|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[keayi]

I hate myself. not because of the norm, but because my attitude sucks. I do things on impulse and often, they're pretty negative. and afterwards I always feel like a brat (or ruder things), about to have a freaking breakdown just because I may have shoved someone a little too hard-they fell to the floor. I always look back at these things and feel like a massive idiot or jerk nobody wants to be around. and maybe it's true. and what I've done just now, which i'd rather not explain, I feel like total crap to the point where i'm making a post about it. I try to be different, honestly, but I just never find myself coming to it.

[oraoblivionis]

that moment when..
You just simply quote your gorm to make sure they dont forget and no, it is spam. I am tearing up now.
Time to change my siggy -_- I dont get why. I guess I’ll just cry in a corner ;-;

[Thalassic]

Went to sleep crying, woke up crying
I'm so pathetic
a failure
a disappointment
everything is my fault
I can't even clean my room because I dont know how to put the vacuum together, and now my dad is yelling at me
"you're an adult, figure it out!"
I just want to lie down and die

[emerson royale,]

That's it. I've finally reached the state of being completely, undeniably emotionally numb.
It's quite refreshing, having been severely stressed for the past week over my math grade, but I'm scared. This has happened before... I don't want a repeat of the last time I felt like this. It'll be so hard to climb out of that hole.
I just want to be normal...

Normal is a weird term. For some it means average, but to most, normal is boring. No offense, of course, but if it's really a problem, tell your parents and I'm sure they can set up something.

Why can't I do anything right.. Why can't I have someone I can talk to about anything.. Where they won't get mad or yell at me.. Why can't I have someone who understands..I just need someone.. Someone who cares about me.. And means it.. Who tries to help me no matter what .. And wont give up on me.. And dont reply with "Oh" or "Sorry" after venting ... Who sticks around longer than a day.. Why can't I have friends.. Everyone hates me at school.. I have no one there.. And no one online anymore..
..What did I do..why did you all leave..
...you guys don't even remember me...

Hi, I just first wanted to say I doubt that all of the kids in your school hate you. If it's really a problem, switch schools, though that might not be possible if you are at a school you pay for to go to. It's terrible if you are lonely, just try to make new friends, preferably out of school.

I'm really scared. Things are working out pretty great with a guy right now, but I've been used so many times....my hopes are so high and I know I will be devastated if things don't turn out how I see them going....I can't stand myself when I get my hopes up....

Just be yourself, if he doesn't like you, then they're a meanie and an idiot because they can't see how beautiful you are -//-

Why? Why do parents think they can treat you like crap and expect you not to fight back? Expect you not to call them the nasty names they called you? Why? I was looking forward to hanging out with my boyfriend tomorrow and now my dad's saying no because of how I treated him only after how he treated me by screaming at me and telling me how worthless I am, that I'm so many bad things. I want to cry but I'm trying so hard not to I've cried so much today already because of him...can someone just PM...I just I need someone that knows what it's like

Alright, I'll send a PM.

I hate myself. not because of the norm, but because my attitude sucks. I do things on impulse and often, they're pretty negative. and afterwards I always feel like a brat (or ruder things), about to have a freaking breakdown just because I may have shoved someone a little too hard-they fell to the floor. I always look back at these things and feel like a massive idiot or jerk nobody wants to be around. and maybe it's true. and what I've done just now, which i'd rather not explain, I feel like total crap to the point where i'm making a post about it. I try to be different, honestly, but I just never find myself coming to it.

don't make it too hard on yourself. You are wonderful, and honestly, we all have those like tics in us. Apologizing might help you feel better.

that moment when..
You just simply quote your gorm to make sure they dont forget and no, it is spam. I am tearing up now.
Time to change my siggy -_- I dont get why. I guess I’ll just cry in a corner ;-;

I'm sorry. I really don't know how to respond to this, actually, but all I can say is I'm sorry ;-;.

Went to sleep crying, woke up crying
I'm so pathetic
a failure
a disappointment
everything is my fault
I can't even clean my room because I dont know how to put the vacuum together, and now my dad is yelling at me
"you're an adult, figure it out!"
I just want to lie down and die

No no no no! Do not say you "want to die" because think of all the things you wouldn't get to experience, the history you wouldn't be a part of. You might create a buisness and if you weren't around, think of all the unemployed people that would be out there. Please, promise me you will never say that every again.

