This is not a hate message, I just really need to vent.
Dear mother,
I honestly don't know if I want to be serious with you or not. I am a grown adult and can pick and choose my decisions now right? Thing I just might not tell you that you'll be a grandmother here soon. Yeah, that's right. I'm pregnant but you won't get to know that til I move out, so then you can't lecture me about how easy it is to mess up a child's life. Trust me, if I listened to your advice I'd be as dumb-founded as your two sons. I grew up and saw your ways, you are not a mother, you are a person who refuses to grow up and grow out of that habit you call a life. You complain and cry because you can't get what you want or have your way with things, well guess what? I don't think I'll let you meet your grand-baby til I know you can take care of yourself. Your disgusting and disgrace me, it might sound harsh but no one understands what I have to go through while living here. You don't clean, you don't cook and when I actually get you to cook You burn it! You complain that your body hurts but you can sit at the computer for several hours and laugh, talk and complain? GET OFF YOUR BUTT AND BE A MOTHER TO YOUR 9 YEAR OLD SON. He isn't in school, he can't even count to 50. 50! It hurts to see my youngest brother with no education. I know a four year old little girl who can sing the alphabet and count to 200. Yet your 9 year old son cannot. You refuse to put him in school because you claim you can home-school him? Look at me, I am an adult now and no High-school diploma. Because you didn't help me understand things while I was younger, but don't worry. I won't be like your 20 year old son who can't even clean himself correctly. I will be a good mother, I will also be a good daughter to my father, I will learn and I will work like an normal person. I've got a big chance to actually write something that'll make it big one day. I'm working on my schooling as we speak, I am learning what you refused to teach me... i am living a life I wanted to since I was younger.
I hope you wake up and notice you are doing no one any good, you are bringing people down and one day... No one will be there for you when you need them the most, you scared them off and they won't come back...
Love,
Your emotionally hurt daughter.
