelped, shocked she was there, she looked at him, “Valadas this has to stop! You can’t fight, this fighting it has to end!” She said. “B-But…” he said, he looked down and his eyes widened seeing her pouch, “L-Lilli” he said sadly folding his ears back, she looked at him, nodding her head, “They are yours” She said. Valadas looked at her, his eyes saddened, “I’m sorry” he said licking her, she nodded but looked towards her father, her eyes widened as the other Alpha stood over him, his fangs bared to attack, she left Valadas’ side, her wings spread as she started running to the middle of the field, she howled loudly and jumped in the way, the Alpha struck hitting Lillith instead of her father.
Lightning crashed in sky above, thunder rumbled, and the clouds became black, it was like the gods themselves were angry. Silence fell among the Dires as they looked towards the middle, “Lillith!!” Valadas yowled and ran over worriedly, she lay silently between the two Alphas, and her feathers were fallen at her side, her eyes closed. He fell to her side and licked her worriedly, but she would not wake. Demos watched, he stared at Lillith, why would she do that for him? The other Alpha stared at her, confused by what had happened. Valadas buried his face in her dull grey fur sadly. Demos got up slowly, “L-Lillith…” he said, she looked just like Skyla when she rested, peaceful, but Lillith was hurt. Thunder rolled again, the lightning stuck close to the wolves who yelped some ran away from it. “The Gods are angered” The Alpha said folding his ears back. Demos whimpered, “The Gods… Skyla was right” he said sadly, he licked Lillith’s face gently. Her life was faded from the world, she had given it to save her father and end the war. Valadas cried sadly, “Lillith didn’t deserve this” he said, he turned on Demos and snarled, “You and your pack treated her so badly! You don’t deserve to call yourself her father!” he said, he turned to the other wolves, “You should be ashamed! All of you! Lillith was innocent but you all called her a demon just because she looked different! Yet she did something none of you could ever do! She risked her life to save her father even if he didn’t love her, to end the war that you all could have died in!” he growled at them. The wolves whimpered sadly folding their ears back.
Demos looked down, “I’m ashamed… your right… she was always so sweet to everyone… even if they ignored her” he said, “I’m a bad Alpha and even worst Father” he said. “I’m so sorry Lillith… forgive me” he said sadly crying, his tears fell upon her face and she started to glow gently. Light descended down from a hole in the black clouds, covering Lillith in a blanket of angelic weightlessness, she started to rise up into the sky. “Demos” A voice said, it was Skyla, she descended down, she held beautiful white wings, she laid down in the sky just above them letting Lillith rest against her, she licked her sadly. Demos looked at Skyla sadly, the other wolves gasped in shock seeing her. Valadas looked at her. Skyla looked at Valadas, “Thank you for caring for my daughter” She said to him softly, Valadas whimpered, but nodded his head.
She turned back to Demos, “The gods are angered that Lillith died because of this war, her life was not meant to end like this” She said, “She was an angel despite her looks, you have killed an Angel, blessed by the gods as a gift to this sad world” She said, “She was meant to change the ways of this life, to change the savage ways of our kind… but you have ended her life to swiftly… you have ended that… you have turned her into a Fallen Angel” She said shaking her head disappointed, “I have been sent to bring her home with me” She said. “No! Please… she can’t…” Valadas whimpered sadly. Skyla shook her head, “There is nothing I can do” She said. Lillith’s body grew brightly and soon she moved, she opened her eyes, her dark grey body was now covered in gentle grey and white stripes, her dull grey hair was now white with light grey stripes, and her tail was even longer now and covered in brilliant rainbow paint. She opened her eyes gently, they were also rainbow coloured.
“L-Lillith” Demos and Valadas said looking at her shocked. Lillith looked at them, she looked down as her pouch started to move, Lillith pulled out a small grey pup with a little curly tail, she flew down and put it before Valadas and Demos. She smiled softly, “I’m sorry… but I really do have to go now, Valadas I will always love you, and I will never forget you, but I need you to be strong for me and… please take care of our pup” She said, Valadas nodded and picked up the small pup, he cried sadly and licked her gently. “Valadas, our love was young, and short lived, I am sad we can’t grow old together… and we can’t raise our pup together, but I don’t want you to be forced to carry my bond, so I relieve you of it” She said she pressed her muzzle against his forehead and then pulled back, the mark she left upon him disappeared. His eyes widened, “W-Why?” he asked, she smiled softly, “Valadas I love you, but… I can’t be your mate, you are so young, you will live for so long and I don’t want to take away apart of your life” she said sadly, “You can fall in love, and accept another mate if you so chose” She said licking his head, “Our pup will grow up with you as well, please don’t let her be treated like I was” She said gently, Valadas nodded his head sadly, “Thank you Lillith, I love you so much, I will never forget you, nor could anyone replace you in my heart” he said licking her softly. She nodded and turned to her father.
