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[fika.]

im scared right now tbh

my sister got into a car accident I'm just really scared ok

that's normal!
is your sister doing okay?
i hope she is, my prayers are with you and
your family right now.
if i can do anything to help, please pm me!
good luck <3

[bergamot.]

When I was younger, I believed in magic. I loved life, and was always imagining fairies or elves or just magic forces helping me out. Things have changed since then, and I have realized many things. I have learned that there is no magic in the world, and that life isn't meant to be enjoyable. It's life, and if you want to live it, then you have to be prepared for the feeling, betrayal, injustices, and pain that comes with it.
Ahh, but how I wish that this were not true, and how I wish, oh how how desperately I wish that I could just stop feeling, that I could just let go of these emotions, and be able to fulfill all the demands of others without feeling the injustice. One can only dream.
What if I never existed? I think I would like that. No one would have ever known me, or cared, and i wouldn't have had to go through this. What's the point of existing only to receive pain and hatred?
Well, to late now, I was born into the world, I was given life, so now I just have to stick it out and hope.
All these thoughts kept me up all night, so now I will go caffeinate myself and hope to stay awake to do school work. I guess i should eat at some point today as well, but why? I should clean my room as well; you know, it's strange, I used to be the most ocd person, and I had the most organised room, but I don't seem to care anymore, just let the mess pile up.
Usually I would just cry, but I can't even seem to do that anymore. I just feel empty.

[fika.]

When I was younger, I believed in magic. I loved life, and was always imagining fairies or elves or just magic forces helping me out. Things have changed since then, and I have realized many things. I have learned that there is no magic in the world, and that life isn't meant to be enjoyable. It's life, and if you want to live it, then you have to be prepared for the feeling, betrayal, injustices, and pain that comes with it.
Ahh, but how I wish that this were not true, and how I wish, oh how how desperately I wish that I could just stop feeling, that I could just let go of these emotions, and be able to fulfill all the demands of others without feeling the injustice. One can only dream.
What if I never existed? I think I would like that. No one would have ever known me, or cared, and i wouldn't have had to go through this. What's the point of existing only to receive pain and hatred?
Well, to late now, I was born into the world, I was given life, so now I just have to stick it out and hope.
All these thoughts kept me up all night, so now I will go caffeinate myself and hope to stay awake to do school work. I guess i should eat at some point today as well, but why? I should clean my room as well; you know, it's strange, I used to be the most ocd person, and I had the most organised room, but I don't seem to care anymore, just let the mess pile up.
Usually I would just cry, but I can't even seem to do that anymore. I just feel empty.

it's sad isn't it,
how children are brought up to believe in the most wonderful of things
but soon they don't believe.
but guess what? when you have your own kids, you'll see their faces
light up with the same amount of belief and you'll get to play along
and even believe for those few minutes that you played with your children.
life does seem horrible, but life is also the most beautiful thing.
go explore, smile at a person, compliment a complete stranger
(be like, "oh hey, nice shoes, where'd you buy them?" or something like
that. it will totally make their day).
there is magic on this planet,
you can't see it, but there is magic.
happiness = magic.
but remember, seeing is not believing.
believing is seeing.
once you believe in happiness, you will start to see it.
good luck boo <3

[Lincoln]

I can't tell who is doing this for attention and who isn't. Honestly, believing everything you hear about gossip is a recipe for disaster and it'll only get worse. If you believe you're in a dire enough situation to want help, go to a trusted adult, not some stranger on omegle. :T

I understand how annoying it is to hear someone whine, but honestly this thread is open to that. And if you don't like it, I'd suggest you stop coming here, it only gets worse the more you try to stop the whining. Give them some support, some people are more sensitive than others, and maybe they just want a second voice to do something. I appreciate you trying to be honest, stern help, but people generally don't look for that, they look for what they want to hear to make them feel better. And in small doses that's okay.

