TheComfortCorner | V.9

[stellulite]

maybe one day I can escape from only being recognized as a woman (":
maybe one day I won't be scared to express who I truly am
who knows

[viles]

• words are a lot right now, so im gonna try to simplify my vent.
  
  sad. watched community. i want what troy and abed have, but i know im inadequate. not smart enough to be abed, not kind enough to be troy. idk. i know even if i was exactly like either one of them i still wouldnt be able to have what they have bc its a tv show and not real. i just,, dkjfhkf. idk. it's too much for me to put into words at the moment.
  
  also im feeling some anxiety surrounding my autism diagnosis. i need to talk to someone about it but i just,, idk. i wish i had never left my first therapist

[basil!]

this isnt even realy a complaint i just sometimes think of like a specific phrase that i realy want to tell someone because it sounds good in my head like it has a good shape when i think it so i want to share it yk
that phrase right now is "i be living off decongestant sprays and cough drops" (because i have a cold, in spring, somehow)

[pandaa]

mental health rn is feeling like the mitski scream again wuhwoh

[alleyway]

I want to love you and you love me. I want to rush everything and spend the rest of our lives together. I know you'll abandon me but I'll wait till you do.

[demodog]

i feel so stupid. such simple things hurt me so bad, example ocs im very sentimental to whos partner is owned by another friend having that oc be with someone else, it bugs me because ill keep them loyal and it kind of hurts. i love my friends so much but sometimes they say things that hurt so bad. and sometimes i just snap over easy things, im sorry im a crybaby i cant help it. everything hurts and i just want to feel ok, and ever since that one person came back into my life its been miserable. but i dont blame them.

[FNAF]

i want to be loved more than anything
i dont care if that means romantic, platonic, familial, anything, just anything to make me feel actually loved and appreciated
nobody spends time with me or does anything for me, how can i call people my friends when all we do is have empty conversations? that is all my relationships consist of. i feel so empty knowing that nothing would change in people's lives if i just removed myself from them
nobody in my life truly needs me
i am always just the person someone talks to when everyone else is busy

[stardustreserve]

there is so much hate within the world. it feels grim. i don’t understand it.

[pandaa]

these have been a sucky few days and i want to explode augggggh…
i keep crying and everytime i do i feel like im just being dramatic.

[QueenPebbles93]

i have not been doing well. next month is a yr since my best friend of 5 yrs moved away. if you know anything ab us, we spend every day together since she used to live 15 mins away. for the first time, idk if she can make it to my birthday party thing i’m having next week. not only that but we’re both finally getting jobs so we won’t have any time to see each other in person. my brain is finally starting to realize this and it hasn’t been fun at all. idk its like how do you go from spending every weekend (and weekdays during the day) for almost two years straight with someone to just sitting in your house bored all day and night because you can’t go to her house and walk around her neighborhood. it drives me absolutely insane with grief.