Demos licked her ears, “I am sorry my Daughter… I am so sorry for what I did to you…” he said, she smiled, “Worry not father, I forgive you, please help him raise her, treat her like a real daughter” She said, “All I’ve ever wanted is to hear you say I am your child, and now I have” She said, she turned to the Alpha, “Please, live in peace with my father, join together and already a change will come, you will start an age where peace can be achieved, just put aside your stubborn pride, you never know what trouble you could get in” She said, He bowed before her and nodded his head. She smiled and flew back up to her mother. Without another word they flew into the sky, the dark cloud cleared, Lillith turned and spread her wings far, she flicked her tail and let her rainbow paint shower over the land, and she smiled and turned leaving into Heaven with her mother, despite being a Fallen Angel now she was welcomed for her brave action.
Lillith watched for years, her pup grew up under the name Yue, Valadas never did take another mate, and her father joined her mother after many years of living. Times changed, the land reshaped, and soon new life forms roamed the earth. Beasts no longer ruled the earth, most died out in the great change, and a new ruler took over. Man kind. Humans plagued the earth and changed everything Lillith remembered. What of the Dires?
The Dires didn’t die out, Lillith’s last words inspired everyone, and they lost their fighting and vicious nature and became more docile. In the great change their bodies became smaller, they became known as Rainbow Paint Wolves instead of Dires. Peace had finally settled over the land. Lillith watched over them all, through the pool inside of heaven.
“Lillith” Skyla said walking over; Lillith looked over, “Yes Mother?” She asked. “It’s time” She said to her, “Time?” Lillith asked, “Yes, it is time for you to be reborn” She said licking her softly, “But Mother, I am not needed” She said, “No, you are not… but I want to have a chance to live again, in this more peaceful world, you will be allowed to live again” She said, Lillith’s eyes widened, “But to be reborn means…” She said, “You will forget everything in the past… it’s time you moved on, I know you miss Valadas still, but it’s time you have another life” She said. Lillith nodded her head softly.
Lillith was reborn again, but this time, she was born in her Fallen Angel form with her rainbow eyes and paint. Unlike other pups, she wasn’t born to parents; instead Skyla took her old form and aged her back in time sealing away her memories. She dropped her off at an Orphanage where she was raised. She grew up there often teased by the mean pups. She didn’t know why she was bothered by that, but it was like she lived in a constant state of Déjà vu. She didn’t know what was wrong with her, but for the strangest reason, it almost felt nice. Lillith grew up, though she was never adopted by a real family, she made friends with the nicer pups. When she became 18 she was allowed to leave and wandered the land in search of some place she could call home. Despite the wings on her back, she always kept them tucked and walked like everyone else. Lillith was reborn a new. Now she was Lillith Talto.
She stopped and saw a Raven sitting on a post, she smiled at it, “You know, I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on earth. Then I ask myself the same question” She chuckled softly. The Raven looked at her and cawed, it flew on her back and nuzzled her softly, “You know… for some odd reason, I want to name you Valadas… will you stay with me?” She asked, the Raven nodded it’s head and together they stayed.
ι тнιик ι киσω ωнαт уσυ'νє вєєи αѕкιиg мє ι тнιик уσυ киσω ωнαт ι'νє вєєи тяуιиg тσ ѕαу
h a b i t sgood;;
- She is very sympathetic and will help others when she can.
- Though Lillith cannot actually read modern day writing she loves to listen to others stories.
- Eating Breakfast, she always makes sure to make time in the morning for breakfast, it’s one of the most easiest meals to miss and she makes sure not to.
bad;;
- Negative Self-talk, she can often put herself down when she is around others, she doesn’t like crowds and feels she doesn’t belong in them.
- Keeping her nice side hidden to herself.
- Her lack of trust.
t i d b i t slikes;;
Lillith loves flowers, animals, her pet Raven named Valadas. Snow that first falls and blankets the earth, untouched with the sun glimmering on it. She adores the sound of the rain as it falls. She loves flowers of all kinds, any and all kinds. She loves the colours of the world and enjoy's the simplest of things in life. She likes to tend to the wounded and nurture animals back to health. Lillith doesn't mind being alone, though she also loves to have small company with her. Lillith also loves to listen to music though she finds it to be strange all the newer items of this time.
dislikes;;
Being judged by her name is the first thing she dislikes. She dislikes rude and arrogant wolves. She also dislikes being completely alone. She also strongly dislikes not knowing why she is heart broken, she becomes deeply confused because of it and it honestly does hurt her. Being made fun of most importantly. She also dislikes cranberries, not really sure why, perhaps the taste or even the looks. She just strongly dislikes them.
hobbies;;
Collecting flowers, helping animals, listening to music. She has a very small hobbies list.
fears;;
Being made fun of, losing those she cares for, never finding out why she is so sad on the inside.s t r e n g t h s & w e a k n e s s e s3 strengths;;
Her kind heart, her will to help others when needed, her tail powers.
