TheComfortCorner | v.6

[.-Tired-.]

My issue isn't as bad as others... but a reply or pm would be nice ><

I'm applying to different secondary schools.
Two to be exact.
Both would greatly help my future.
One, I just had to fill out paper work. answer a few questions and write an essay
Okay. I'm cool with that
The other school though, it's what's getting me so stressed
It's an art school(The program I'm applying to is called the Intergrated Arts Program; IAP)
There's four divisions in it. Drama, Visual Arts, Music, and Dance.
I'm applying for Visual Arts.
And please, don't go to my gallery. I did that years(three/twoish) ago, and I couldn't(still can't) do digital to save my life
But I'm actually really good (in my opinion considering my age)at traditional and painting and all that
These ten minutes are going to be the most important ten minutes of my life!
And my family hasn't really been helping much
Yeah, they helped give me ideas on what to do for my portfolio,
And they've supported me. Until now practically
My mothers pressuring me like crazy
My dads doing jack crap
And so is my younger brother(he's two years younger than me)
I'm scared
I'm nervous
And I just need some consolation
What if I trip up?
What if I say the wrong thing?
What if I don't get accepted?
What if.....
THERES SO MANY WHAT IF'S!
I'm so scared, pressured, and stressed right now!
And on top of it, because I'm so stressed and pressured, my grades are dropping!
And this year depends on what pathway I go to!
I don't want academic, too much homework
I'd go applied, but if my grades keep dropping....
My teacher is going to recommend Locally Delveloped....
I'm not stupid! I swear!
And on top of THAT, some of my friends are really upset
And I keep putting others before myself
When I'm in a position much like theirs!
Gahhhh!
Why is life doing this to me right now?!
Why am I doing this?!
(The interview one is the one I want to get into mainly, the other is back up)

[leiawolfe]

Hey there! If anyone ever needs to talk about something, or want some help with a problem, you can always count on me with a PM!

[quietlights]

I'm extremely disappointed in myself... 76% on the math final... I know I can do better, I should've actually studied

[Konata.]

My issue isn't as bad as others... but a reply or pm would be nice ><

I'm applying to different secondary schools.
Two to be exact.
Both would greatly help my future.
One, I just had to fill out paper work. answer a few questions and write an essay
Okay. I'm cool with that
The other school though, it's what's getting me so stressed
It's an art school(The program I'm applying to is called the Intergrated Arts Program; IAP)
There's four divisions in it. Drama, Visual Arts, Music, and Dance.
I'm applying for Visual Arts.
And please, don't go to my gallery. I did that years(three/twoish) ago, and I couldn't(still can't) do digital to save my life
But I'm actually really good (in my opinion considering my age)at traditional and painting and all that
These ten minutes are going to be the most important ten minutes of my life!
And my family hasn't really been helping much
Yeah, they helped give me ideas on what to do for my portfolio,
And they've supported me. Until now practically
My mothers pressuring me like crazy
My dads doing jack crap
And so is my younger brother(he's two years younger than me)
I'm scared
I'm nervous
And I just need some consolation
What if I trip up?
What if I say the wrong thing?
What if I don't get accepted?
What if.....
THERES SO MANY WHAT IF'S!
I'm so scared, pressured, and stressed right now!
And on top of it, because I'm so stressed and pressured, my grades are dropping!
And this year depends on what pathway I go to!
I don't want academic, too much homework
I'd go applied, but if my grades keep dropping....
My teacher is going to recommend Locally Delveloped....
I'm not stupid! I swear!
And on top of THAT, some of my friends are really upset
And I keep putting others before myself
When I'm in a position much like theirs!
Gahhhh!
Why is life doing this to me right now?!
Why am I doing this?!
(The interview one is the one I want to get into mainly, the other is back up)

I think that you should really believe in yourself. I had a friend once who was in the same situation as you, and she was being positive and believing that she will get into that highschool. She did get in. I think you should be more confident in your skills, because I definatly agree that traditional is easier than digital drawing. Maybe you should draw more often, if you don't already do. But don't force yourself to if you not in the mood - that's no fun at all if you do it forcefully. I'm sure your portfolio will be great! Practicing what you're going to say is a good starting point if your nervous. You have to sound confident! Just imagine your talking to a close friend. That way the words come naturally. I believe that you'll get in, as long as you are calm, confident in your skills, and believe. Im sorry if this sounds cliche but I promise things won't be that bad. If your grades are dropping, don't be afraid to ask a teacher for help! There's nothing wrong with that. Relax, and focus on what the teacher is teaching - don't worry about secondary school when you're in class.

I'm sorry if this doesn't help, I haven't been in this situation before ;; I hope things are going okay over there!

[storm coming.]

I'm extremely disappointed in myself... 76% on the math final... I know I can do better, I should've actually studied

hey, don't be too hard on yourself! there's always next time. people make
mistakes for a reason; so we can learn. we're only human, we make mistakes,
but it's the way that you react to them that really matters. good luck <3

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over a pm! it can be about anything. if you want to vent or just want to talk!

[makoto niijima]

ok.. SO long story short my dads telling me not to get invisalign but i want to get it because i think its better for me in the long run, my mom says whatever i want is fine by her.. can someone please please help me?

[talkshow boy]

i accidentally yelled at someone a few days ago
i feel like they hate me now
why do i have such a bad temler
no wonder i only have two friends

[Zexalii]

Oh great! I got less than a 50% on a UNIT test and my parents are going to kill me if they find out! They already get mad at me if I have a B on my report card so what's going to happen now?!?! Then if my grade falls to a C they'll take things away and all this stress is just building up! Arggggggg

[marmoris]

im failing school. i don't know what to do.

any advice? please pm me..

[Konata.]

i accidentally yelled at someone a few days ago
i feel like they hate me now
why do i have such a bad temler
no wonder i only have two friends

I think that when you're around them, you should just be regular instead of making them think that you have a grudge against them. Some time ago, we had an earthquake drill at school and I was telling the guy behind me to constantly be quiet. Then when he said he'd actually be quiet during a real earthquake, I simply said : " Well, this is a good time to practice that won't it? Or is this how you'll act during a real earthquake?" and he got real triggered (That's the word kids use these days, right?) and had a burst of anger(?) Not really sure if he was angry... He was saying something about me thinking he was a bad guy or something like that. I felt uncomfortable around him but within 1 hour he didn't seem mad at me, which is a relief. We talk regularly. So now we're cool. I mean like, ive known him since kindergarten.

I have a bad temper too, escpailly working in groups. If I say something rude without realizing, I just apologies the next day. Saying a simple "sorry" helps a lot! Don't feel Akward about saying that.

I'm not really sure what else to say, but you've done nothing wrong.