by Azarath » Thu Nov 27, 2014 3:23 pm
Dear J,
I know we have a strange history. Every single time you've rejected me, I felt like crying. In some cases, I actually did. I couldn't bear the thought that you would like K more, even though you two have been best friends for ages. She helped me get closer to you, and it hurt so much that she backstabbed me like that and went out with you. When I asked you to HC, I thought you would say yes. I think I got my hopes way too high, and they came crashing down on me once again. Yet, despite it all, I can't stop thinking about you. And I think I'm in love with you, because every day that you talk to me for more than five seconds makes me consider it a good day. A really good day. So maybe this isn't love, since I think you're still a bit weirded out about my relationship last year. But I think it might be love. I hope one day, we can be more than friends and you won't think I'm a stalker and you'll like me more than friends.
Sincerely,
Lex
Dear C,
Last year, I thought you were a really good friend. At first, I just invited you to play basketball with me and my other friends. They told me that it wasn't a good idea, but I thought that everyone didn't like you because you still liked Disney and fairies. I thought it was just some weird prejudice that they had, but in truth they had solid evidence to back up why it wouldn't be a good idea to befriend you. Of course, I didn't listen to them. I continued inviting you to hang out with us despite the interests of my friends. Soon, you befriended them too. You were really girly and kind of obnoxious at times, which I hated, but since you were such a good listener (sort of) I was willing to look past it.
Fast forward a few months and I'm starting to realize why they didn't like you. You never stopped talking about S even though he rejected you. You were obsessed. You began creating drama about him, and when I told you that I didn't appreciate it, you acted like I was such a jerk. You barely listened to me anymore, even though I tried my hardest to listen to you.
Fast forward another few months. I have a girlfriend. You try and get way too involved with our relationship. Even though you say you support it, I can tell that you don't. You don't care at all anymore about whatever problems I'm having. I was crying in the bathroom because I hated this relationship and not once did you give me comfort. When we broke up, you started showing yourself again. You took me to dinner and a movie and I was so grateful to have you as my friend.
Fast forward again. You still hold the breakup dinner thing over my head. You act as if you know me so well, when in actuality, you don't . It isn't about me, it's about the perks that come with me. You're obsessed with your boyfriend. That's all you ever talk about, yet when HC comes around, you start flirting with another boy yet you say it's okay. If your boyfriend flirted with someone else, you would hate it, but when you do it, it's perfectly okay. You create drama and go behind my back, telling my best friend that I wanted to go to HC with him as friends. You create drama, and to my face tell me that I'm the reason you aren't popular. You tell me people are talking about me, and all you are is a person causing stress in my life. I begin ignoring you, and then you come and talk to me about it. We start yelling, and I tell you I don't want to be friends anymore, so you just say 'bye.' I just wanted an apology. That you'll still try. But I never get one.
Now you're gossiping negatively about me to your boyfriend behind my back. You won't stop following me around. Whatever friend I'm with, you have to talk to them at the exact same time. You act as if I've done so much wrong to you and you don't know why despite me making it perfectly clear. Your boyfriend is going to break up with you. I've known this for a while. And I'm sorry to say this, but I'm looking forward to it immensely. Because when he does, I will have zero sympathy for you.
Enjoy life without me,
Lex
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