by Athaerys » Tue Jul 04, 2017 6:51 am
Dear You Guys Know Who You Are
Am I really that unwanted, annoying, and depressing? Should I really not speak my mind or the truth anymore? I try, I try so hard to include you guys, to keep you happy, to do anything in my power to let you guys enjoy life so what youre going through in real life doesnt affect you and you dont have as much pain anymore. Ill gladly take all the pain so you guys dont have that pain. Ill gladly take all the stress away so you dont have it. Ill do anything for you guys. Youre family to me, and family shouldnt be so distant. I will support anything you guys do, no matter what. Ill keep every secret you want kept. Ill comfort you when you need a friend. Ill do anything if it makes you guys happy. What happened? We were so talkative a few days ago... But dont you think its a bit unfair to the rest of us if everyone goes distant? You guys are the only friends some of us have, and if youre gone, theres nothing. I think at least we deserve the reason youre so distant. We would understand if you need a break, but we worry if someone goes away for a while...
But the main thing I want to know is, am I really wanted or the tagalong girlfriend whos only there because theyre dating someone,
because Im sure getting those vibes.
Sincerely, Cytu, Chase, whatever you call me.
Ill just be in the void because I know you guys are going to get upset over this, like everything I say. And besides, no one ever wants me to talk to me. Theyd rather sleep than talk...
WIP
Call me Harper and use She/They