[My Immortal]

I'm so tired.
But I'm not allowed to sleep.
And I'm bored.
It's 6 am here and the EEG isn't till 9 am
Not to mention, I'm slightly (incredibly) nervous.
Of anyone could pm me, that would be great.
But preferably someone I've talked to before...
Not because I'm a snob, but new people give me anxiety, and I don't want to add to mine...

[CucumberRandy]

Why? Why do parents think they can treat you like crap and expect you not to fight back? Expect you not to call them the nasty names they called you? Why? I was looking forward to hanging out with my boyfriend tomorrow and now my dad's saying no because of how I treated him only after how he treated me by screaming at me and telling me how worthless I am, that I'm so many bad things. I want to cry but I'm trying so hard not to I've cried so much today already because of him...can someone just PM...I just I need someone that knows what it's like

Who else knows about this? Would you call it legit verbal abuse? It sounds kind of like it.

I'm really scared. Things are working out pretty great with a guy right now, but I've been used so many times....my hopes are so high and I know I will be devastated if things don't turn out how I see them going....I can't stand myself when I get my hopes up....

Remember that guys aren't the most important thing in the world. If he's being a jerk, or using you, just forget him. Don't subject yourself to less than you deserve.
Maybe, if your close enough with this guy, you can talk to him about some of your concerns? That's the number one thing I think you should look for in a boyfriend, being able to talk about anything.

Edit: Now I need to say something.
I'm really mad. I'm really sad.
I want to believe she doesn't have anything against me, but she hurts my feelings.
No, that doesn't feel right... She tears me down
My health problems that I will not elaborate on are only getting worse, and when I'm doing my best to deal with them, and enduring more physicsl suffering than I'm sure most people in this house have felt in a while, she blatantly accuses me of just trying to avoid people. The hurts so very bad. I'm not trying to anti social, I'm in pain!
I overheard her saying something about me that really cut deep. I can't believe it.
I'm just wondering what I did to earn such a low opinion.
I really don't want to badmouth her here, but I just felt like I needed to say this. Please don't think lowly of her too.

[blue neighbourhood]

I'm worried about my dog. I won't get into detail, but I just need a hug. ;-;

I'm sorry!
-hugs-
I understand if you won't go into details,
But I hope he/she gets better! ❤️

Thank you! <3

[breadstick]

this is going to be very minor and insignificant compared to other problems and probably I'm overreacting, but I have high standards for myself. I wish I could do better, be like one of those girls who always gets 80+% and it always happy with their results in tests. I got my History exam back today and from last year I have gone down 30%. From 91% to 62%. I tried hard and I revised quite a lot, and I just feel like I messed up, that I shouldn't have chosen this subject to take next year.

And plus, I've felt myself sloping from reality. As in I can't think of certain things almost like I'm hiding the truth from myself. I'm hiding myself deeper on here I guess and I'm not backing out.

And I never feel proud of myself.

Yeah, yeah, that's right. I feel disappointed but I never feel proud. I haven't felt thoroughly proud in 3 years unless it's for someone else. Not myself. I'm a mess, I really am. I'm doubting my ability and from this incident my confidence has gone straight down to zero, along with my self worth. Everything I do now is to please my mum and seek approval so I can finally feel confident enough to tell her about my gender and sexuality.

Please can I have a hug and some advice...? It's been a bad day.

[Tᴀʀʀᴀɴᴛ Hɪɢʜᴛᴏᴘᴘ]

Why won't the parents of my autism client listen to me? I am a trained professional. I've been doing this job for almost a year now. They have hired me to work with their son. So why do they refuse to take my advice? I'm giving them good advice here: don't overuse food motivators, because your son is becoming reliant on them; don't cuddle your son in the middle of a tantrum, because then he'll start throwing behaviours to get cuddles and attention; get him a speech pathologist, because I can only do so much to improve his pronunciation and this is outside my field of expertise. And yet they seem to ignore every thing I say and then get annoyed with me when his behaviour doesn't improve and his programs don't proceed as fast as they'd like. I'm constantly saying the same things to them and frequently getting hit or pinched or slapped by their son, and yet they get annoyed with me because I can't do their part as well

[Thalassic]

I'm so incredibly anxious about tomorrow
It's my brothers graduation and that means I have to go to my old school
I'm so scared someone will recognize me
I already feel like a complete failure, what if they ask me what I've been doing
I'm so pathetic
I'm so scared
I don't want to go
Not to mention I'll have to wear a dress. I really don't feel like putting up with that female stuff
ugh
Just leave me alone
It's bad enough that I've had near constant anxiety for the last few days
I just want to curl up and cry
hate this so much