TheComfortCorner | v.6

[tenor]

ive lost many people the past year, whether to death or to moving away. tsa has taken over my entire life. i stay after at school every day until dark and have homework for every class, including, still, tsa. ive lost contact with many friends because of tsa, being unable to have free time since saturday is 'family day' and sunday is my church day, so im required not to even leave the house except to go to church. my life feels like its crumbling to pieces and i hate it. in april im going to panama with my best friend (thankfully she hasnt given up on me) and im so excited, but last night i got a reminder on my phone that the week we had been planning to go is also the week for the mid-season competition in iowa for tsa. im so done. i cant quit. i enjoy it so much. but the competition is mandatory. but i cant lost my best friends trust or friendship, reliability... i dont know what to do anymore. everywhere i turn are more obstacles ripping me apart.

[durden.]

Ugh I popped my neck out of place last night. It's hard for me to move it to the right or backwards. I hope it resolves soon because I was crying in pain earlier and I have an overnight trip to disneyland on Saturday.

[fish sticks]

i feel like an inconvienence to everyone around me

[snubbulls]

My sister broke my computer and I have commissions. I told my mom and she said it was my fault for her breaking my computer because it was in the living room. Now I'm grounded because my sister broke my computer and I have no way to do the commissions or refund these people because I now have to save up for a new computer. And for some reason it's all my fault and I'm not allowed to leave the house today while my sister has her friends over. I hate this so much, and my mom always takes her side. I never get to say my side of the story because "little sis is so perfect."

And now they're making fun of me and my mom is too and I hate it and I just want someone to realize that I'm a person too.

[storm coming.]

My sister broke my computer and I have commissions. I told my mom and she said it was my fault for her breaking my computer because it was in the living room. Now I'm grounded because my sister broke my computer and I have no way to do the commissions or refund these people because I now have to save up for a new computer. And for some reason it's all my fault and I'm not allowed to leave the house today while my sister has her friends over. I hate this so much, and my mom always takes her side. I never get to say my side of the story because "little sis is so perfect."

omg i can relate! my mom always takes my little sister's side too and doesn't even listen to me... i know how you feel. don't let it get to you though, as long as you know it's not your fault then it's fine. you could always go to the local library and use their computers or something? i'm sure there's some other computer somewhere that you could use. even your friends? or at school? or you could just say that they'll take a bit longer, they might understand. good luck!

i feel like an inconvienence to everyone around me

as long as you think that, others are going to think that as well. change your ways, change the way people view you! but just know that you aren't inconvenient to anyone, nobody is! even if you think otherwise.

Ugh I popped my neck out of place last night. It's hard for me to move it to the right or backwards. I hope it resolves soon because I was crying in pain earlier and I have an overnight trip to disneyland on Saturday.

GO TO THE DOCTOR. or even the hospital if you can't schedule an appointment that easily. please, i care about your health and that doesn't sound too good. also, have fun on saturday!

[Demonic Rooster]

ahsjfhsjk I only have four months left of school, but with my depression acting up, I really don't know if I can handle it ... I only have one test tomorrow and I have plenty of time to prepare for it, yet I still feel so overwhelmed and I don't know why. I feel like everything is too much, yet tomorrow will be one of my easier school days. What am I going to do when I start having multiple tests on the same day or when my classes start getting harder again? I just want to sleep for an entire week...

[hellebore]

I want to be good at something-- there are many things I'd love to make a hobby, but I utterly fail at all of them.
I cannot cook (and don't have the money to pay for ingredients), I cannot garden, I cannot paint, I cannot draw, I don't have the patience to sew things, I cannot afford a camera for photography, and I don't have the target to try knife throwing.
As I get older, I get more bored. Surely there's something out there besides research and writing. All I ever do is huddle in my room, in my mind, in a never-ending loop. I am so bored because I'm not good at anything I want to do.
Even if the gaining and distribution of knowledge is to be my life focus, I need something else on the side. Everything that I try and fail at pushes me deeper into a feeling of depression and uselessness. I want to be able to do something fun that I can share with others-- it's pitiful that my only response to pastime questions is "research and writing."
There must be something I can be good at. Please, anything, what can I do?

