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by Echos » Sat Jun 13, 2015 11:10 am
I have no idea why I still think about my dog.
He's been dead since the day after Valentine's day a year ago. I saw a mini schnauzer earlier. It wasn't even the right colors, and it was a female, but just looking at it made me think of Buddy. I just started crying so hard. I miss him so much still, I don't even know how to say it. He was with me since I was born, and one day, he just decided to die the day after my dad's birthday, and I wasn't even there to say goodbye to my dog. Even as I'm typing this in crying.
I miss him so much... I wish he was still here to sit on my lap.
He was so calm... he never bit anyone, and he loved everybody. He would follow me around the whole house, and when I would take a nap, he would be right beside me.
My mom tells me to get over it. but it's not that easy, mom. I can't just 'get over it's Buddy was like my best friend. He would listen to me when I was sad, and he would lick my hand when he knew I wasn't feeling well.
I'm sorry, Buddy. I.wish I was there to.at least pet you one more time before you had to leave me.
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by Thalassic » Sat Jun 13, 2015 11:46 am
The Kraken wrote:I feel like no one understands when I talk to them about this
Last 5 or so years I've just.. I feel like I haven't aged mentally.
I feel like I should still be in middle/high school.
And just now the realization hit me that my younger brother is now older than I feel what I should be.
And I'm just
so confused
I don't feel like an adult
I feel like theres been some kind of a mistake
I'm so confused and its causing my anxiety to skyrocket.
It was bad enough that I didn't feel like I was in my own body
Now I feel like I'm living someone elses life
Not mine
And I don't know what to do
I'm so scared
the feeling wont go away
what od I do
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by Kaiiba » Sat Jun 13, 2015 11:47 am
Goodness i feel like crying AGAIN....People are just trying to make me depressed today...

Boys chasing me and my best friend around screaming and throwing things at us
not getting to go to a place i have wanted to go to for forever.
Not getting to go to the movies
getting called ugly
getting called greedy.
cant ride my horse because she has a abscess
what next?

I have not eating like anything today so im really hungry and we have nothing at our house

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ᴡʜᴇɴ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡꜱ
ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇꜱ ɴᴇxᴛ?
ꜱʜᴇ/ʜᴇʀ
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by Jessi. » Sat Jun 13, 2015 11:47 am
Oh, of course not.
I cannot find a single person nice enough to trade me this dog.
Stupid demand has to rule everything.
It literally isn't even going to be worth it.

My Stuff and Stuff wrote:
Important Information wrote:My rat Pretzel died yesterday, so
I apologize if any of my replies
seem short, rude, or anything
else. I don't deal with death well
and I really blame myself. I'll try
to be better soon, but this is a heads
up for you guys. (06/22)
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by Youngalita » Sat Jun 13, 2015 11:52 am
The Kraken wrote:The Kraken wrote:I feel like no one understands when I talk to them about this
Last 5 or so years I've just.. I feel like I haven't aged mentally.
I feel like I should still be in middle/high school.
And just now the realization hit me that my younger brother is now older than I feel what I should be.
And I'm just
so confused
I don't feel like an adult
I feel like theres been some kind of a mistake
I'm so confused and its causing my anxiety to skyrocket.
It was bad enough that I didn't feel like I was in my own body
Now I feel like I'm living someone elses life
Not mine
And I don't know what to do
I'm so scared
the feeling wont go away
what od I do
I can see it can be hard to live with. Try accepting this is who you are. Don't try running from it. And over time you will feel better. Just move forward!
Even I don't consistently play
chicken smoothie
always has a special
place in my heart.
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by misted » Sat Jun 13, 2015 11:54 am
My dog had to be put down today. I am really upset . I had had her my whole life... she meant so much to me...
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