|TheComfortCorner| v.4

[dzo]

Someone is just being rude to me saying i was rude and overreacting because they "made a mistake"
I want to ask them how it exactly was a "mistake" but i dont want them to hate me more for for just telling them that they wernt looking at the obvious.
This is just adding to all the pressure.
CS stuff, real life stuff, changes, problems, conflicts, self anger, and my failure.
I just need advice on what to do.

[MoonStone00]

Please I need someone to tell me it's gonna be ok. I'm sobbing uncontrollably. It's all my fault that my boyfriend gets anxiety attacks and he won't admit it.
Everything's my fault.
I can't.
I'm a horrible person. I can't do anything right.
I feel useless.
And I hurt so bad. I feel like I'm drowning and my panic attack calm thing isn't working.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I still feel depressed and I feel like I do everything wrong I traded someone they said no suggestions I felt bad, I feel my whole world is crashing down and it's all because of me I know it's not all about me but I feel alone in this world

[dzo]

Please I need someone to tell me it's gonna be ok. I'm sobbing uncontrollably. It's all my fault that my boyfriend gets anxiety attacks and he won't admit it.
Everything's my fault.
I can't.
I'm a horrible person. I can't do anything right.
I feel useless.
And I hurt so bad. I feel like I'm drowning and my panic attack calm thing isn't working.

*Huggles*
No. Your not a horrible person. Just stop telling yourself that or You'll make it worse for youself. Try to do things you like to distract yourself for a while! Draw, read, listen to calming music, or go outside and enjoy nature. I promise you not everything is your fault, and it'll be okay soon! <3

[Starfalling]

Rant/need for advice.

I can;t get over being too nervous to have the converstion I posted about with my Best Friend but I also cry and have anxity attacks pretty much constantly because I haven't talked to her yet. But the same thing happens due to nerves when I think "OK, she's online and she's been online so she's probably going to be here for a while. I'm going to talk to her." And I'll end up thinking "I'm not going to talk to her, I'll look clingy and stupid and selfish and rude and I'll embaress myself by prasing it wrong or not being good enough at bringing it up.." Advice? I would prefer to talk to someone on here that can handle me getting mad and lashing out while also understanding that it's nothing personal. I do that when I'm under stress. Sorry.

Also, I have to acalaide at my church on Sunday. Which means I'll be holding a stick. With fire at the end. How can I calm down? I'm so scared that my candle will go out while I'm walking down the asile and I won't be able to relight it. asjkszabshjsasndfkj. Sorry For the spam. I Needed to do that. My youth leader puts wway too much trust in me. I really need to calm down a little bit.

[noteworthy]

ok so this isn't a sob story or anything (no offense to anyone, i have posted sob stories before)
but i just need a little way to ease my discomfort.

i like just got a boyfriend last friday and it was my crush and i was his crush and i feel like
a lot of people are silently judging us and i'm not too sure how to deal with this i just

[insert sigh here]

i feel like
i can't

really talk about how i feel to people i know because i am about to go into ninth grade and
nothing in middle school is "love" but i have a good feeling about our relationship but i can't
talk to my friends about this because none of them really date and i need someone to... help?

does anyone know/understand what i mean? to me, it's a weird feeling that it's very hard to
put in words and this is the best i could do to explain it

thank you for reading all the way through this really long thing that probably doesn't
make much sense ^^

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

Why can't I do anything right.. Why can't I have someone I can talk to about anything.. Where they won't get mad or yell at me.. Why can't I have someone who understands..I just need someone.. Someone who cares about me.. And means it.. Who tries to help me no matter what .. And wont give up on me.. And dont reply with "Oh" or "Sorry" after venting ... Who sticks around longer than a day.. Why can't I have friends.. Everyone hates me at school.. I have no one there.. And no one online anymore..
..What did I do..why did you all leave..
...you guys don't even remember me...

I can talk to you, I know what you're going through.

[autumnsoundtrack]

That's it. I've finally reached the state of being completely, undeniably emotionally numb.
It's quite refreshing, having been severely stressed for the past week over my math grade, but I'm scared. This has happened before... I don't want a repeat of the last time I felt like this. It'll be so hard to climb out of that hole.
I just want to be normal...

[NopesaurusRexx]

I'm really scared. Things are working out pretty great with a guy right now, but I've been used so many times....my hopes are so high and I know I will be devastated if things don't turn out how I see them going....I can't stand myself when I get my hopes up....

[Captain Chomp]

Why? Why do parents think they can treat you like crap and expect you not to fight back? Expect you not to call them the nasty names they called you? Why? I was looking forward to hanging out with my boyfriend tomorrow and now my dad's saying no because of how I treated him only after how he treated me by screaming at me and telling me how worthless I am, that I'm so many bad things. I want to cry but I'm trying so hard not to I've cried so much today already because of him...can someone just PM...I just I need someone that knows what it's like