TheComfortCorner | V.8

[farewell]

I’m tired of you thinking you’re the voice of reason all the time and treating me like I’m stupid. Because believe it or not, I know my situation a little better than you do.

[- ; bonk!]

I just feel...gross.

[strawbewwy.]

i can't keep coping with these migraines. i don't know what to do.

[cornspurrd.]

.

[the folly of man]

oh boy



ohhhhh boy




I'm not ready for this
I hate explaining this
I hate it so much
why can't people just accept it and move on
please
like
questions scare me
I'm shaking
I'm worried someone's gonna take it the wrong way and I'll get in trouble

[kxLJM]

im fairly certain those postpartum blues are hitting me
which is always great
today has actually been really good too but here i am, sad as can be
i just feel so useless, like no one actually cares about me and im just being tolerated
i miss my dad so much and it's hard only being able to talk over the phone with him and not being able to go see him in person and that's really hurting me
i have no friends to talk to about this, because lets be real, there's no such thing as friends, it's a made up thing

the truth is though im surrounded by people who care about me and i have my partner who loves me to death but i just don't feel it, i can't feel it, i don't want to feel this way, like some kind of leech, feeding off their love

[grayce!]

i feel like im losing literally everyone. i lost one of my best friends to a stupid screenshot of a text message that was even freaking true. i feel like my two very best friends in the whole world hate me and are going to leave me. i cant take this right now. im so drained and tired and over it. and to tip it all off my mom keeps instigating things that dont even need to be instigated. i was doing so good and now i just feel completely stuck. everything went up and its all crashing back down again. god i hate this. someone please for once promise me something and actually be there to keep it. someone tell me that you wont leave and actually stay. someone please just be there and not leave.

[Loxo]

I feel like I’m offending people left and right. Everything I say hurts someone’s feelings or damages their opinion.

I should be happy because I have accomplished several major goals very recently, but I have a bad grade at the end of the tri, my sarcasm is always taken wrongly, I can’t joke without offending someone, and when I try to share stuff with my siblings, they don’t listen.

I feel like my pets are the only ones that understand me now, but I cannot even be close to them. My chickens are scared of me, I haven’t been able to get my rabbits out for ages, my cats are starting to avoid me, and my gecko is not a cuddle pet. Sometimes I just hug or talk to stuffed animals (Yeah, I know I’m crazy).

I’m just really stressed, but my parents don’t believe in things like depression and insomnia, so I can’t tell them the truth.

I’ve also recently offended a bunch of chickensmoothians. I’m sorry if I have ever hurt anyone’s feelings, posted something unpleasant, or wronged you in any way.

[jolteon!]

why is it so hard for me to talk to people? i just get so nervous
and i dont know what to do and then i dont respond for ages,
i dont know what to say, im worried people might just think
im annoying.. i dont know

[HowlToTheWind]

I'M SO FREAKING ANGRY.

Everyone keeps getting mad at me when I get mad at them for moving my stuff, then I can't find my stuff, but I'm not ALLOWED to be mad. Noooo, I have to be a pure perfect angel with perfect grades and a perfect life. WELL SCREW THAT. I'm so DONE with being treated like GARBAGE. I WILL BE MAD. DEAL WITH IT. I DON'T CARE HOW MUCH YOU MAKE ME CRY JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE