TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Planet Karma]

just had a sudden burst of self-loathing & dysphoria. after such a good day, too. i could really use a hug

-hugs-
i hope you feel better soon c:

This happens to me sometimes. I found that music helps. (I usually listen to independent female singers as it motivates me)

[.zombie]

sorry if i made any mistakes while typing. its hard to type through tears.

school is so stressful, i dont know how im going to survive high school. let alone survive life.
i have two D's and two C's, im trying to raise them up but theres literally no point. semester ends in two weeks.
gpa requirement is 3.7 for my dream college. i wont make it.
i just dont know what im doing wrong. i keep on telling myself ill try as hard as i can but i always fail on myself. i didnt prepare for tests. and when i did, when i studied for about four hours straight, i got a failing grade.
my anxiety doesnt let me confront my teachers.
im a disappointment. im going to die the daughter who wasnt good enough, the classmate that didnt make it. the lazy, fat, ugly excuse for a person. out of all the people i couldve been, im me. why couldnt i have been born smart? what did other people to deserve thier achievements? why did i have to be born this way? i guess "god" decided to make me this way, huh?
maybe ill just yolo my life from this point forwards. theres no point in trying anyway. ill never get into nyu. ill never move up to nyc with my cat. ill never get to experience the beautiful city. ill never live up to my standards. ill never make my mother proud. ill never become an actress, hell, i wont even be respected by anyone. all i wanted was to be cherished. loved. how can others love me when i dont even love myself?


i guess i could beg for money on the streets of new york. ive always loved the bright lights of the city.


i need help. im begging you please

[critter]

sorry if i made any mistakes while typing. its hard to type through tears.

school is so stressful, i dont know how im going to survive high school. let alone survive life.
i have two D's and two C's, im trying to raise them up but theres literally no point. semester ends in two weeks.
gpa requirement is 3.7 for my dream college. i wont make it.
i just dont know what im doing wrong. i keep on telling myself ill try as hard as i can but i always fail on myself. i didnt prepare for tests. and when i did, when i studied for about four hours straight, i got a failing grade.
my anxiety doesnt let me confront my teachers.
im a disappointment. im going to die the daughter who wasnt good enough, the classmate that didnt make it. the lazy, fat, ugly excuse for a person. out of all the people i couldve been, im me. why couldnt i have been born smart? what did other people to deserve thier achievements? why did i have to be born this way? i guess "god" decided to make me this way, huh?
maybe ill just yolo my life from this point forwards. theres no point in trying anyway. ill never get into nyu. ill never move up to nyc with my cat. ill never get to experience the beautiful city. ill never live up to my standards. ill never make my mother proud. ill never become an actress, hell, i wont even be respected by anyone. all i wanted was to be cherished. loved. how can others love me when i dont even love myself?


i guess i could beg for money on the streets of new york. ive always loved the bright lights of the city.


i need help. im begging you please

Listen, you may not value your life as important, but listen here and listen well. I was in your place, but what stopped me from pushing myself onward to get good grades, was my family verbally attacking me, so I thought they were right for years. Now, I want to say this, you can and will get better, Being an actress is over rated. People will always push you down until you hit rock bottom. And now the only way is up, but that is only if you choose to push yourself, actresses get hate 24/7, threats and tons of drama, acting is also hard and people may no cast you, The first step to be cherished and loved, is to cherish and love yourself and all around you, I fight my anxiety everyday, pushing it to the further corner of my mind, and make myself do things I normally wouldn't. Push all of the negativity out of brain, and try to pull your grades up, pay attention, study right after school and homework, do your homework, class work and push out negativity. I had to push my social life to the gutters as that was how I was raise "Grades are better than people" my parents were my biggest haters. I never had a social life for so long, getting good grades is always the best, that would pay for everything. But a social life wouldn't. People change just like grades, you can only have one, and once your done, behold, social life.
PM me if you need help with time management and such, I'm going to be free for a while.

[rutilant]

Here I am again. Ugh, sorry.

