Write a Letter you Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[garnet.]

Im sorry I shouldnt have said anything
I really like you and I value our friendship even if you live so far away
sorry

[NatsNeko]

Dear J,
It scares me how much I love you within such a short time.
Only a couple months later and I can't see my life without you in it.
I'm afraid if I told you, then you'd say we're moving too fast even though
you were the only one who told me you loved me first.
Am I silly? Perhaps. But if being in love makes me like this,
then I'll take being silly any day. <3

[❤ Random ❤]

Dear crush,

I feel as if I cannot talk to you. As if I'll get the words caught in my throat. I want to tell you how much I love you,how much I yearn for you.

When you smile,I feel like smiling. You brighten up my day. When I'm down,I think of you. When I cannot see you,it almost drives me mad. The only thing I would want in this moment right now,is to be in your arms.

I know you don't know me,but when you walked through that door as the new student,I felt a spark. A connection. A little feeling. I just don't know how to explain it,nor know if you feel the same way. I'm not even sure what this feeling even is. Love? I'm not sure.

This morning,although I was in a hurry and confused,it took one smile of yours to calm me down. I'm not sure if you feel this same way,but I do.

- M

[Lu Bu]

Dear Mom,

No, it's not harmful unless I overdo it. Yesterday you said it was fine, but now suddenly you say I won't be getting any more? I'm not a child anymore. I'll be 30 in a few years.

[Nawratus]

Dear ___,

You helped me out today, me. You helped the girl in your Theatre class, the one who doesn't talk to anyone, the one who has no smile, the one that is awkward, and sarcastic. You helped that girl out today, the one no one could. You helped her by picking up her stuff when they fell. Oh, this sounds like a chick flick. It seems that the girl has developed some feelings. Yes, actual feelings. The girl who has a non-existent smile feels nervous whenever she's around you. She wants you to be her friend, and then boyfriend. But of course, you two cannot be together, can you? Diversity loves to ruin things, now doesn't it? You're a jock, she's an anti-social artist/writer. How did your interaction happen?
You two also bumped into each other after lunch. A slight flutter enveloped this girl, giving her those thoughts that she can't get rid of. The ones where you start to get worried that this person doesn't know who you are, or why you're here. Or the ones where you think that you're just over-thinking so many things. The girl can't read you. She can read everybody else, but you. You gave no emotion when you helped her, why is that? Why was there no emotion? A part of the girl thinks that this is a sign, but most part of her thinks it was just... an accident. You were probably just there at the right time. Now that she has developed feelings for you, the jock, it is going to be hard for her to guess what will happen. That boy who likes her now, she doesn't like him. She doesn't want to like you, and she's trying her best to like her friend, but as hard as she tries, she can't. She's waiting. Waiting for someone to ave her. Can you do the job? Because you'll disappoint her, you'll disappoint me.

[homebody]

dear stupid cute and judgmental boy,
i'm truly over you.
yes, you're highly cute.
but you're very rude.
i respect your decisions and opinions,
but i do not agree with them.
i can no longer accept how you bash
people for their likes/dislikes/looks.
i'll still be your friend, as that's all we've ever been.
i want to hate you, but i'm afraid i can never do that.
you led me on for the longest time.
and it sucked.
you suck.
but you're a good friend.
it's better off that friends is all we'll ever be.
i don't think anything more than friendship would work for us.
i hope you continue to be happy.
i'll be there for you, but not the way i used to be.
i hope you understand.
even if you don't understand, i don't really care anymore.

- your friend k.

[apollo.]

Dear you,
We've known each other for 11 years now. My earliest memory of you is you standing up for me honestly. I truly love you for that. I love all of you guys. Sucks that we don't sit near each other Hunh? I tell you this all the time but I miss all of you guys.
My stomach still flips whenever I see you, and whenever you talk to me I choke and can't breathe. It's funny how much you effect me. Wow. Man I became the stereotypical teenage girl didn't i? You still talk to me, and totally didn't deny being in a relationship with me, so I gotta guess that doesn't bother you too much right? I know you hate fake people but I don't know if I am someone fake anymore. I miss how easy things used to be.
-Apollo.



Other guy,
I love you, we've been friends forever. But you know what my earliest memory of you is? You cruelly bullying me. I know we were probably just 4 but you were and always have been a jerk. You take nothing seriously, and your joking is mean, and destructive. Every day we go through the process of you taking my lunch, you pawing through it, and taking one thing. You don't intend to eat it, of course not. You know what you do though? You crush it, and make fun my whole lunch. I'm sorry I snapped today, but I'm done with you. I'm stressed out to my max, and I don't want to do this thing anymore. I know people ship us, and you've never been afraid to tell me that. I know that before this year maybe you've never even considered me like that, but there are those times when you're actually nice to me, and I'm pretty sure you have a crush on me. Or maybe you just like flirting with me? I don't really know. I don't like you that way. You know, I silently resent you with every fiber of my being. I try to move on, but it's so hard. I've forgiven you, but every once in a while these memories pop back up. You can't take anything seriously, and you know what that would be fine, but you frequently dis the only thing I'm good at, and you won't take anyone seriously. When I'm miserable, and close to a nervous breakdown, you continue to push me. When I style my hair perfectly for pictures, you have to mess it up. When I tell you about leveling up, you either say "congrats I bet your mom is so proud" in a sarcastic tone, or go on a rant about how stupid the whole thing is. Does tearing me down make you feel big? Hunh? Is that it? I don't know what your deal is, but you've been a jerk to me since the day we met 11 years ago.
I'm done with you. I refuse to take you anymore, I've got three words for you. I. Am. Done.

