- I really don't want to go into any specifics, because I don't want to talk about it.
But I could really use a hug right now...
I've never felt more alone in my life.
Please. I hate to sound awful but I need someone right now.
leverage wrote:
I really don't want to go into any specifics, because I don't want to talk about it.
But I could really use a hug right now...
I've never felt more alone in my life.
Please. I hate to sound awful but I need someone right now.
||Prince Kastile|| wrote:So, recently, my step-mom broke her computer and now I'm staying with my dad for a week.
They need to use my computer, but it has so may viruses and it runs so slows, they might just wipe everything out... I have so much art I want to keep... I don't want to lose all my hard work. Should I try to hide my computer or just let my hard work go to waste? Could I lie to them about my password maybe? I don't know what to do???
SiriuslyAnnabeth wrote:This isn't that major but I would still like to talk about it
I'm happy. Schools fine, life's fine. But the only reason I do video games is to drown myself out from life, the life I had thought was so perfect, the life I had made for myself. My friends never ask what's wrong if I act sad, if I look like I'm in pain even if it's just mental pain. They make me happy. My family loves me! I don't know what's wrong. I just feel like I don't matter to anyone even though I matter to everyone in my life... I don't know what to think anymore. I'm really stressed. I can't talk to counselors because for one I don't know what to say and j can't talk to random people. I can't even talk to my family...
SiriuslyAnnabeth wrote:SiriuslyAnnabeth wrote:This isn't that major but I would still like to talk about it
I'm happy. Schools fine, life's fine. But the only reason I do video games is to drown myself out from life, the life I had thought was so perfect, the life I had made for myself. My friends never ask what's wrong if I act sad, if I look like I'm in pain even if it's just mental pain. They make me happy. My family loves me! I don't know what's wrong. I just feel like I don't matter to anyone even though I matter to everyone in my life... I don't know what to think anymore. I'm really stressed. I can't talk to counselors because for one I don't know what to say and j can't talk to random people. I can't even talk to my family...
lumi wrote:i feel horrible. the right side of my abdomen is in excruciating pain and i cant walk.
i fell in the mud earlier because my horse pushed me and i couldnt hold my balance.
ive tried everything; pain killers, warm bath, a heating pad, an ice pack, nothings
helping. im going to the doctor if it doesnt go away by wednesday, but i just wish it
would go away now (': ive never had pain like this (besides migraines) and i cant handle
it. someone get me a wheel chair so im not stuck in bed please
[ℭity Of Ångels] wrote:SiriuslyAnnabeth wrote:SiriuslyAnnabeth wrote:This isn't that major but I would still like to talk about it
I'm happy. Schools fine, life's fine. But the only reason I do video games is to drown myself out from life, the life I had thought was so perfect, the life I had made for myself. My friends never ask what's wrong if I act sad, if I look like I'm in pain even if it's just mental pain. They make me happy. My family loves me! I don't know what's wrong. I just feel like I don't matter to anyone even though I matter to everyone in my life... I don't know what to think anymore. I'm really stressed. I can't talk to counselors because for one I don't know what to say and j can't talk to random people. I can't even talk to my family...[[If you know what the source of your stress is, and it's something that could possibly be changed or dropped (such as a certain class), I would suggest trying to do that. Also, talk to people! There are many people willing to listen and offer help however they can, and trying to keep your emotions hidden may be making you feel worse. If it helps, try typing out your feelings like you did here and reading what you typed to someone.
I have dealt with the same feelings before myself and I can say from experience that it feels a lot better to express them. Your mind may be telling you that you don't matter, but hearing from other people that you do matter will help push those negative thoughts away. Try not to listen to the negative inner voice, and establish a positive one in its place.
If you still don't feel comfortable sharing the way you feel with others, try asking them for a positive quality (or a few) they would use to describe you. Write these down somewhere (you can always say it's for a project or a personality quiz) and then read through them when you're feeling upset. Hope this helps!]]lumi wrote:i feel horrible. the right side of my abdomen is in excruciating pain and i cant walk.
i fell in the mud earlier because my horse pushed me and i couldnt hold my balance.
ive tried everything; pain killers, warm bath, a heating pad, an ice pack, nothings
helping. im going to the doctor if it doesnt go away by wednesday, but i just wish it
would go away now (': ive never had pain like this (besides migraines) and i cant handle
it. someone get me a wheel chair so im not stuck in bed please[[By the severity of the pain this sounds like something that should be checked sooner rather than later. I'd suggest trying to get an appointment if it's still that intense or worse by morning, or if it goes away all of a sudden instead of gradually.
In the meantime, try to lie down as much as possible - whatever it is, chances are movement is irritating it more.]]
anastasia♥ wrote:i feel terrible
my piano teacher(diana)i've been having lessons with every week for the past, like, 9 years, passed away recently
my mum started talking to me about finding a new piano teacher so i can finish my piano exams
i feel guilty, like i'm betraying diana or something
i dont know it feels kind of stupid and my mum thinks im being silly but i just feel really bad about it. like i wont feel right having a different piano teacher :c
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