[groenii]

I want to be good at something-- there are many things I'd love to make a hobby, but I utterly fail at all of them.
I cannot cook (and don't have the money to pay for ingredients), I cannot garden, I cannot paint, I cannot draw, I don't have the patience to sew things, I cannot afford a camera for photography, and I don't have the target to try knife throwing.
As I get older, I get more bored. Surely there's something out there besides research and writing. All I ever do is huddle in my room, in my mind, in a never-ending loop. I am so bored because I'm not good at anything I want to do.
Even if the gaining and distribution of knowledge is to be my life focus, I need something else on the side. Everything that I try and fail at pushes me deeper into a feeling of depression and uselessness. I want to be able to do something fun that I can share with others-- it's pitiful that my only response to pastime questions is "research and writing."
There must be something I can be good at. Please, anything, what can I do?

Most hobbies take time to learn. Cooking for example is a skill. Anyone who first tries to cook sucks at it. That's totally normal, it's called inexperience. If you never practice you'll never learn. Give it time.

[cinnamonbun.]

I want to be good at something-- there are many things I'd love to make a hobby, but I utterly fail at all of them.
I cannot cook (and don't have the money to pay for ingredients), I cannot garden, I cannot paint, I cannot draw, I don't have the patience to sew things, I cannot afford a camera for photography, and I don't have the target to try knife throwing.
As I get older, I get more bored. Surely there's something out there besides research and writing. All I ever do is huddle in my room, in my mind, in a never-ending loop. I am so bored because I'm not good at anything I want to do.
Even if the gaining and distribution of knowledge is to be my life focus, I need something else on the side. Everything that I try and fail at pushes me deeper into a feeling of depression and uselessness. I want to be able to do something fun that I can share with others-- it's pitiful that my only response to pastime questions is "research and writing."
There must be something I can be good at. Please, anything, what can I do?

Most hobbies take time to learn. Cooking for example is a skill. Anyone who first tries to cook sucks at it. That's totally normal, it's called inexperience. If you never practice you'll never learn. Give it time.

I came up with a list. Please note that these ALL take time to improve upon.

-swimming
-digital art
-animating
-rubix cube (3x3, 5x5, 10x10, etc)
-clothes designer
-pet owner


I hope you can find happiness with one of these activities ^^

[Thalassic]

I want to be good at something-- there are many things I'd love to make a hobby, but I utterly fail at all of them.
I cannot cook (and don't have the money to pay for ingredients), I cannot garden, I cannot paint, I cannot draw, I don't have the patience to sew things, I cannot afford a camera for photography, and I don't have the target to try knife throwing.
As I get older, I get more bored. Surely there's something out there besides research and writing. All I ever do is huddle in my room, in my mind, in a never-ending loop. I am so bored because I'm not good at anything I want to do.
Even if the gaining and distribution of knowledge is to be my life focus, I need something else on the side. Everything that I try and fail at pushes me deeper into a feeling of depression and uselessness. I want to be able to do something fun that I can share with others-- it's pitiful that my only response to pastime questions is "research and writing."
There must be something I can be good at. Please, anything, what can I do?

Most hobbies take time to learn. Cooking for example is a skill. Anyone who first tries to cook sucks at it. That's totally normal, it's called inexperience. If you never practice you'll never learn. Give it time.

I came up with a list. Please note that these ALL take time to improve upon.

-swimming
-digital art
-animating
-rubix cube (3x3, 5x5, 10x10, etc)
-clothes designer
-pet owner


I hope you can find happiness with one of these activities ^^

The only thing that matters when picking this sort of thing, is that you actually enjoy doing it. You will naturally improve when doing anything. So regardless if it's painting or swimming or cooking, make sure you ENJOY doing it, regardless of the outcome. The outcome will get better, but if you hated the activity from the start, you likely will never come to love it. So just pick something that you enjoy, and put effort and time into it. I can 100% absolutely guarantee you will improve with time.