? I was talking about someone on omegele, not here. I don't go on that website to hear about a ten year old rant about how their christmas was terrible because they didn't get a overboard. How you equated it to this thread I don't know, but good to you with that.

Renee was trying to help you. How about if you get advice that you don't like, you just leave it alone and don't reply. It causes a major fight, and this is the second time I've seen you do it. Just ignore someone if you don't like their advice. Easy as that.

[Kazin]

*sigh*

Haven't even been back in this dorm room for 24 hours and already I want to leave it so badly... As soon as I come in my roommate just looks at me and continues talking to the other friend, and my other roommate is already asleep. And keep in mind, she is being respectable for the most part now, for the roommate that is sleeping...

Skip to later, once we said hello to the rest of our friends and had a nice mini get together in my room, when I went to bed. It was 1:30 in the morning already, I was tired... My one roommate puts headphones on, is nice and considerate. The other... of course not. No matter how many countless times I have told her I am an incredibly light sleeper she doesn't listen. And I can't keep asking her to stop. It's just tearing my apart.

So I don't fall asleep til well after 2am, when her Netflix had automatically stopped playing. And then I wake up at 6:48am when she turns on her Netflix again because she apparently woke up. So I have gotten like 4 hours of sleep at this point.

I manage to fall back asleep around 8, but only for an hour. My roommate called her friend, and is not being quiet about it. Whereas yesterday she was completely fine with being quiet when my other roommate was sleeping, when I am sleeping its a whole other story. She called her again half an hour later, just when I was drifting off to sleep thinking I could get in another hour before I have to get up to get ready for class.

*sigh*

And I have a new RD, so I have to figure out how exactly to make time to see her to ask to switch to a single so I can finally get some sleep. Because this is not going to work with me taking 6 classes this semester. I am not going to be able to deal with it. I'll go insane.

Just needed a rant... thanks if anyone reads this... I haven't responded to anyone of the responses I have gotten in the past, but I have read them and I highly appreciate the kind words, in case anyone that has responded before reads this...

[fika.]

*sigh*

Haven't even been back in this dorm room for 24 hours and already I want to leave it so badly... As soon as I come in my roommate just looks at me and continues talking to the other friend, and my other roommate is already asleep. And keep in mind, she is being respectable for the most part now, for the roommate that is sleeping...

Skip to later, once we said hello to the rest of our friends and had a nice mini get together in my room, when I went to bed. It was 1:30 in the morning already, I was tired... My one roommate puts headphones on, is nice and considerate. The other... of course not. No matter how many countless times I have told her I am an incredibly light sleeper she doesn't listen. And I can't keep asking her to stop. It's just tearing my apart.

So I don't fall asleep til well after 2am, when her Netflix had automatically stopped playing. And then I wake up at 6:48am when she turns on her Netflix again because she apparently woke up. So I have gotten like 4 hours of sleep at this point.

I manage to fall back asleep around 8, but only for an hour. My roommate called her friend, and is not being quiet about it. Whereas yesterday she was completely fine with being quiet when my other roommate was sleeping, when I am sleeping its a whole other story. She called her again half an hour later, just when I was drifting off to sleep thinking I could get in another hour before I have to get up to get ready for class.

*sigh*

And I have a new RD, so I have to figure out how exactly to make time to see her to ask to switch to a single so I can finally get some sleep. Because this is not going to work with me taking 6 classes this semester. I am not going to be able to deal with it. I'll go insane.

