Fiery Sunkat wrote:My mom purposely keeps me from doing things I like to do and makes me unhappy to prove she has control. She'll give me dirty looks and stuff and make me depressed, but then she yells at me when I cry and I don't get enough alone time to be away from her and my annoying sister.
The only access I have to music (my source of happiness and venting, like poetry, except... that's just venting with no happiness involved) is through this laptop. She knows I love music and I have not been 'hogging' the laptop or anything, but she demands I turn it off. :C She does different things for control. She won't let me write or be alone or watch tv or anything like that when she feels she needs to prove something.
I have also been having a build-up of fury lately and I don't know why. I'm suspecting it is from my insomnia and the exhaustion, though. I don't know, I wish I could at least keep my music, but she wants me to turn it off. :C
Oh, Gala... *hugs tightly*
I will call you Gala forever ;3;But that does seem like quite the situation. 3:
Your mom may be stressed or upset over something, and doesn't want more trouble, and therefore is acting 'tyrannic' as a result. Perhaps she doesn't know how harsh she's being to you.
Try sitting down with her and explaining that you don't like the way she's treating you. Or maybe, instead of the random 'you can't go on the laptop' all the time, maybe set some new rules; limiting computer time to about one-two hours each day, or sharing the computer between your mom, yourself, and your sister.
I hope everything works out in the end, and if you still need help, feel free to PM me. <333