TheComfortCorner | V.9

[CyberneticVampire]

Jeez I'm here again.
I wish I could just disappear. I feel horrible in every sense of the word. I'm sure my mom, my friends, everyone would be happy if I just disappeared forever. I know it would make life better for all of them. They don't need me. They don't want me.

[Paprikat]

life feels so unreal now
how can it happen HOW
i hate this day and this year
i hate her she ruined my life
i hate this i hate this i hate this
im never EVER going home and everything sucks
hope ur happy

[flooxii]

here I am again.

I just want to curl up and cry in a corner.
but I can't.
I'll be judged.


[deleted]

I'm here too much.

[CyberneticVampire]

Maybe if I tell myself enough times that I don't care then I actually won't care.

[×Seven of Nine×]

Heh... Oh look I'm back.

Why?

Because my stupid dad decided to act like he cared, he asks.. how are you doing, are you well?
Of course, I answered no. I answered I haven't been well, I told him how I understood why I've been sick so much etc.

Silence. As usual.

My dude, I know that if this was in person you'd do your usual "it's all in your head" crap. Well I wish it was. I wish I can still use pens pencils and styluses. I'm getting to where I can't use chopsticks either. I don't use them much but when I try to it's a struggle. Luckily for me I don't need any expert holding to use Western eating utensils.

Sigh...

Update as expected he completely acted like I said nothing and carried on about my fiancee instead.

Yeah, this is why I don't talk to my dad. Or any of my family. Or anyone. At all. Nobody cares.

[Guest]

I never realized how bad my dog's issue with birds was. I knew she hunted them from time to time, but now I realize she catches at least one every. Single. Day.
And sometimes it seems that she REALLY wanted to hurt them. She used to just catch and leave them, since she is a big girl they didn't make it, but it always felt like she tried to play with them but when they stopped moving she stopped, now that's definitely not the case. She is definitely getting more aggressive after catching them and I don't know what to do. I never see her catching, I only see the aftermath but I do know it was her. And I do know she was definitely not playing.
I think she might be getting more aggressive towards them because there are some who made a nest here and they try to attack us from time to time, but still. The ones she catches are generally friendly and I don't want her hurting those and I don't know what to do.
I tried to socialize her with pet birds and she did great, but her behaviour didn't change towards wild ones. There are also some black and white birds that come by that she really loves, I always see her watching them play in the pool and sometimes they even hang out together on the sofa. She never even tried to catch one of them despite them walking really close to her, they even sleep next to her and she just watches them? I just don't know why she likes some birds but not others. It's really frustrating that I can't figure out a way to make her tolerate them or make the birds stay away from our home.
I did remove the nest and make the places where the nests used to be really bad, but those dang brown, mean birds always come back.

[Trexxa]

it's been pretty tough all month for me, but this week has just been absolutely catastrophic.
made a serious mistake yesterday and now I'm very uncertain for what the future holds.
then this morning I woke up and learned someone I've watched on youtube and played games with, an idol of mine for almost the past ten years, suddenly passed away. I'm honestly still in shock about all of it. it feels like this can't even be real. like this is some bad dream I should just wake up from. she and I were almost the exact same age, which just makes it all the more upsetting.
I literally just want this week to be over.

[×Seven of Nine×]

I love how when I point something out to people, they think I'm blaming them for it. My pals, if I wanted to blame you I'd say you did it, not simply point out something that did or didn't happen that caused a current event. I especially wouldn't include myself in said blame, if I was blaming you or anybody.

Silently wishing for less negativity in my life.

[marciplier]

im ok now

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