|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[.m i n y o o n g i]

So...my parents are going to send me to a private school...I'm already anxious even though school doesn't start for 2 and a half months...and there will only be like 3-5 kids in my class..I'm still really scared...also, I'm going to California next month and I have to go on a plane, and I've never been on one before...and I feel like throwing up ;-;

[tenor]

i dont know anymore... i just feel... unconnected to the world... like everyone is baring down on my shoulders and... i truthfully want to cry. my mother isnt accepting my sexuality. even though we already went through this when i was fourteen. she celebrated for me. her new husband now thinks that he can boss me around. like... im a grown man, okay? my friends in real life dont pay attention to me anymore, ever since my depression hit me. my only friend in real life is my boyfriend. i havent eaten in about two days because ive been feeling so secluded. so lonely. i dont know what to do. some people would tell me to talk to someone, but the thing is, talking just makes it worse. i dont want to talk to anyone. i just want to be alone. i just want to curl up to my cat and cry... my boyfriend tried to cheer me up, but both of us know that he doesnt understand depression. im thankful to have someone like him, who still tries to help, but... sometimes the ways that he tries to cheer me up just make it worse. *sighs* please dont reply, i just needed to get this out of my system.

[emerson royale,]

i dont know anymore... i just feel... unconnected to the world... like everyone is baring down on my shoulders and... i truthfully want to cry. my mother isnt accepting my sexuality. even though we already went through this when i was fourteen. she celebrated for me. her new husband now thinks that he can boss me around. like... im a grown man, okay? my friends in real life dont pay attention to me anymore, ever since my depression hit me. my only friend in real life is my boyfriend. i havent eaten in about two days because ive been feeling so secluded. so lonely. i dont know what to do. some people would tell me to talk to someone, but the thing is, talking just makes it worse. i dont want to talk to anyone. i just want to be alone. i just want to curl up to my cat and cry... my boyfriend tried to cheer me up, but both of us know that he doesnt understand depression. im thankful to have someone like him, who still tries to help, but... sometimes the ways that he tries to cheer me up just make it worse. *sighs* please dont reply, i just needed to get this out of my system.

Sorry, know you said not to, but just... It's gonna be okay.

[Ethulai]

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[CucumberRandy]

I'm really mad. I'm really sad.
I want to believe she doesn't have anything against me, but she hurts my feelings.
No, that doesn't feel right... She tears me down
My health problems that I will not elaborate on are only getting worse, and when I'm doing my best to deal with them, and enduring more physicsl suffering than I'm sure most people in this house have felt in a while, she blatantly accuses me of just trying to avoid people. The hurts so very bad. I'm not trying to anti social, I'm in pain!
I overheard her saying something about me that really cut deep. I can't believe it.
I'm just wondering what I did to earn such a low opinion.
I really don't want to badmouth her here, but I just felt like I needed to say this. Please don't think lowly of her too.

Im just really, really stressed out about my health issues too. I don't want to live with them anymore.

[emerson royale,]

Oh goodness, the end of school is in a week, and two of my bestest friends are going to a new school v-v I mean, at least I live close to both of them, but one just happens to be my crush of whom has told me he likes me. We are planning on going official in college, but I don't know if that's gonna happen. College is several years away, and I'm afraid that we'll grow apart. I will text him 3 times a day, that's for sure, but I'm afraid of what might happen.

Whelp, at least I made a new friend...

[obsolete dream]

i always feel useless and a waste of space.
i feel so fat and gross, i absolutely hate myself. i dont like my face, my body, or my voice and sighs i just want to smile again.

[emerson royale,]

i always feel useless and a waste of space.
i feel so fat and gross, i absolutely hate myself. i dont like my face, my body, or my voice and sighs i just want to smile again.

No, shhh darling. You are beautiful even though you may not think you are. Just do something you love, or be with someone you love. It will all get better soon, trust me.

[obsolete dream]

i always feel useless and a waste of space.
i feel so fat and gross, i absolutely hate myself. i dont like my face, my body, or my voice and sighs i just want to smile again.

No, shhh darling. You are beautiful even though you may not think you are. Just do something you love, or be with someone you love. It will all get better soon, trust me.

thank you ! its really kind of you to say that, especially to somebody you dont know. ahh ill try to cheer up

[MoonStone00]

Okay. I need to get some more off of my chest and I feel like this is the only place I feel I can do so freely. Please I promise I'm ok and don't need anything❤️
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I am trying or eat healthier and take care of my body more.
But I still look in the mirror and feel terrible. I've never had great body image.
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I miss my rats so terribly right now and wish they were still here. I can't even semi fill the hurt with new ones as I have to wait a while before I can get any more or even any other animals to help. I really think I need an emotional support animal in my life...
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I have this irrational fear that my boyfriend of over 3 years will leave me. I know he won't it's just something that's always scary to me. I can't take abandonment again..