TheComfortCorner | V.7

[Spearow]

i'm sad, my favorite betta, Petra died. she was around three years old. xc and its kind of mean to say favorite but she was, i always have a few female bettas at a time (different tanks), they get looked over for their shorter fins and have just as much personality as the males. she was the most aggressive little thing, always chasing fingers along the sides of her tank. like a little shark. <3 going to miss her. she and the other cambodian crowtail i got around the same time were injured when i bought them. she with a near-missing fin, and Priscilla, the other female, looked like she got shut in something with her spine deformed (she is still alive and still crooked >.<). i miss my Petra already, poor baby. xc

[ethium]

Just a vent nobody by any means needs to do anything about this. Just gotta get this outta my head.

So just Wednesday everything and everyone seemed fine in my little friend group. On Thursday it was like everyone was at everybody's throats. Three friends split and went to one tree outside, two friends (bf and gf so it was understandable) split up and went to the field and the final four (me, my bff, and two others) said at the original place where we used to all hang out. Me, not wanting to seem like I was only sticking with my bff (Ok maybe I was a little bit afraid so I clung to his side like a frightened dog) I hopped groups moving from one group to the next one and hearing what was happening. What I discovered was one group was mad at this one person in the original group and they left because they were being bothered. The bf and gf had stuff to work out so they went off on their own and there was this one girl who was actually being called horrible things from another person in the group behind the entire groups back. Now everyones split up and its not just me and my bff sitting alone together. In a span of two days my entire friend group just dispersed and annihilated all contact with one another. I can only reach the gf (she's a close friend) and my bff. The others don't want to speak with me for some reason.
I'm frustrated, upset, disappointed and annoyed. This isn't the first time these specific people have done something similar to this but never in this span of time. Normally it lasts one lunch period and then it's over.

[Kiyomice]

It's hard to be happy. It's like I have this permanent filter over me, cranking down my mood.

[darkin]

i feel so drained to the point i can't do anything.
i stay up all night, go to bed around 9-10 am, then wake up at 9 pm.

I just need a break from overworking myself but i can't stop since i have so much to do. i did this last year and it got to the point it took my laptop to break for me to stop, i broke down after that and took a hiatus.

[TzatzikiTheLeg]

i really need encouragement, life sucks for me right now.
please send a pm.

do we only get pms if people want to know about our problems, because they're bored maybe? all i needed was a sentence or a picture of a puppy or something.
well that's pathetic.

[Skiv]

i really need encouragement, life sucks for me right now.
please send a pm.

do we only get pms if people want to know about our problems, because they're bored maybe? all i needed was a sentence or a picture of a puppy or something.
well that's pathetic.

I understand your frustration, however I think you need to understand that people come to this thread to relieve their own pent up emotions and worries, and sometimes it's just not healthy to also take on the burden of other individual's emotional burdens.
There are users who pop in specifically to announce that their pm's are open, if you want to browse back a few pages, I'm sure you'll find them.
I myself try to pm people when I can, but lately I've been terribly depressed and just cannot muster the positive attitude that is needed to help people.
There are a lot of people on this site, so please don't feel left out or mad that nobody is responding. Sometimes you have to seek out help instead of waiting for somebody to come to you.
I hope you are doing much better, and I'm sorry you feel this way. Wishing you the best! <3 I might not be in the best of spirits to offer a positive reply, but please do feel free to message me if you like <3 I always do my best to offer positive advice or just words of encouragement.
Forgive me if this sounds like I'm trying to scold, I just don't want people to feel like their worries aren't worth the effort or feel left out on this thread.

Thank you Tzatziki for the lovely images~

[rottenyeen]

Ughhh I just want a smol doggo to cuddle with, especially today.

I’ve been sick for weeks with a bad infection. On good days my temperature will be 102. Good days. The bad days temperatures are high enough to trigger seizures. It just hurts everywhere and I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep, but I can’t sleep because it hurts on my eyes, throat, nose, ears, and ribs too much. Currently involuntarily crying as I write this, as I’ve been sick for so long it doesn’t feel bad. (I’m trying to convince myself this, it actually hurts soo much but it’s getting better with medicine, thank god) I just really wanna cuddle up with a smol lil pupper doggo and hug it’s little floof. *bork*

[gravestones]

No pm needed, I just feel like crap... so down and tired.
I'm tired of all the effort I exude to make people happy...
people that don't even matter...

[kaerou]

I'm going through a very difficult situation at the moment. I'd prefer not to share it but it has me shaken and breathless. I don't know how to calm myself down.

[Spearow]

Mentally, i’m feeling a little better today. ^-^ coming to terms with my medical stuff. Also, i’m relieved that my friend has not been ignoring me or angry with me, but that it was simply technology problems on both ends.

Physically though I’m so dizzy/exhausted today and I don’t know why, other than that the dizziness is a side effect from one of my medications. My arm still hurts from where I had to get stuck the other day at the doctor, stupid intramuscular shots always bruise me. The good thing about my appointment last friday is i didn’t start crying while talking to the nurse or doctor this time, which is a plus in my book. Pain medicine isn’t really helping today though, i’m thinking about asking for something stronger? But i don’t want to be like, doped up on painkillers.