|TheComfortCorner|

[nope.]

my ex boyfriend blames me for his current boyfriend (who is also my boyfriend. polyamory is weird.) breaking it off with him.
dating is hard.

[.musical.dragon.]

I don't know how to describe it.
Its like, I feel like a burden you know, and they're like no no, you're not. But then when we have time to settle down and I've stopped crying, and apparently look strong enough to have the conversation (but I'm not), I become the burden. It's why does it matter if I'm crying or not crying.
You say you can tell when I'm "faking it." Just because I'm not all over sobbing, means I'm perfectly mindful and able to think properly. I'm able to take your anger, even though I'm shrinking on the inside.


It would be a lot easier if they just called me a burden, you know? Instead of all these mixed messages.

I-I just need a virtual ear, if you have time. Or a hug.

I'll be on and off online.

*hugs* I doubt your a burden. If you want more help, you can PM me.

my ex boyfriend blames me for his current boyfriend (who is also my boyfriend. polyamory is weird.) breaking it off with him.
dating is hard.

*hugs* I'm sorry.

I have no friends, except here on CS. It's really depressing. Oh wait, I have depression. I just have a terrible life, and it's really annoying... I'm not even pretty. I am not even aloud to wear makeup. I'm made fun of for everything, I'm just glad that they don't know about my mental issues... I don't even know how to have fun anymore. My life is just one day then the next, a blur. I hate that, and really want to change it, but I can't. I can't change others, only myself. But I don't know what to change. I can't dye my hair, that would look terrible due to my eyebrows and skin tone... I just hate this...

music

I'm sure you're beautiful, and you don't need make up to look nice. One thing I was told to try and have found that works is, instead of looking in the mirror and finding your flaws, just try and find one thing that you like about yourself. Tell yourself you have beautiful eyes, or your hair looks nice today, or your shirt matches your shoes well. As for the friends thing, I know this is going to sound cliche, but don't worry, friends will come. Try reaching out, getting involved with clubs or after school groups involving something that you enjoy.

Thanks. I try to reach out, but most of the people at my school are spoiled rich kids who bully me and talk about me behind my back, literally and figuratively. There aren't really a lot of after school groups for me to do... I really want to do horseback riding, but my mom doesn't have the money for it.... My life just sucks.

[Jetti]

I just broke into tears about studying for science. Science and math are my worst subjects when it comes to tests.

We have to study, and I hate studying and the test is tomorrow... I will probaly fail it since there is just to much to study. D; I wish I didn't have the test at all. I hate studying....

[Sepia]

I just broke into tears about studying for science. Science and math are my worst subjects when it comes to tests.

We have to study, and I hate studying and the test is tomorrow... I will probaly fail it since there is just to much to study. D; I wish I didn't have the test at all. I hate studying....

Don't worry! Keep overlooking your notes and the things you've already done in class, and you'll pass with flying colours. Organise what you have to learn into various piles - you can order them in the order of those who require your most attention, or some other way. Organisation is key and by putting your work into piles and folders, it shows you how much work you really need to study on and what bits you don't really need to study on as much. How do you learn? If you learn by reading, copy your work down onto paper and memorise it that way. A visual learner? Make a mind map filled with lots of colours to help you remember. What about a listening learner? Record yourself saying your notes and then listen to that on your phone or computer.

Whichever way you do it, the first step is to calm down; you won't get anywhere in that state. Calm down and take deep breaths, and then try to study again, without any distractions around you like television or the computer. If possible, ask an adult to help you or maybe quiz you so you know how much you've really taken in and the best stuff to study next.

[honee bee]

This kid in my class made fun of my singing. I'm one of the best singers in my choir class. My heart hurts.

[strawbewwy.]

This kid in my class made fun of my singing. I'm one of the best singers in my choir class. My heart hurts.