3 weaknesses;;
Her lack of trust, her delicate heart, the sorrow inside of her.e x t r a s // r e l a t i o n s h i p sinterview;;
I hope you don't mind me asking a few questions regarding yourself?
"Not at all, I can trust you enough"
That's good! I hope :3 Alright then, first question, Why are you such a loner sometimes? We both know you like to have others near.
"I don't know... Sometimes it's my trust issues, other times I feel out of place... Afraid they will make fun of me"
I'm sorry to hear, but Lillith you are beautiful, why do you fear they will make fun of you?
"I am different then they are"
So? That makes you wonderfully unique! So why keep the name Lillith? If it can bring you grief?
"I will not change my name just because others are afraid of it, a namesake is an honor to have"
Very true, it is nice that you have some self esteem towards your name... But then why not your looks?
"I don't know..."
I see, that's okay, you don't have to answer them all. Alright then, may I ask about some relationships?
"Sure"
Do you have a list of friends?
"Not really, I don't know many others"
But you do have a few right? Like Maya and her family?
"Well yes, Maya's very nice, I can trust her, Anon is a good guy so I trust him too"
And their kids?
"Elliot is kind of like me, I find him to be very cute. Dia is all over the place, she's very active. And Jeopardy is very shy towards new people, just like me"
So I'll take that as you like them all.
"Yes"
Any others?
"Not really... I don't want to lie and I say I know all these wolves that well, I've only been to town a few times and even then I still don't fully trust all of them, but I am trying..."
I understand Lillith, thank you for telling me that. I know it's hard to make friends sometimes.
friends;;
Maya
Anonymous
Elliot
Diamantia
Jeopardy
What about enemies?
"I don't really have any... That I know of"
Makes sense, don't know a lot of others, can't name many.
enemies;;
None
Alright how about your love life??? Ehhh?
"L-Love life? I don't really like anyone.."
Though you do find a certain guy to be handsome no?
"I-I don't know what you are talking about... I-I hardly even k-know him"
Oh! So there is a mystery man! I'll write that down, but I guess the biggest question is who he is?
"......."
Silence is strong with this one.crush;;
Snow's tryout for 183 - DarrinAlright Alright I won't pry on the mystery guy, though I deeply want to know who it is.
"Perhaps one day I will tell you then"
Alright then, till that day, how about we move on then, any pets?
"Well I have Valadas but I'm not sure if he counts as a pet, he's more of a really close friend"
Well if you don't mind, I'd like to list him as a pet as I just wrote down the friends! You could have told me sooner.
"Sorry... I forgot..."
Well don't get all upset!
pets;;
Valadas the Raven
Alright, now we are moving onto the more important questions, your favourites! Starting with your favourite Song?
"I honestly don't have a favourite, I love so many songs, I have a playlist with all my favourite songs, but I guess if I had to pick one it would be Goodnight my Angel by George Skaroulis, it's so sweet and sad, but deep down it reminds me of someone, I don't know who, but it feels like someone is always watching over me and keeping me safe"
That is beautiful, thank you for telling me, alright what is your favourite flower?
"I love the Lily flower. Someone once called me Lilli, but I like the flower spelling better, but the reason I love Lily's is because well I feel they are the most beautiful of flowers, they come in many colours, shapes, and kinds, I mean I guess a lot of flowers do, but I still prefer Lily's the most"
Well yes, The Lily is very beautiful! And do you have any other favourites?
"Oh well, I love willow trees the most, the colour Violet, morning is my faourite time of the day, winter is my favourite season... Orion's belt is my favourite star constellation, I prefer to walk over flying. I really like a thing called... Chocolate... Maya introduced me and it has to be my favourite food. I like velvet fabric. Snow is my favourite weather condition. Beaches are my favourite place to walk"
Okay you have a lot of favourite it seems, I suppose the list goes on, but I'm afraid we wouldn't have time for all of them. My last important question that I would like to ask is: Why do you act the way you do?
