|TheComfortCorner|

[pandas<3green]

my foster sister, who I've had since she was two days old left a week ago. She'll be nine months on the fifth. She went to go live with her aunt and uncle, who just showed up after she thinks my family and I are HER family. I can't stand the aunt and uncle and now this poor baby thinks we don't love her and that we abandoned her.
Foster care, like being a foster family SUCKS

[seep5]

my foster sister, who I've had since she was two days old left a week ago. She'll be nine months on the fifth. She went to go live with her aunt and uncle, who just showed up after she thinks my family and I are HER family. I can't stand the aunt and uncle and now this poor baby thinks we don't love her and that we abandoned her.
Foster care, like being a foster family SUCKS

*hugs*
I can only imagine how emotionally painful that is, but I am sure you were with her long enough to make a positive impression on her life and that will be with her forever C:

[strawbewwy.]

Basically explains it all.

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*sigh* I could really use some PM's and hugs.

[strawbewwy.]

*sigh* I could really use some PM's and hugs.

*Hugs and snuggles* <3 Don't know what's buggin' ya but I hope you feel better soon.

[seep5]

Basically explains it all.

*hugs*
Well this doesn't really count but...you don't bother me.
You have amazing talent [proof, your signature it's wonderful]
You care about others [proof, how much you post here]
The point is we all bother people, but your good points outweigh your bad points.
And we all know that *Those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind.*
And I doubt that being a bother is your only problem...so be innovative, or find something you love and stick with that.
Maybe all you need is a new wall color. A bit of change goes a long way.
Whether that is positive or negative is up to you.

[Dumezil]

(TW)



My assault case was struck down in court.

I don’t care about that, though. I only care about the reasons they used. Apparently begging someone to stop multiple times does not mean anything.

Apparently “stop” does not always mean stop, in their words. And also if you are shy, never claim assault because you are “naive” and while you may believe you were assaulted, you are just too naive to know it was normal intimacy. In their words.

And the other lawyer is allowed to tell the judge that you are on drugs that cause you to have bad judgement even when you were not nor were you ever, make fun of you and roll her eyes while you are talking in the court, and tell the court that you are an attention seeking religious nut who simply regretted it afterwards.

Totally makes a person want to unrestrict an assault. My own lawyer didn't even call me; I had to read it in the news. Nobody has called me because nobody cares. Just another number messed up by the system.

I just want make this all stop. I need it all to stop. I've been doing this for years and I’m tired. Usually I try to use it to make me a better person. I learn from it. I just can't right now. I'm alone and it hurts.

[strawbewwy.]

(TW)



My assault case was struck down in court.

I don’t care about that, though. I only care about the reasons they used. Apparently begging someone to stop multiple times does not mean anything.

Apparently “stop” does not always mean stop, in their words. And also if you are shy, never claim assault because you are “naive” and while you may believe you were assaulted, you are just too naive to know it was normal intimacy. In their words.

And the other lawyer is allowed to tell the judge that you are on drugs that cause you to have bad judgement even when you were not nor were you ever, make fun of you and roll her eyes while you are talking in the court, and tell the court that you are an attention seeking religious nut who simply regretted it afterwards.

Totally makes a person want to unrestrict an assault. My own lawyer didn't even call me; I had to read it in the news. Nobody has called me because nobody cares. Just another number messed up by the system.

I just want make this all stop. I need it all to stop. I've been doing this for years and I’m tired. Usually I try to use it to make me a better person. I learn from it. I just can't right now. I'm alone and it hurts.

*Hugs* I am so sorry.

[seep5]

(TW)



My assault case was struck down in court.

I don’t care about that, though. I only care about the reasons they used. Apparently begging someone to stop multiple times does not mean anything.

Apparently “stop” does not always mean stop, in their words. And also if you are shy, never claim assault because you are “naive” and while you may believe you were assaulted, you are just too naive to know it was normal intimacy. In their words.

And the other lawyer is allowed to tell the judge that you are on drugs that cause you to have bad judgement even when you were not nor were you ever, make fun of you and roll her eyes while you are talking in the court, and tell the court that you are an attention seeking religious nut who simply regretted it afterwards.

Totally makes a person want to unrestrict an assault. My own lawyer didn't even call me; I had to read it in the news. Nobody has called me because nobody cares. Just another number messed up by the system.

I just want make this all stop. I need it all to stop. I've been doing this for years and I’m tired. Usually I try to use it to make me a better person. I learn from it. I just can't right now. I'm alone and it hurts.

*hugs*
Society is messed up...and that's sad....but your not alone...all those stars are there for you....the world around you, nature, is there for you...music is there for you....I am sure that there are a few people that care as well.
Keep going, you'll make it out someday.

[greysilence]

I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been sad lately. This smile's been harder to fake. I just feel upset a lot of the time. I'll be with friends, and as soon as I get home I just wanna cry. Sometimes my friends don't even make me feel happy anymore.

Cute couples are making me dread everything. School, TV, movies, books. I don't know why, but they do. I want these unrealistic relationships that are pointless to hope for.

My appetite. I'm starving, but I just can't eat. I don't want to. Like, I'm just too lazy to get off of the couch to get food.

Everything. The little things. They bother me. I just get annoyed so easily anymore. Being annoyed is making me annoyed. Does that even make sense?

I don't know. I shouldn't be unhappy, there's a plethora of people who have it worse than me. I need to get over myself. *ends rant*