Ignore them. They're just jealous because they don't have as much talent as you do, don't let it get to you. If you know you're better then them, then it shouldn't matter. They just want attention and are trying to get it the wrong way. I bet your amazing <3

[Jetti]

I just broke into tears about studying for science. Science and math are my worst subjects when it comes to tests.

We have to study, and I hate studying and the test is tomorrow... I will probaly fail it since there is just to much to study. D; I wish I didn't have the test at all. I hate studying....

Don't worry! Keep overlooking your notes and the things you've already done in class, and you'll pass with flying colours. Organise what you have to learn into various piles - you can order them in the order of those who require your most attention, or some other way. Organisation is key and by putting your work into piles and folders, it shows you how much work you really need to study on and what bits you don't really need to study on as much. How do you learn? If you learn by reading, copy your work down onto paper and memorise it that way. A visual learner? Make a mind map filled with lots of colours to help you remember. What about a listening learner? Record yourself saying your notes and then listen to that on your phone or computer.

Whichever way you do it, the first step is to calm down; you won't get anywhere in that state. Calm down and take deep breaths, and then try to study again, without any distractions around you like television or the computer. If possible, ask an adult to help you or maybe quiz you so you know how much you've really taken in and the best stuff to study next.

Thank you, I will try that. <3

[Sepia]

This kid in my class made fun of my singing. I'm one of the best singers in my choir class. My heart hurts.

Ignore them. They're just jealous because they don't have as much talent as you do, don't let it get to you. If you know you're better then them, then it shouldn't matter. They just want attention and are trying to get it the wrong way. I bet your amazing <3

Perey's right (if I can call you that); they're just plain jealous because they want to be like you and want to have a good singing voice. Who cares about what they say? If it's your talent and you enjoy doing it, don't let anybody stop you.

Thank you, I will try that. <3

No problem at all <3

[Foxanna]

I didn't think I'd post here again.... But look at me now. x3 Yeeeah, sorry.

This time I don't feel like I don't belong anywhere. At all. This isn't new though, I just never thought much about it.
Like, I used to belong somewhere, but re-reading that old Croatian topic made me see things I didn't see before. Gah, I hate myself.
I don't belong anywhere in real life. I only look forward to hanging out with my brother and the Internet. And those two things don't happen often. :r
I don't even think I belong in the FanClubs I'm in on CS/Internet. The K-Pop one is slowly falling apart, I can't keep up with the Pokémon ones, the YTF one fell apart long time ago.... And there are no Digimon or World of Warcraft. And the writing and drawing and reading and acting and singing and etc. armies.... I don't know, I tried once, but nope.
I just don't fit anywhere!! I only fit in my imaginary world because I'm the one who created it....

Does this sound stupid? D:
But I really feel useless and unimportant from time to time, because I don't fit anywhere. Is this possibly my fault?

[.musical.dragon.]

I didn't think I'd post here again.... But look at me now. x3 Yeeeah, sorry.

This time I don't feel like I don't belong anywhere. At all. This isn't new though, I just never thought much about it.
Like, I used to belong somewhere, but re-reading that old Croatian topic made me see things I didn't see before. Gah, I hate myself.
I don't belong anywhere in real life. I only look forward to hanging out with my brother and the Internet. And those two things don't happen often. :r
I don't even think I belong in the FanClubs I'm in on CS/Internet. The K-Pop one is slowly falling apart, I can't keep up with the Pokémon ones, the YTF one fell apart long time ago.... And there are no Digimon or World of Warcraft. And the writing and drawing and reading and acting and singing and etc. armies.... I don't know, I tried once, but nope.
I just don't fit anywhere!! I only fit in my imaginary world because I'm the one who created it....

Does this sound stupid? D:
But I really feel useless and unimportant from time to time, because I don't fit anywhere. Is this possibly my fault?

I'm really, really, really sorry that you feel this way. I feel the same way too. *hugs* We must stay strong. Have you tried to make some friends that you can look forward to doing stuff with?