TheComfortCorner | V.9

[mcr]

i'm nothing but a fool

[Spearow]

i wish someone would love me, i'm so alone
so close to my breaking point. i just got home from work and as soon i stepped in the door i'm told to shut up
tired of crying

[cainhurst]

i screwed that one up, didn't i?

[marciplier]

ive had an upset stomach for a almost two weeks now. gahh it hurts really bad and i started my cycle this week too so ive been cramping with an upset stomach?? pain

[viles]

• i am,, i dont deserve to think skjfhsdjhf i am just so dumb i hate my brain so much and i also hate my unwillingness to do anything about it like i could learn things right i could be using my time on the internet to like,, pick up a skill or memorize random facts about any subject i wanted but instead i just mindlessly watch things and do nothing i am just hmmmmmmmm i dont want to talk about this anymore alright thats all ig lmao

[ryo asuka]

sometimes on social media (on this site too? like especially actually) i feel like im being perceived as really weird/unlikeable/lesser just inherently and its so weeord i dont really know why i always get this feeling i really dont think anyone cares . like i know im not judging everyone i interact with/see in passing online thatd be silly so i really doubt anyone else is doing that but i dont know :-( i think being bullied a lot just gives people this kind of outlook maybe. just a perpetual feeling of being othered even when its literally not happening

[marciplier]

i feel so uncomfortable. i think im going to leave. leave for good.

[azazel.]

My best friend that I raised from a newborn kitten for 16 years passed away last Tuesday and I just don’t know what to do with myself. I feel broken and empty without her. She was my world.

[Paprikat]

I’ve wasted my entire day crying and screaming. I’m not even done yet. I could do it for hours more.
I’m just so sick and tired of wanting to go home. At first I thought it might take a while but it would happen. It’s been too long. Months on end. I’m not home. I’m not happy. I miss my old life, I miss the joys, the relationships, everything. I’m just upset now.
I hate being told I am home. They don’t know what it means to be at home for me. I miss it all. It’s all gone. I can try reenact the old days when I was happy but it’s just fake. Everything is fake. The smile you see each day, the “yeah I’m fine just tired haha”

I want things to be normal. I need them to be. I hate waiting and waiting and waiting forever and forever because it won’t end. Sometimes I’d like to forget what it’s like to feel happy, so I don’t have to go chasing after happiness. But I know what it feels like, so the fact I can’t have it hurts even more.
Im losing motivation. A couple weeks ago, I lost inspiration for anything and everything. Mind: blank. Completely gone. It was so sudden. I didn’t want to work on any of my projects, I didn’t have motivation to take part in my passions. That’s never happened. I always have something, something to do later or to think about.

It came back eventually, which is cool I guess.
Im sad.
I’m really really really sad and I can’t deal with it. I really can’t deal with it.
If only I had known that everything would go downhill in the space of a couple years, I might have cherished my happiness more.
I hate it when I think I’m finally getting happy again, only to discover I’m not. I’m stressed because the past is gone, I’m incredibly upset and I want to scream, but I’ve been doing that all day and I’m not feeling any better. I don’t want to do anything tomorrow. I’d honestly just like to recharge and try to figure out what to do, but I can’t.
I want to sleep now but when I wake up I’ll be sad. And then my day will be sad and then I will cry and it’ll start over all again.
I’d like to break the cycle but I don’t know how.
I wish people understand that just because you are happy for a couple weeks because things are going well, doesn’t mean your mental health is “all good again, she’s happy again! Yay!”

Ugh

I’m sad

I think

[kae!!]

a few days ago i accused my best friend of many years of hating me , and not caring for me . we have been fighting because i am petty and scared and they are going down a path that is familiar and very concerning to me . not only was a very negative force in my life on the same path a while agp , i witnessed another life decimated by this path first-hand . they're going down the same path my older brother did and i just remember the days where he was bedridden and didnt want to live . i dont want to see anyone , much less my own best friend , go down that same way . i cant do it again . i wont , but i feel so horrible for accusing them of not caring about me .
i just want a hug bro aahh