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by arabella !! » Wed Jul 01, 2015 8:43 am
ghost queen. wrote:i'm hating myself so much right now.
i mean yeah, i have a girlfriend who loves me, but i feel like i'm failing to keep her happy and she's so far away from me..
and everyone keeps forgetting about me, am i really not that important to you?
do i not matter?
am i just someone you talk to when youre bored?
you don't know how much that hurts me.
i'm so done.
i'm not sure i can stay strong for that much longer.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for trying to be there.
i'm sorry for not being there.
i'm sorry for being such a boring person to the point no one wants to text me back anymore.
i'm sorry for expressing my feelings, because it feels like i'm shoving them onto you instead.
i'm sorry for everything.
Aw!! -Huggies-. :c Don't let these negative things hurt you, I hope everything goes well for you soon. <3
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by rena. » Wed Jul 01, 2015 8:48 am
-casually rips out hair-
should i confront the guy and TRY fixing this pathetic issue..AGAIN or should i just leave him alone for the rest of time? if i even tried, he would think im pathetic and stupid for approaching him again. i know he dislikes me enough. but this person knows how i am, i make a huge deal of everything and i screw this friendship up too many times. oh gosh, what have i done? i want everything to be okay, i want to get my friends back and just talk to each other and fix our issues and just go back to the way it used to be. im losing friends left and right and this stresses me so much. maybe it's best if i stay out of his life, i mean i make his life worse. i can't apologize, i won't be forgiven. i will be pushed away. i will be shut out. i will be ignored for gods sake. i kinda deserve an apology too.. i mean, if this person would realize it, he's in the wrong too. of course i can't say it to the face. i can't approach. im just messed up. im lost. im at a cross roads.
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by ghost queen. » Wed Jul 01, 2015 8:51 am
^.^ wrote:Don't ever hate yourself.
How've you spoken to any of your loved ones about this?
no. because they wouldn't care anyway and i scared to say anything to them because they'd flip out and call me an attention whore. it's happened before. and honestly, i really don't want that to happen again. plus, my choice to get over it is to shut down, but i get yelled at for that and told to grow up.
Lpsloveraj wrote:Aw!! -Huggies-. :c Don't let these negative things hurt you, I hope everything goes well for you soon. <3
//hugs back
things don't get better for me. i mean yeah, it's okay for a few days at least, but then it gets worse and i end up like this again.
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by CucumberRandy » Wed Jul 01, 2015 8:56 am
ghost queen. wrote:^.^ wrote:Don't ever hate yourself.
How've you spoken to any of your loved ones about this?
no. because they wouldn't care anyway and i scared to say anything to them because they'd flip out and call me an attention whore. it's happened before. and honestly, i really don't want that to happen again. plus, my choice to get over it is to shut down, but i get yelled at for that and told to grow up.
Lpsloveraj wrote:Aw!! -Huggies-. :c Don't let these negative things hurt you, I hope everything goes well for you soon. <3
//hugs back
things don't get better for me. i mean yeah, it's okay for a few days at least, but then it gets worse and i end up like this again.
That's terrible.
Your girlfriend included? I would break up.
You can't keep going on like this, tell them everything and when they freak out don't back down, tell them they're being inconsiderate and not there for you, but try not to be disrespectful or over dramatic because that'll only make it worse.
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by chooch » Wed Jul 01, 2015 9:50 am
ProudHufflepuff wrote:So I had an AMAZING day with my bf and everything went perfectly except he was supposed to come tomorrow too but he cant... He has to go back home

so I'm kinda disappointed....I was planning on having two days with him...
I'm so glad for you that you had a great day with your bf. Maybe you could facetime him so it seems like you re spending the day with him?
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by ProudHufflepuff » Wed Jul 01, 2015 10:03 am
Riptide♥ wrote:ProudHufflepuff wrote:So I had an AMAZING day with my bf and everything went perfectly except he was supposed to come tomorrow too but he cant... He has to go back home

so I'm kinda disappointed....I was planning on having two days with him...
I'm so glad for you that you had a great day with your bf. Maybe you could facetime him so it seems like you re spending the day with him?
I don't think we would be able to, I think he's gonna be on his way home then....he drove all the way here
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