Today was honestly such a bad day.. to get into school today I had to wait out in the freezing cold for 20 minutes just so people with the metal detectors could go through. 20 minutes! And it's like 10 degrees outside, which kills me. The reason this happened was because of a bomb threat our school got yesterday (I'm assuming, normally by time classes start they let everyone in, however they didn't this time and made everyone go through the detectors until first period was half over). So when that was finally over and I made it to my third class with my one friend, I decided to check my grades since he was too. I logged on skyward, seeing my normal awful grade in math. It's an 88, which is a B. And yes - it's awful. I expected everything else to either be a high/low A. But no... NO. There were two other crap. In English and Science. Science I get because I didn't do so well on a test - so that didn't shock me. But English?? I was enraged when I saw that and nearly cried right there. I got pretty much all 93+ in his class, so you'd think it would still be an A? (Besides the first quiz of the quarter - I got a 75) I actually failed an English quiz. I got 10 out of 100. Do you know how awful that is for my grade? I don't even know how I did so bad - everyone said it was so easy. And on top of it, I started my period and we have no pads. Fantastic!

[critter]

Here I am again. Ugh, sorry.

Today was honestly such a bad day.. to get into school today I had to wait out in the freezing cold for 20 minutes just so people with the metal detectors could go through. 20 minutes! And it's like 10 degrees outside, which kills me. The reason this happened was because of a bomb threat our school got yesterday (I'm assuming, normally by time classes start they let everyone in, however they didn't this time and made everyone go through the detectors until first period was half over). So when that was finally over and I made it to my third class with my one friend, I decided to check my grades since he was too. I logged on skyward, seeing my normal awful grade in math. It's an 88, which is a B. And yes - it's awful. I expected everything else to either be a high/low A. But no... NO. There was two other crap. In English and Science. Science I get because I didn't do so well on a test - so that didn't shock me. But English?? I was enraged when I saw that and nearly cried right there. I got pretty much all 93+ in his class, so you'd think it would still be an A? (Besides the first quiz of the quarter - I got a 75) I actually failed an English quiz. I got 10 out of 100. Do you know how awful that is for my grade? I don't even know how I did so bad - everyone said it was so easy. And on top of it, I started my period and we have no pads. Fantastic!

B's are fine. They are passing. You have to worry about D's and below.
Don't even push, your doing great, Honestly, if you wanted all A's, PM me and I can give you advice.
I can't tell if your morning was better than mine, Heh, if you want to know, look at the page before this one.

[ωolfie]

ugh im going to have to give this big oration... and i am NOT ready. There's also going to be three judges in the background. Any tips to overcome anxiety and fear?

[.zombie]

Subject: TheComfortCorner | v.6

Here I am again. Ugh, sorry.

Today was honestly such a bad day.. to get into school today I had to wait out in the freezing cold for 20 minutes just so people with the metal detectors could go through. 20 minutes! And it's like 10 degrees outside, which kills me. The reason this happened was because of a bomb threat our school got yesterday (I'm assuming, normally by time classes start they let everyone in, however they didn't this time and made everyone go through the detectors until first period was half over). So when that was finally over and I made it to my third class with my one friend, I decided to check my grades since he was too. I logged on skyward, seeing my normal awful grade in math. It's an 88, which is a B. And yes - it's awful. I expected everything else to either be a high/low A. But no... NO. There were two other crap. In English and Science. Science I get because I didn't do so well on a test - so that didn't shock me. But English?? I was enraged when I saw that and nearly cried right there. I got pretty much all 93+ in his class, so you'd think it would still be an A? (Besides the first quiz of the quarter - I got a 75) I actually failed an English quiz. I got 10 out of 100. Do you know how awful that is for my grade? I don't even know how I did so bad - everyone said it was so easy. And on top of it, I started my period and we have no pads. Fantastic!

your grades are fine tbh. be happy that you are as smart as you are. youll mess up once in a while, yes, but that doesnt mean its the end of the world.

[Nadine]

im really worried

i went to pavement with my friend the other day and bought something.
-removed- i get lost a lot even though i go nearly everyday.
i went down an up escalator with my friend because yeah why not and it was moving really fast
i also ran down a ramp escalator.
my friend slept over the day before and in the morning she didnt eat anything so on the way out we got bakers delight (bakery).
i was pretty hungry too and when i left i had $25. i had put it in the back pocket of my shorts. when i reached for my money it was gone. i kinda froze and tapped zara (my friend) on the shoulder and she realized what happened when i didnt have my money.
i started the day with $70 and ended it with 0...

either my money was stolen or it fell out. but what im really upset about...
-removed- is really busy sometimes, like that day. so if it did fall out someone wouldve seen it. why didnt they give it back to me?? thats just plain rude and disgusting. or someone slipped me. wow.

[saturnz barz]

im crying real hard and really need a pm rn
[relationship related so please only pm if you're comfortable with that]

sorry if I don't actually reply im really having a hard time right now

[Rune.]

I just won't talk at all then...