|TheComfortCorner|

[jacketgirl]

So today I freaked out and started crying. In the middle of the school hall way I freaked out and begged my friend to not let me hurt myself. I then proceeded to lay on the floor and cry. My friends tried to comfort me but I just started crying and saying things I can't repeat on CS. I feel so bad because a girl I barely started being friends with had to see me like that. I hate that people have to see me freak out. I hate that my friends have to stand a friend like me. I feel so sorry towards my friends. They are the best people in the world and they have a friend like me.
I wish my mother would call the psychologist. I think she keeps waiting for a miracle that's not going to come. I feel like something horrible will have to happen before she will.

[strawbewwy.]

So today I freaked out and started crying. In the middle of the school hall way I freaked out and begged my friend to not let me hurt myself. I then proceeded to lay on the floor and cry. My friends tried to comfort me but I just started crying and saying things I can't repeat on CS. I feel so bad because a girl I barely started being friends with had to see me like that. I hate that people have to see me freak out. I hate that my friends have to stand a friend like me. I feel so sorry towards my friends. They are the best people in the world and they have a friend like me.
I wish my mother would call the psychologist. I think she keeps waiting for a miracle that's not going to come. I feel like something horrible will have to happen before she will.

Trust me sweetheart, it's a good thing your not wanting to hurt yourself. Don't feel bad, they are your friends and want to help you. Try telling your mom that you need help and you need to see a psychologist, or even if it gets extremely bad- don't be afraid to go to the ER. It will get better. I promise you that.

[mandalorian]

My sister ran off because she was grounded and my mom grabbed her for kicking her. I heard my parents saying shes gonna go to foster care and now my parents are fighting </3

[downtongabby]

So today I freaked out and started crying. In the middle of the school hall way I freaked out and begged my friend to not let me hurt myself. I then proceeded to lay on the floor and cry. My friends tried to comfort me but I just started crying and saying things I can't repeat on CS. I feel so bad because a girl I barely started being friends with had to see me like that. I hate that people have to see me freak out. I hate that my friends have to stand a friend like me. I feel so sorry towards my friends. They are the best people in the world and they have a friend like me.
I wish my mother would call the psychologist. I think she keeps waiting for a miracle that's not going to come. I feel like something horrible will have to happen before she will.

I'm so sorry :c Just tell your mom that you feel it's dangerous if she doesn't call the psychologist, I'm sure she'll understand.
You can always PM me <3

[honee bee]

She's all gone...I loved her...My best friend. I really want someone to listen, to hug me, to give advice.

[downtongabby]

She's all gone...I loved her...My best friend. I really want someone to listen, to hug me, to give advice.

*hugs* I'll listen <3

[strawbewwy.]

She's all gone...I loved her...My best friend. I really want someone to listen, to hug me, to give advice.

*Hugs* I'm sorry. What happened?

[Tempting Paris]

i adore my best friend mitchell, whom of which lives very far away & the only way we can see each other is through skype. there's an insanely complicated situation, basically in which he has a girlfriend that he loves & is desperate to fix a relationship with. it's going downhill fast with them, she's slightly controlling. she's already ruined his last friendship with a girl Ty, someone he was super close with. now she's after me, because she doesn't like how close mitch & i are.
[5:25:01 PM] Freakish Hero: It's just stuff with Kerri. It's legit my own fault though:/ I'll sort it. I'm such a ---- sometimes >< you too <3
[5:26:28 PM] Hailie Marie c;: awe what happened now? <3
[5:28:15 PM] Freakish Hero: She's upset about us. How close we are & that. I guess I don't really blame her, she's really upset about it though. I don't really know what to do:/ I can't lose her... We've finally just started working and I've messed up already ><
[5:29:35 PM] Hailie Marie c;: sorry
[5:29:59 PM] Freakish Hero: It's my fault more than anything really. I just really can't do anything right ><
[5:30:57 PM] Hailie Marie c;: well not for nothing, what the ----? you can't have a best friend? it's kinda bull---- tbh, she did this with Ty, too, didn't she?
[5:31:23 PM] Freakish Hero: Because of how I was with Ty & it's the same here really. It's not her fault.
[5:31:52 PM] Hailie Marie c;: yeah but she's being a bit controlling if you want me to be honest.
[5:32:43 PM] Freakish Hero: I don't think she is at all. In her defense if she'd be speaking to people how I was with Ty or how we have then I'd be exactly the same.
[5:33:13 PM] Hailie Marie c;: meh, idk. sorry.
[5:33:48 PM] Freakish Hero: It's my fault.
[5:34:33 PM] Hailie Marie c;: it's not but hey whatever, i figured this would happen sooner or later.
just make her feel better, ok?
[5:35:07 PM] Freakish Hero: I will. If it's the only thing I do right in this life ><
[5:35:45 PM] Hailie Marie c;: yup.
[5:42:36 PM] Hailie Marie c;: good luck.
[5:42:42 PM] Freakish Hero: thanks
[5:52:03 PM] Hailie Marie c;: are you gonna delete me off everything now because just tell me before you do it so I'm not left sad & wondering
[5:52:12 PM] Freakish Hero: no.
[5:52:17 PM] Hailie Marie c;: k.
[5:52:26 PM] Freakish Hero: sorry if I seem blunt.
[5:52:49 PM] Hailie Marie c;: it's whatever, I'm not in the mood for anything anyways, just wanted to clear that up.
[5:54:05 PM] Freakish Hero: meh, fair enough.
[5:55:10 PM] Hailie Marie c;: yup. sorry for ------- off your girlfriend.
[5:55:50 PM] Freakish Hero: It's my fault.
[5:57:48 PM] Hailie Marie c;: k then sorry i'm your friend like idk what you want me to say here.
[6:08:40 PM] Freakish Hero: idk just don't apologise. anyway i'm starting to feel rough again so i'ma go bed before I get worse. love yew. night <3
[6:09:47 PM] Hailie Marie c;: love you too.

those are some messages from skype today. i was being a bit off because of how he's been treating me lately, telling me that he loves me more than anything & anyone & that i mean everything to him & then suddenly discarding me & my feelings when kerri is a little sad or upset. i had sent him multiple messages before that because i've been having a difficult time coping with some things lately saying things like, 'can you help me?' or 'i'm kinda like majorly triggered rn' & got no response until i asked why he was ignoring me, & that first message up there was the response. i'm sorta sick of becoming second best all of the sudden when kerri desides to throw one of her tantrums, especially since he recently found out she was talking to another guy for a few months & considering breaking up with him for said guy.

meh.

sorry if this sounds a little selfish i just seriously needed him earlier & i ended up having to contact a hotline because my 'best friend' wasn't there.

edit; the whole 'are you gonna delete me off everything' thing was because that's what he did to Ty when kerri threw a fit last time.

[theexileofkiem]

(Anyone feel free to pm me while I am gone I promise I will answer when I can )

[fuzziepaws]

Meh... I just had another CS user be incredibly rude about how I apparently am terrible at rarity math. I don't mind when people cancel a trade, but really, you don't have to be so terribly rude about it. I've encountered quite a few rude people on CS lately, and it's really making me lose faith in the people here...

I'm just disappointed.