Pixelatedcow wrote:I need help. I always feel like I'm different from everyone else, because I think differently, I think on different sides that others don't think on. My friend says she thinks the same way, but we disgusted our feelings on a topic and I even thought differently than her. It doesn't feel right that I think this way. Ever since I was in 5th grade I had realized this way of thinking, and I always wanted someone to agree with me, someone to think as deeply as I think. And ever since 5th grade I've felt I've always wanted to change the world, do something to make others happy, but I feel like I'm alone and I can't do that. I see the flaws in our society today, but I see no one on the side I'm on. I feel so alone.
And I also have different interests than everyone else. I don't know why, but I've always had in interest in dark and scary things. My friends think it's weird when I show them things I like and they always respond that I'm too "morbid." I guess I can be. I also am attracted to different types of people that others aren't attracted too. I'm a girl, other girls would prefer a guy that is hot, while I would prefer someone who thinks like me, or could communicate about different topics. I would want someone that would see things differently like I see. But there's one problem I think I may be asexual, so I'll have to pitch the idea of ever finding a love of my life. It really doesn't matter if I live lonely, I really don't care, it won't tear me to the ground, but I just want someone I can talk to, and someone that could agree with me.
Does anyone else feel like they think differently than everyone else?
Being different is tough, but it is the people that think differently that *do* change the world!
Don't follow the sheep, the crowd of people that accept the world around them as it is. Don't let others tell you what to think. Don't put yourself into a box to make others more comfortable. Don't force yourself into a romance just to "fit in".
You do you, babe.
All of my heroes have bucked the trend and made a difference by thinking differently.
My best friend and I both grew up hundreds of miles apart from each other. We have an asexual, non-tactile relationship, and we both think very differently. But we have a lot of similar interests and enjoy many of the same books and shows. Finding someone may take time, but you will, I promise.
School is such a phase of trying to fit in when you should be finding out who you are. You are one step ahead of the game. You know who you are. That is the first clue that you will go on to do great things!
Now is where it all starts, though. This is your origin story - make it great!