"I distrust others... I've never really had a home, on the inside I am confused, and I feel like something is always missing in my life. I don't mean to act distant, or to be a loner, I just am sometimes. Deep down I really do care about others even if I don't always show it at first. I do not mean to act the way I do"
Thank you Lillith for all of this and taking the time to answer my questions, I hope to ask you more later on if I can
"I am here to answer questions as they are given to me"
t h e m e s o n g s & q u o t e sthemesongs;;
Goodnight my Angel - George Skaroulis
Lillith’s Playlist – This is a make of all her favourite songs as well as theme songs. She does actually have two theme songs, but only one was given a name to as it is the one that represents her the most and as well as the other one doesn’t have the name to it listen on the video itself. It’s the first song in the playlist. All these songs are either ones that she deeply enjoys listening to or suits her for her personality and character.
quotes;;
written;;
“You know, I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on earth. Then I ask myself the same question” - Harun Yahya
“Someday we’ll all be gone but lullaby’s go on and on they never die that’s how you and I will be” - George Skaroulis
“Once even I was a little child, and I was afraid, but a gentle someone always came to dry all my tears, trade sweet sleep for fears and give a kiss goodnight, well now I am grown and these years have shown that rain’s apart of how life goes but it’s dark and it’s late so I’ll hold you and wait till your frightened eyes do close” – Vienna Teng
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gσσ∂иιgнт, му αиgєℓ иσω ιт'ѕ тιмє тσ ѕℓєєρ αи∂ ѕтιℓℓ ѕσ мαиу тнιиgѕ ι ωαит тσ ѕαу 
s t o r i e sTaming of the Loner
I hummed gently, the morning was young, winter had settled in the night and the first morning snow was blanketed across the forest. I relaxed lightly wrapping my tail around my paws listening to the morning… something was off, I wasn’t sure what it was though. Valadas flew to my shoulder and I glanced at him quietly, “let’s go” I said walking off with him lightly. I stopped looking from the forest towards town. Other Rainbow Paint wolves lived there, like humans they adapted and had a town of their own. I didn’t like the idea, for the strangest reason I preferred the safety of my den. Hence why I had so few friends.
I moved from the safety of my den and kept a fast pace away from town. I didn’t feel like talking with others today, most towns I visited others distrusted me and made fun of me. So I stopped. It wasn’t worth it anymore. I kept walking quietly, I only stopped when I heard a whine of pain, I looked over to see a young fawn that had a hurt leg. I looked around to see if it’s mother was around, when I didn’t see her quietly I walked to it and licked it’s head softly. “There there little one” I said softly, I licked it’s wound, “It’s just a scratch you’ll be okay” I added, I wrapped it’s wound up with a leaf and nodded my head. When it was feeling better I guided it to a herd and convinced the Head Buck to take it in. I would come back and check on it another day. I walked off quietly with Valadas, “That was v-very nice of you” a timid voice spoke.
I jumped and turned swiftly puffing my fur, it was a small Rainbow Paint wolf, black, white and brown, with dull blue white eyes. She was blind that much I could tell by looking at her. “Thanks…” I muttered quietly, not sure if I could trust this wolf of whom I had never seen before. “I have n-never heard y-your voice before n-now, are you n-new around here?” She asked. I nodded quietly, “Yea… I am new around here” I added after I remembered she probably couldn’t see my nod.
“I k-know… b-but you are very kind s-so I t-trust you” She said, I blinked, “T-Thank you” I said quietly. “What i-is your name?” She asked me, I sighed, “Lillith” I answered, “L-Lillith?” she asked me, “T-That is a nice n-name” She said softly. I blinked; did she even know what Lillith meant? Either way the gesture was nice, I smiled a bit, “Thanks” I said again. I sucked at talking with others it seemed. I was mostly nervous to offend her, she was so nice and I’d hate to ruin the moment by saying something stupid. “Yours?” I asked her after. “O-Oh my name i-is Maya” she said, “Maya? That’s a nice name” I said to her. She seemed nice enough anyways.
Valadas cawed happily on my shoulder, I shot him a look, “You h-have a pet?” She asked, “Pet? No, Valadas is my friend” I said to her, “O-Oh I see, he s-sounds like a r-raven” She said, “He is” I answered. She smiled, “P-Pleasure to meet y-you” She said to Valadas who puffed his feathers happily chirping. I rolled my eyes at him smiling at his antics, he always loved being complemented. “Maya!” I heard a voice call in the distance, her ears perked tenderly, “O-Oh dear I have t-to go” She frowned, “C-Can I see you again?” She asked, “Yes… I am always in the forest” I said. Maya beamed happily and ran off carefully.
What a strange encounter it was… but it wasn’t my last one. I met Maya many times after that, one time she even brought her mate Anonymous, he was the one who called her the first time. She allowed me to meet her pups Elliot, Dia and Jeopardy. They were such a nice family too, it was interesting, they all didn’t seem to mind my looks or anything. I started to visit them on my own and I found something funny. I had been tamed, I finally feel perhaps I found my home, perhaps this town isn’t so bad, I’ll stay here for a while longer… maybe I’ll find love someday… maybe sooner then I think.
ѕσмє∂αу ωє'ℓℓ αℓℓ вє gσиє вυт ℓυℓℓαву'ѕ gσ σи αи∂ σи, тнєу иєνєя ∂ιє, тнαт'ѕ нσω уσυ, αи∂ ι ωιℓℓ вє
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