TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Skiv]

Art has always been my thing. But now, I don’t know what to draw! It’s like with all the other things in life I need art and I can’t draw! Any ideas?

Maybe listen to some music, or browse Pinterest for some inspiration? Those are things I tend to do~
Finding Art Challenges on tumblr or deviantArt are also a pretty fun thing to jump-start your creative process~

[ptolemaea]

Art has always been my thing. But now, I don’t know what to draw! It’s like with all the other things in life I need art and I can’t draw! Any ideas?

Maybe listen to some music, or browse Pinterest for some inspiration? Those are things I tend to do~
Finding Art Challenges on tumblr or deviantArt are also a pretty fun thing to jump-start your creative process~

Ooh, those are some good ideas! I’ll definitely use those!

[sillies]

rant 1 ;;

im done. i quit. i can't do this anymore.

-- end of rant 1

rant 2;;

why do i have to be related to that woman
why, of all people, do i have to be related
to someone who changes moods in an inst
ant?? someone who yells at her own mother
in PuBLIC?? rEally??? god am i lucky i didn't
get any of her mental illnesses. id be emb
arrased to be like that.

-- end of rant 2

rant 3;;

... i hate valentine's day. and the day before it.

[crucifying.]

just wanted to pop in and tell everyone that things will be alright. at the end of a storm is a rainbow and things will look up for you. people love you, people care about you even if you don't think so/know it. i promise that people love you, and cherish you deeply even if they sometimes don't act like they do. life is cruel a lot of times, trust me, i know, but i promise things will get better.
maybe not today, tomorrow or even next week, but one day they will. all you have to do is hold on until that day, and find ways to make things better.
here are some songs that always make me feel better:
rock songs:
the red- chevelle
change- deftones
zombie- the cranberries
everlong- foo fighters

pop/alternative songs:
vegas lights- panic! at the disco
ain't it fun- paramore
kinda outta luck- lana del rey
(minor language warning!) teddy picker- arctic monkeys
perhaps vampires is a bit strong but...- arctic monkeys

things to do if you are feeling overly sad:
-drink tea
-hot shower/bath
-draw
-write
-sing
-clean your room (trust me, it really does help, especially to music!)
-play video games
-write how you feel in a journal
-look at houses online (it sounds super dumb, i know, but i just go on zillow sometimes and look at houses and imagine living there or daydream haha, it's actually fun!)
-read a book
-play with your animals if you have one
-paint
-go for a jog/run
-go swimming

i promise one day everything will get better!

[yusakuna]

i've been really jealous of my best friend who's prettier, has a better personality and is smarter than me but recently i've been **trying** to turn that jealousy into inspiration to make myself a better person so i dont break our relationship bc i was being stupid since i love her a lot,, i'm just feeling a little jealous and the feeling's been nagging at me at the back of my head ovo;;

[crabodile]

ah alright. i have been kind of failing a class at achool and it is killing me because i've always tried so hard to be friendly and smart and not just out there. and i know one of the reasons i'm not alone at school is that my mom worked to put me in social situations, and god it worked, and now i have some friends i know i can depend on but

i feel like such a failure.

in this class we're on our third teacher. the first left for a job closer to home, the second disappeared with no reason before the second week, and now the third just plain ticks me off..

we've repeated three chapters three or four times and the other classes (there are two different teachers for the same thing here, the one i have is supposed ro be teaching younger kids) are so far ahead because they have a good teacher that didn't leave.

okay, that sounds kind of harsh. yeah, i'm salty our first teacher left (i really liked her) but she had taught at our school for sooo long and she deserved a closer place. she drove pretty far really early everyday.

but i'm afraid. i'm used as an example to the class all the time.
it makes me anxious because lately, i've been trying but it just isn't working. in their eyes i'm supposed to be perfect and have no problems and get some astounding grade because, oh, all my life i've actually tried to pass school. i regret a lot, and one of my close friends is also failing the same class.

it is really hard because whenever i tell myself it is okay, i'll bring the grade up, it drops lower and someone else uses me as an example. it is hard because i don't want everyone to see me, the perfect little example fail. after years of this it is drilled in my mind and i can't just get rid of thoughts with a snap of my fingers.









and my chinchilla.

i love her so so much. i've had her for a few months but i don't feel like i can get her all these extra toys and treats and i feel really bad.

i don't want her to grow up not spoiled. sometimes, i realize that maybe she'd be off better.

i don't want tot be selfish because she was born the day my dog died.

my dad bought her and had no idea, but now i have her papers and it majes me feel so bad because why should he, if he really is her now in the twisted way everyone claims, have to live for another seventeen years here? we have the bare necessities, probably more if they'd finally leave, and everyone says that it is okay, everything will work out.


not everything works out.

i've bonded much quicker with her than anyone in my family thought. she understands when to be quiet and stay still and is stays close when i'm crying and doubting myself. one time when i was crying, she started squealing and only stopped when i held her.

my friends and her are the only reasons i haven't broken yet. i lost my dog after having him all my life and one of my friends told me once she was surprised i hadn't gone silent or broke away from anyone yet.

yeah. i'm breaking it off there. i'm really sorry it is so long!! sorry for ranting twice in one, too, and no one really has to answer ^^ just needed to get that off my chest i suppose.

[shuhalo]

how do i even manage to do things??? like wow my mental health is getting from worse to dumpster fire and wih my family’s really bad mental health history it might get worse for me

i’m trying really hard to comfort people and trying to suggest ways to help but i am really bad at the former and honestly? i kinda want someone to do that for me now. i really need someone to tell me it’ll be better.

also i’ve been so time strapped and i also just realised i am really, really bad at time management. i procrastinate but in the end i feel like maybe that’s not a really bad thing because i seem to work better when the pressure is on now but i kind of wish i didn’t procrastinate because i don’t feel like i actually do anything other than look at my phone. i mean i could be completing things or writing but i’ve been so unmotivated nowadays to do anything other than lie around and i end up being too tired by the end of the day

tl;dr wish i had my life in order

[Monomares]

agh why did this happen

Had two anxiety attacks, one while getting ready, and one on the way to school. My friend tried to help, bless her heart, but nothing was working. Once my teacher started talking, i closed my eyes and tried breathing.
Ended up asking to go to the washroom where i called my dad. We talked, and I went and got my english and history work for the day, and left.
I feel better, but still off. I never have anxiety like that right before/in school. I have no idea what happened. I was also trying not to throw up. I feel super tired and unmotivated to do this english work. I feel like i could take a nap right now, which is not like me. I think the only reason i'm not freaking out right now is because of the anxiety medication i took earlier. I really can't have days like this, it's only week 2 of semester 2, i'm risking my exemption.

Long story short: bad morning.

[momincharge]

so. waking up, being yelled at, realizing its monday, and having an exam is a great way to start the day :)
i. swear. to. god. im. going. to. slap. some. one.

edit; lmao i also just found out i failed a class :)
music is useless anyway but now i can't get my ipad back and i can't talk to my crush on valentines day-

[General Chaos]

still can't believe he's gone...