|TheComfortCorner|

[downtongabby]

no i feel like my own family has turned on me .. i dont know whether to pretend everthings alright or cry in a corner ..

I know how you feel. And to answer your question, don't do either. Take a deep breath, boil some water for a hot cup of tea, and settle down with a good book/tv show/movie/youtube video. You can't accomplish anything in a perpetual state of panic.

[downtongabby]

My birthday,
It was all Sort-of fine until my brother's friend came over while my Boyfriend was teaching me how to play a video game, to strangle me, grab my controller, kill my boyfriend(in the game), sign out of my account, and turn off the console with me even getting to say anything to him. Thanks :'c
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Then, one of my grandmothers called, I dont want to talk to her though, I know she favors my cousins. </3
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FML :'c Kill me. Please. I can feel the tears coming again.

I'm so sorry :c that sounds terrible! *big hug* I shall try to make your birthday better

[MenheraCollie]

I just want to say, I'm giving everyone a hug here.
*hugs everyone :3*

You are all beautiful people, on both the inside and out, and that's all that matters.
Remember that there is always somebody out there that loves you. Cares for you. Maybe even someone who would give their entire life for you, who would die for you.
Life can surprise you sometimes. Remember to give it a chance, at least. :3

My inbox is always open. <333

Awe your really nice <3

[tbow.]

I haven't posted here ins long time, but right now I just need to vent badly.

I hate this school so freaking badly. It's an elite school and I'm "lucky" to be in it but I don't feel lucky at all. I'm only finishing my first year of high school and they are making us write college level papers in 3 major subjects. It's way too hard. Some of the teachers need a lesson in teaching and social interaction with teenagers. I'm so overwhelmed by all the work I have that every time I think of all I have to do I get a horrible dragging weight in my chest. So to escape from that feeling I distract myself with things like anime and Tumblr. So I put of my work and fall behind and get bad grades because they take 10% off work everyday it's late. So a 90 could turn into an 80 in a day. Plus they have this idiotic this thing called PowerSchool, it's basically an online grade book where you and your parents can see each and every grade this thing has ruined my life. My parents hound me for my grades and I'm losing my own freedom because of it. My entire weekend has been scheduled out, hour by hour with what I have to work on for these 3 freakin papers.
Honestly my life isn't that bad, I'm not abused, we have quite a lot of money, I'm in this elite school. Everything should be fine! So why am I so sad? I used to smile all the time, I still do but there's no point. My mom asks me why I look so sad and I wonder how she dint notice sooner, and if it's so weird for me not to smile all the time. Do I have to be happy all the time? It's like I've set a personality for myself early on and now that I change slightly people think I'm weird or depressed, they ask if I'm okay. Is it so hard to imagine that I feel anything other than happiness in this glorious pile of crap that is my life right now? Because apparently its impossible for them to imagine. But I'm selfish, I want people to ask how I am but I reply with the same "I'm good!" everytime. If I don't want to be bothered people ask and I get ticked and snap at them then regret it horribly after. I want to be noticed by the people I hang out with, I want them to see I'm not okay, I'm sad. But I don't want them to pry into my life at the same time.
Frankly I hate it here. I want to back to Canada where I have real friends that are happy to see me and acknowledge my existence, my mom have me the option of going back to live with my dad in Canada. But I know he's bad on money and health and I don't want to put any strain on him, and it's always been just me, my mom, and my brother. But these last 3 years we finally moved in with our step-dad (parents split when we were really little) and I can't imagine living without my mom. Plus I know that if I graduate from this school I could get just about anywhere. So the only reason I stay is I just keep telling myself; think of the benefits, think of the benefits.
But I feel like I'm going to suffocate here, I'm too much of a self-conscious coward to break away from the group of "friends" I hang out with for fear of being alone and people looking at me weirdly for being alone in this shool where "everyone is friends, no one is left out". I'm so afraid of so many things, I'm getting more and more paranoid of things.
I really have a good life, I have everything a lot of people need and want. But I'm just so sad, and I have no reason to be.

Thus ends my rant, sorry for the post. You don't have to reply if you don't want to but thanks if you read it.

[-_____-]

well..she's gone </3 the beautiful woman who had to suffer for so many years of her life is finally at rest.

[music is my life]

well..she's gone </3 the beautiful woman who had to suffer for so many years of her life is finally at rest.

i am sorry i hope you feel ok i know it is hard when you loose someone you love

[music is my life]

i feel alone in this world but i am surrounded by people

[☆ ★TARDIS]

I feel overweight compared to everybody else. All the BMI calculators say that I'm underweight, but I still look obese when compared to other people. I don't know if the internet is wrong or if I should just stop comparing myself to others because they might just be unhealthy. I need a hug >.<

[namii]

I feel overweight compared to everybody else. All the BMI calculators say that I'm underweight, but I still look obese when compared to other people. I don't know if the internet is wrong or if I should just stop comparing myself to others because they might just be unhealthy. I need a hug >.<

Listen. To. Meh.

Don't compare yourself to others, because you are gorgeous and unique.

So what if there are girls thinner than you? Curves are good gurl! :3

*gives cho big hug and a fuzzy stuffed animal panda with smugface*

You are amazing

NEVER. Forget that.
Or panda will remind chu

[music is my life]

I feel overweight compared to everybody else. All the BMI calculators say that I'm underweight, but I still look obese when compared to other people. I don't know if the internet is wrong or if I should just stop comparing myself to others because they might just be unhealthy. I need a hug >.<

comparing yourself to other people is ok but you shouldnt let it make you unhappy i do it with my mates to have a laugh so please dont do so often as it can bring your confidence down stay strong and fight away your worries you are beautifull and amazing trust me