Just needed a rant... thanks if anyone reads this... I haven't responded to anyone of the responses I have gotten in the past, but I have read them and I highly appreciate the kind words, in case anyone that has responded before reads this...

ah, i know you said you can't keep asking her to stop,
but maybe talk to her about it. be like "hey, listen, i know you know
this but you're really keeping me away at night. can you maybe put
in some earphones when you watch netflix? i need sleep, especially
since i have a couple classes tomorrow". hopefully she'll understand!
i hope you're doing okay!
try and get enough sleep, maybe buy some ear plugs (x
good luck <3

[hellebore]

I just want food; I can't get it myself. Too weak and in too much pain. I haven't had breakfast or lunch.
If I ask mom to bring food up for me, she'll get mad saying "I'm tired of waiting on you!" even though I only ask her to get me things when I can't get them myself + that's hardly ever but apparently asking for one thing is treating her like a maid or s something. She'll get especially angry if she sees I've been crying. Idek why that makes her angry too.
I want food and now my hands are going numb so that's it.

[atii]

i really feel like im a nuisance to my friends and pretty much everyone in general
i'm indifferent and annoying, two things that don't mix very well at all
i can't make friends with my stupidity and anxiety, and the very few friends that
i do have (if i can even call them that) never speak to me and seem to just be drifting away

i mean, i try my best to be a likable person, trying to take interest in what they like,
compliment them, ect, but i always seem to mess it up with my ignorance and
idiocy, slip away because of my anxiety, or just have them try to avoid me

i don't know what to do. i guess i'm pretty much doomed to be alone.

[fika.]

I just want food; I can't get it myself. Too weak and in too much pain. I haven't had breakfast or lunch.
If I ask mom to bring food up for me, she'll get mad saying "I'm tired of waiting on you!" even though I only ask her to get me things when I can't get them myself + that's hardly ever but apparently asking for one thing is treating her like a maid or s something. She'll get especially angry if she sees I've been crying. Idek why that makes her angry too.
I want food and now my hands are going numb so that's it.

you need food
you'll feel better after it
explain to your mum that you need food
or slowly make your way into the kitchen,
gripping onto anything on the way incase you fall over.
your mum shouldn't be mad at that kind of stuff,
i'm sorry ;C
i hope you feel better soon! good luck <3

i really feel like im a nuisance to my friends and pretty much everyone in general
i'm indifferent and annoying, two things that don't mix very well at all
i can't make friends with my stupidity and anxiety, and the very few friends that
i do have (if i can even call them that) never speak to me and seem to just be drifting away

i mean, i try my best to be a likable person, trying to take interest in what they like,
compliment them, ect, but i always seem to mess it up with my ignorance and
idiocy, slip away because of my anxiety, or just have them try to avoid me

i don't know what to do. i guess i'm pretty much doomed to be alone.

you aren't doomed to be alone!
and you aren't a nuisance c:
you're not annoying or indifferent
maybe slowly talk to people
maybe just start off by saying hi, how are you
and then ask about their day
and if you're more comfortable, start asking them
more questions and stuff.
you won't be alone forever, you'll
make friends soon.
good luck <3

[onion]

i really feel like im a nuisance to my friends and pretty much everyone in general
i'm indifferent and annoying, two things that don't mix very well at all
i can't make friends with my stupidity and anxiety, and the very few friends that
i do have (if i can even call them that) never speak to me and seem to just be drifting away

i mean, i try my best to be a likable person, trying to take interest in what they like,
compliment them, ect, but i always seem to mess it up with my ignorance and
idiocy, slip away because of my anxiety, or just have them try to avoid me

i don't know what to do. i guess i'm pretty much doomed to be alone.

i know the feeling... but you arent alone, youre never alone. theres always new people to meet and new friends to be made. i struggle with anxiety too on top of several other mental illnesses, so i understand how horrible it is to feel isolated and alone.
maybe instead of trying to take interest in what they like all the time, offer to do something you like! if youre okay with online friends, the clubs/armies forum can be really helpful for finding people with similar interests. thats actually how i met my best friend- we were strangers and didnt even like each other, but when we found out we both like 21 pilots, it instantly sparked a conversation, which led to us being friends.
and in any case, please feel free to pm me any time. i post on this thread a lot and even though i have a couple close friends, i get really lonely too. my inbox is always open, and i say that as a friend, not just a stranger on a forum.
stay safe no matter what <3