From apollo.

[Ƙαтƨʋκι]

Dear B,

i know we've been friends for a year now, and i know you probably dont think anything more of me then just a friend, but i've had feelings for you since the first time we've talked.
i dont know exactly it was about you, maybe it's your honesty, how different and caring you are then any other guy i've ever met.
But i'm pretty sure you dont feel the same about me.
i know how many girls are jumping at a chance to be with you, even if you cant see it.
i would spend my whole lifetime staying up to talk to you until 3 in the morning because you cant sleep.
but you dont see that, or else you just dont say anything.
but it's okay because i'd give anything just to keep talking to you and to be there for you.
i hope someday that i will gain the courage to tell you how i feel, or even be the first person to message you everyday. but i dont think that will be happening anytime soon. i dont want to ruin what we already have.
but as your life moves on, i bet you will soon have a girlfriend or even someone to replace me because i know im not good enough for you.
i just hope you're happy, that is all i wish for.

Sincerely, K

[♥ Konata ♥]

Dear girl I saw a lot of years ago,
I remember when I was playing the maroon test when I was 7 and you kept staring at me. I wanted to talk and play with you but I was too shy. I enjoyed it when you were staring at my parents phone while I was playing. You looked amazed. My parents were done and told me to go. I wanted to say goodbye but yet again I was shy. I left and never saw you again. I miss you my long lost sorta friend.

Konata aj

[Nawratus]

Dear E,

You have a small crush on me, I can feel it all the way through my bones. The way you stare at me, and think. It's like I can hear every thought you have. Your eyes show me how much you admire me, how much you feel awkward around me. How it's hard for you to cope with me when I never smile, or talk. You try, and try, but nothing works. You're trying too hard to get my attention, to talk to me, to watch me. Trying, trying, trying - that's all you do, try. Don't. Nothing's working. Do you know why I have no feelings toward you? Because you're really mean. Your words hit me like a punch. You think you're being impressive, but really... you're not. Every-time I hear your voice, I just want to cringe, and run away, maybe even punch you. I can't take it. I have this horrible hatred for you that I cannot describe. And the worst part about it... is that you have a crush on me! But, you're just like the rest of the men/boys in my life.... jerks. That's all you are...a jerk. You try too hard. And you're trying is making me run away. So, stop. I want you to not have a crush on me. Though, at the same time I'm flattered to know that someone in this school actually likes me. Now I have two boys to deal with. Two guys crushing on me, who would've have suspected that? Yes, I get it - the mysterious type is cute. I know, I get that alot. I get that I'm pretty (I admit it, with shame; but I will always be modest), but I don't want someone who only likes me for my looks. I don't want someone who is rude all the time. My mother said that I'm going to be that girl who will break hearts, not, but not as a rich girl way, just one of those kind girls who has a lot of guys liking her. I'm not bragging here about myself, I'm just merely giving my perspective on this situation that I absolutely hate!
Why out of everyone do you have to like me? You could like any other girl. But, I see, I'm a hard nut to crack with my monotone voice, and non-existent smile. A lot of people think I'm sad, but I'm just tired all the time. I get enough sleep, but somehow, everyday, I'm just..... tried. I don't know why. I like my smile, but I never use it unless it's a happy day for me. Everyday is usually a neutral day, where I just don't care about anything. Anyway, please stop liking me.......please.

Sincerely,
-M

Dear boy from my dreams as a child,

Where did you go? I was convinced that you were real when I was young. I guess that was because... I was alone. My mother said that I used to describe you as "black", or "A black Manikin". Though, I could not say that when I was two. I still remembered you throughout my child-hood, and still remember you now, as a teenager. You were my only close friend. The only one I could truly trust. I used to think that you lived down the street, and your mother used to drop you off at my house everyday. My mother had to baby-sit you the whole day. I don't know if you were a dream, or not. My mother thinks that you were my "guardian angel" at the time. I used to talk about you a lot, for you were the only friend I really had at that time. I'm still lonely, like I was as a child. All I want to know is what happened to you? As I grew up.... it's like you vanished form me completely. I could tell anything to you. You felt so... "real", but not. I hope this doesn't sound crazy, but I really did believe that you were real; I was almost in a trance. Anyway, I hope you moved on to another lonely child, giving them the friendship they truly needed. Bye old friend, I will miss you greatly.

Sincerely,
That lonely girl you used to know.