TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Soy Sauce]

Im just tired. Nothing seems fun anymore. I hate trying to do something fun and getting yelled at. I hate constantly thinking and worrying. Im thinking about quitting this game again

[neapolitan]

so much for "I'll love you no matter what" huh? Not that i ever wanted it but it's good to know that was just another lie you pulled. At least we're on the same page about hating each other now, and you can keep ignoring your mistakes for as long as you want. And here i thought moving on involved improvement but you don't seem to have any remorse whatsoever. I would offer to talk things out, help you realize your mistakes, cause i don't do this to hurt you. It's to keep myself and others safe. And i'd gladly help you be better to other people. but you don't even think you need that.

[breadstick]

i really bit off more than i could chew. working 10 hours 5 days a week and trying to work on a very emotionally taxing and personal dissertation is really working me down to the bone. my weekends are dedicated to other people and working on my dissertation, and while i don't begrudge those people that, i can't physically keep doing it. it's exhausting me. it's overwhelming. i come home and i just want to shut down and do nothing but i can't.

[viles]

• feeling...trapped at the moment. i listened to the podcast again and they were talking about mental health stuff as they always are haha,, i gotta stop doing this to myself. idk. i just,, there was one episode and it was silly and lighthearted and i was like 'this is fun and enjoyable for me' and then i listened to another episode and suddenly like,, idk. they're talking about these heavy subjects and im parasocially attached to these people and so when they talk to the audience about mental health in particular it's like,, idk i feel happy in one way but also,, just so...defeated? they sound so hopeful and encouraging and i just. i'm not there right now and idk. maybe it's good i'm upset idrk,, i just. aaa i wish this podcast could be silly and goofy more often so i'm not having a crisis about the things i'm trying to ignore every time i listen to it

[alleyway]

I'm in love again. Except this time he also said he has feelings. I need to slow down and be patient. Let everything play out before I get in my head and ruin it.

[amaoretto]

my mom broke the news to me that she was moving next month,,, to another state.
i understand why, me and my siblings all moved out and she’s lived in our town for 13 years so i guess it’s time….
but like,,,, i always thought my mom would be so close to me and now she’ll be 4+ hours away :(
i’ve gotten closer to her over the last 2 years and i finally have the mother daughter relationship i’ve always wanted… and now she’s gonna be so far away :,(

i’ll still have my dad and step mom close by so that’s good, but obviously they’re not my mom ha..
and i love my dad/step mom very much don’t get me wrong!
but there’s lots of emotions going around in my head because i can’t fathom her not being 20 minutes away anymore. it doesn’t seem real. she’s really my last connection to the town i grew up in, without her i have no reason to go back (unless my friend moves back). god.. life really comes at you fast

had a good cry, i’ll definitely miss my mom :((

[DancingPotato]

Well, my favorite people in the world left my church yesterday (I hope it’s ok to say that), her oldest daughter (my best little-kid friend) promised to call me once a week. Bluey’s been helping me cope with everything that’s been happening lately, and CS has been keeping my mind off of it.

The kid who bullied me last year is in my theater camp group, I really don’t want to go back tomorrow, and I’m too old for it anyway. Life’s not going to well rn, I just have to keep breathing and not fall completely apart again.

For anyone out there who feels like they’re hurting mentally, emotionally, or physically, you are known, you are loved, and there’s that one person in this world who loves you. You haven’t met everyone who will love you and every person who will be your best friend of closet companion.

[twilispark]

i really do try so hard to stay positive but my god it is hard when everything in this universe is trying to beat you down. i really truly don't think it's ever getting better, it's been years
i don't know why i even try anymore. i'm tired.

[sharky]

please dont quote this- i'll eat your ankles.



















I am in so much pain right now- mentally and physically.. i really just wanna talk to someone but i feel like a burden constantly. im not good enough for.. anyone.

[vist]

i wish i would just stop and shut up,
i wish i would just listen when they say they love me,.

everyone deserves to be loved, why can’t i accept it,?

i’ve prepared myself for being alone for too long,.