TheComfortCorner | V.9

[mcr]

i hope you're alright
my paranoia gets the best of me

[flooxii]

[deleted]

[Guest]

i'm still so in love with you.
and it hurts.
i hate that you're in texas and i'm not. maybe i'd have a better chance if i was.
i want you so bad.
i'm going to do anything, seriously. i just wish we had what we had before
i miss you.
i'm so in love.

[cainhurst]

i messed up at work and i've not been so full of self-loathing in a long, long time

[Drive Like Jehu]

stop
oh my god just stop
just respect me for one second
it's not funny. it's not a joke. why do you think it's funny to do this

[azemyc]

why cant stuff just Work Out
I havent gotten my first paycheck. Its been four weeks.
I barely have several hundred to my name and bills due, including heat and electricity

My desktop, my main source of other income but its dying

This move is destroying me

[shinx.]

i wish you were here, i miss you a lot. it's been 185 days):
i got two offers for universities, i'm still waiting to hear back from another two. i really wish i could tell you and share the excitement with you, you're literally the only person i genuinely want to share this with):

[Guest]

I'm really annoyed at the fact that my mom keeps questioning mt reasons to do things or to not go places. Me not going won't change anything so just leave me alone?
R's wedding? Why would I go? It's pretty far away and going would be harmful for my dog. We barely know eachother and he is one of the biggest reasons whymy self steem has been horrible since I was a kid. I mean, what kind of person says to their aunt "oh wow I thought your daughter was gonna be the prettiest cousin, what happened? Why is she so fat?". (Also what kind of mom tells her 8yo that their cousin said that about them?). I get that he is my cousin and never meant for me to know that he said that, honestly I would have gone if it wasn't 16 hours away or if my dog had someone to stay with, but on that situation and given our relationship i'd just rather not. He isn't a bad guy, but we're not that close and I have other priorities
As for not going to J's birthday, I clearly don't like J, I never did. And everyone knows that, including him. From the day I met him he keeps disrespecting my boundaries and I don't want to be around him because of that. So no, I won't go to his birthday. And no, I don't care that he is my cousin's husband. He has no excuse to disrespect me constantly and I don't have to tolerate him just because he married someone who deserves someone better.
Even if I did not have a reason to go to things it's annoying that she keeps questioning everything I do or don't do. I have always been a pretty reasonable person and do things to please others very frequently, if I don't want to do something what's the issue with that?

[Cosmonaught]

QUIET!!!!!! PLEASE

[tea rose]

"i hope my friends know they can talk to me about anything that's bothering them anytime" no, i hope my friends know i've been viewed as a dumpster for people's trauma with disregard toward my humanity since i was very little, to the point that hearing nothing more than a minor vent from somebody gives me anxiety attacks and forces me to isolate myself. i hope my friends care enough about my mental health to take a moment to step back and think if today could be a bad day to make the topic super heavy all of a sudden. i hope my friends won't demand vulnerability from me 2 days into knowing me and accept that many people are friends who do nothing but enjoy each other's company. i hope my friends have compassion for ME. i hope my friends take care of ME. i've given up on discord servers, library events, the idea of volunteer work; if the many glimpses i've gotten into potential friends are what friendship truly is, i want no part in it. everyone wants the perfect friend, yet i'm the only person who's ever tried to be one.