TheComfortCorner | V.10

[p-dog]

hmnnn i want him SO BAD
having a crush is so fun until it’s not

[marciplier]

ive accepted the worse in anticipation for it. i probably lost it outside while still confused from the accident. my phone fell from my pocket, it would make sense if that also fell from my pocket and i didnt notice.

[qtip]

today was even worse

edit: my friend who acts like a therapist is so sad now bc of me i feel even WORSE and my friend got into a fight bc of me. im tired of this sm. i cried so much today everything hurts why did i do that now i feel so bad aa

[♥ mizu]

im currently sitting in the hospital with mom. this hospital is so lovely and great but it's like. mom will maybe recover. but she'll never be the same. they said she's had multiple mini strokes in the past that we werent aware of. she's so weak and her voice is so soft. she won't stop talking and she's cognitive, sort of, but she's weak. she can't walk. she's so thin.

she's still complaining and getting angry at people like her usual self so i think she's ok. it's just like bro aren't u a little more grateful to be alive rn? why are u so concerned about the snow outside. girl the doctor said you should've died long ago

[flooxii]

I miss her so damn much.
my sweet angel.
memories were made,
memories were lost
you were made,
and you were gone.
in a heartbeat.
it feels like.. like none of this happened.
what's going on?
I thought you'd stay..
a little longer.
but it's fine.
you were suffering.
it's better you're gone.
for your own good.
but sometimes..
I think what if you didn't pass?
what if you never started panting and being in constant pain?
what if somehow I could've saved you?
jesus.
I love you, darling.
and I will always love you.
I'm sorry.

[basil!]

every day i pray for a world where i dont have anxiety
im convinced almost half of my suffering would be gone if i didnt have anxiety
and its such needless anxiety too. doesnt serve any purpose, its just trauma and suffering when nothing is wrong.
it would be so nice to just have things happen to me and experience them and brush them off. like. just throw up and continue on with my day, no issues. and not have panic attacks. instead of this stupid stuff
and it makes me feel so bad when people experience things way worse and deal with them better i know i cant know what theyre actualyl going through andeveyrones different and whatever but

[♥ mizu]

bro mom has an aneurysm too and dad just??? didn't tell me??? WHAT. that's what my aunt died from!!!! BRO apparently it's fine and she's ok but like. you need to tell me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Soy Sauce]

“STUPID WITH LOVE, I WANNA GET IT. I WANNA GET IT, BUT HOW? SMART WITH MATH BUT STUPID WITH LOVE. IM ASTOUNDED AND NON-PLUSSED I AM FILLED WITH CALCU-LUST DOES THIS GIRL WORK OUT SHE MUST ALL SWEATY AT THE GYM. COULD THAT IMAGE BE MORE HOT, LET ME JUST ENJOY THAT THOUGHT” im obsessed with this song.

[Nerve]

i don't know why this is getting to me so much. i've been singled out before. this feels like such a kick. i was forgotten about after getting my hopes up. i should have let it go. i know i should have.

[❦Acidic-Tea❦]

Haaa my beautiful beautiful baby if only I could post pictures of you on here. You sleep with me all day long and remind me that in two minutes I will find a funny video and nothing will matter anymore. You deal with my ups and downs like it’s nothing. I love love love you. I’m scared you’re already 12 years old. Cats arnt supposed to live much longer and my mum keeps reminding me how old you are. You make me feel like you’ll be with me forever. I love you so much. You’re always waiting for me and you knock on my door until I let you in. You wipe my tears and lay with your head in my hands. I’m stupid for not keeping my thoughts to myself. I’m glad you bring me to my senses before I say things I cannot take back. I wish you could talk. I know you listen but I feel I would love your input. Beautiful boy. Stay here with me forever. <3