TheComfortCorner | V.9

[acronymm]

i broke up with my boyfriend after 10 months idk why i feel just.. relieved? i push people away after they get too attached and i hate it. i hate that i hurt him. he was so sweet to me

now im finding myself attracted to my friend. i dont want to make things weird with her so i wont tell her lmao

[Ziggy Zag]

is feeling pain selfish

[Ziggy Zag]

Ever since I got sick I’ve been so attached to you mom
I just want you to hold me
Please just hug me and stroke my head
And don’t ask me why I’m crying
And please don’t tell me there’s no reason to cry
Please never let go of me
Please just don’t
I love you too much

[flooxii]

I don't want to go. please, oh god don't make me go.
this is so stupid.
it's one night.
I'm so dumb.
why do you even talk to me?
I don't get it.
I'm like
the worst person ever.
but I love you
as a friend.
I don't want to not talk to you two days from now.
you're the only person
keeping me together.
love you, bestie.
thanks for keeping me like this.

[shinx.]

i got shoved down the stairs at school today 😭 i smacked my face off the floor and twisted my bad knee and i'm in a lot of pain right now :')

love mondays

[viles]

• i don't think my insurance will cover my hormones right now i wanna cry this is what i was using to motivate myself and i just,,, it's gonna be at least another year i'm pretty sure,, i thought i was going to start my Transition but now it's looking like it's going to have to wait and i just,, idk i'm happy that i'm looking inot things and trying to get things started and if i have to wait i will wait but also it's just,, idk it just feels like so many hoops to jump through before i can live comfortably ig if thats what i have to do thats what i have to do it's just,,, idk infuriating when it feels like my life can only start after i transition
  
  edit: trying to change google accounts so i dont have use my deadname on job applications is such a Process i've been using the same one for years now and i've been avoiding changing it bc i knew it was gonna be a pain in the ass but like skjdfhkd idk i just want to curl and cry why is this so difficult i dont want to completely start over but i might just do it that bc it seems like it might be easier sdkjfhkf im so tired and frustrated rn it could be a lot worse i need to just get over it
  
  edit two: omg i messed up and lost all my youtube watch history im so dumb i hate this i just skjhskdj why is everything so complicated i just dont want to see my deadname anymore why is everything like this i wanted to sleep but i don't feel like i can i just i want to smash my head into a wall or something like skjdhsdkjf
  
  edit three: google is transphobic confirmed?!?!?!?!?!?!? /j but also like this is just so unnecessarily difficult??? google should let you change your email address name??? or link a new email address to your account ykyk like,, i just this is so frustrating and complicated and i hate it like sdkjhsdkhf idk im tired and i need to go to bed but i cant bc im worried about this and its a cycle and i just im starting to get angry so im going to get off cs before i start using Swear Words:tm: KJDSHFKJSD
  
  EDIT: I JUST FOUND OUT THEY HAVE A TRANSFER DATA OPTION BUT IT'S NOT AVAILABLE FOR NORMAL ACCOUNTS THIS IS ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS I AM- I AM ON THE BRINK OF ABSOLUTELY HATING GOOGLE HERE I AM JUST SKDJHDSKFJ THIS IS SO STUPID AND DUMB I AM LIVID IT'S NOT EVEN LOCKED BEHIND A PAYWALL LIKE I WOULD PAY MONEY TO NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS BUT NO I HAVE TO HAVE A G SUITE FOR EDUCATION ACCOUNT WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME GOOGLE WHY
  
  edit the fifth: okay turns out i overcomplicated things so im much calmer now. a lot of things have been moved over to the new account so i think i'm doing alright. some things i won't be able to transfer and im p sure i did officially lose my watch history oops lol. i'm going to have to change my email address on p much all of my accounts so that's Fun (/s) but honestly it's not As Bad as i thought so im content atm
  
  edit number six: fixed a typo that was bugging me
  
  edit seven: forgot to log edit six KJDSHKJF

[Cosmonaught]

take my health seriously even if its not a health issue i am in immense pain and tylenol is a temporary solution please take me home

[screamingrainfrog]

.

[gamer]

I miss being your friend, why'd you have to go and do that :")

[67Phlox]

Okay, it's been.. well, maybe not so good emotionally
but at least I'm decent at not lashing out?? haah just kinda learned that being visibly angry makes things worse
still... pretty anxious, which is why i lock myself out
i mean, its a p good life, but i wish i could be.. uh.. more useful than just cleaning from time to time