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[skunkiii]

Guys sorry to come in sounding all demanding.. But I need help.. I'm like crying over not getting a text.. It's really kinda pointless but I love him and I want to hear from him... He could have at least told me he was gonna be busy or something, but no I get the silent treatment and I see him on another website, how great?

[fika.]

Guys sorry to come in sounding all demanding.. But I need help.. I'm like crying over not getting a text.. It's really kinda pointless but I love him and I want to hear from him... He could have at least told me he was gonna be busy or something, but no I get the silent treatment and I see him on another website, how great?

hey don't be upset,
some people are too busy to tell people that
maybe message him again
he should reply c: if not he's not worth your time c:
good luck <3

[[deleted user 39490]]

I can't stand this mental torture. I beat myself up all the time, I live in constant confusion and am unsure about everything. I hate it so much.

My mom is quite great at messing with your mind, always making you feel like you did something wrong. She's so amazing at being passive aggressive. That's not sarcasm by the way, it's hard to make me feel like this, to make me feel like I'm insane. To make me question myself like this and always feel like this. Always feel insecure and always questioning myself. Sure, my dad wasn't exactly the kindest all the time, but at least he was direct. Direct I can take. Tell me I'm a liar, that I'm terrible, that I'm going to fail and be the worst. I will take it, cry, and get over it. It's this mental game she plays to get what she wants, to get the effect she wants.

Every day she uses another sickness to get a reaction. "Oh, today I feel tired and can barely see and the world is spinning. I hope I don't die. Doing all of this work is going to kill me." Every. Flipping. Time. The first few times I felt bad and fell for it, but I highly doubt she's dying every other day. She also does this thing where she's passive aggressive to make you feel bad. I asked how she was when she woke up from her nap because she seemed pretty cranky. What did she say? "Oh, I'm fine. I mean, I hate that I have to wake up only to clean dishes. I wish I wasn't the one doing this. Oh, but don't worry about me, go ahead and go. I'm fine." Usually, I fell for this and would say, "No! Let me do it!" but I'm done. This time, I literally said, "Okay. Hope you feel better." and walked off. I can't stand this.

What happened just now? She made dinner for me, three of my brothers, one of their girlfriends, her, and my stepdad. Me and one of my brothers sat at the table and were joking and laughing when she said that we should go into the kitchen and eat, where they all were. I said okay and went in with my brother. What did she do then? She said, "You guys eat here." and took the rest of them into the dining room to eat. She said that we were being too loud and that we only talked about video games and cat videos. The night before, when I sat with them, I talked about what they were. In a matter of fact, I barely spoke because I wanted to let them speak.

Now I feel like I've done something wrong, and don't know what I've done wrong. It's tearing me up internally. I hate it so much, and don't know what to do. I hate myself and my sensitivity and my always wanting to please others. I hate that I always blame myself for everything, and I still do.

I can't do this anymore.

mm. sounds cliche but i understand this. mom's manipulative, and being manipulated sucks. if possible avoid your mother. cry wolf like she does. disengage if you have to. she is manipulating you. i hate to tell you that but it's true. she wants you to stick around. my best advice; go far away for college and only answer her calls when you're home.
hang in there and hmu if you need a pal.

I know... It's just that there's nothing I can do. I have a few years until college comes and there's no escape for me. I still have a few months until I can drive, so it's not like I can go off to cool down or visit friends. I'm stuck here constantly tearing myself apart, knowing how manipulative she is and helpless against it. I'm seeing a therapist, but nothing is helping...

[northy.]

I felt like posting here and saying that I am so distraught about David Bowie and hoping that some other people will understand ): I miss him already.



I'm listening to star man and as the world falls down, just finished watching Labyrinth.

[fika.]

I felt like posting here and saying that I am so distraught about David Bowie and hoping that some other people will understand ): I miss him already.



I'm listening to star man and as the world falls down, just finished watching Labyrinth.

dude honestly same
he was such a great artist
but hey the only way to get over it is
by listening to some good 'ol david bowie c;
it's hard, i know :c
good luck <3

[anathema]

I felt like posting here and saying that I am so distraught about David Bowie and hoping that some other people will understand ): I miss him already.

I'm listening to star man and as the world falls down, just finished watching Labyrinth.

i understand completely. we lost a legend. at least he released blackstar last friday, and we have his last songs to listen to. i was listening to heroes on saturday, and i felt like something was off... two days later, i found out that he died. all i can really say is that death is inevitable and it happens to all of us... but just know that he's up in space playing music in the stars. <3

[Montgomery Gator]

I'm not your personal Punching bag.

[master of spaz]

I'm not your personal Punching bag.

No, no you're not. And if someone treats you like that, you just might need to flinch back. I hope it gets better <3

[emerson royale,]

God.. Since it happened... I've been looked at funny... Laughed at.. Comments like: "you should have died" come up and... I can't do it... Help?

[fika.]

God.. Since it happened... I've been looked at funny... Laughed at.. Comments like: "you should have died" come up and... I can't do it... Help?

hey listen
you are so much better than what people say you are
no one deserves to die
you shouldn't have died
you're loved and wanted and especially liked
stick your beautiful head up high and ignore all those
buggers who don't know any difference between
"ignorance" and being a butt head.
listen to me:
you. didn't. and. shouldn't. have. died.
i'm glad you're alive
i'm glad you're living
i'm glad you're breathing
please don't ever give up
<3