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by mourning dove » Sat Jan 21, 2023 3:54 pm
isopodic wrote:shoutout to mina for possibly ruining my relationship!!!!!!!!!!!he doesnt talk to me as much now mina my boyfriend is too busy in thats tupid server. god. GOD why me. i just want to be loved and love someone. why????why did this have ti happen to me. we all know what gabe did. why jot gabe? he did so much. why??? me????? i fixed everything when you asked. why do you hold tour grudge on me.
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i trusted you i trusted you and you compared me to a wallet behind my back i hope you fix your act before you ruin what weve put together
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by viles » Sat Jan 21, 2023 8:39 pm
- im such a bland person skfdhdk like idk if im gonna be a Piece Of Trash i could at least have an interesting personality to make up for it ykyk kjhkjfh
also like im feeling Anxious at the moment because of word choice i want to write the skills section for my resume so i can stop being such a piece of trash but like,, idk what to say :sob: i am not a skilled person and my self-deprecating brain is having trouble coming up with anything nice to say about myself jkshfkdsjfh like i'm punctual also i was talking to my sibling about their resume and they wrote 'enthusiastic' and 'hard-working' for like,, part of their skills section and i was thinking maybe i could just copy that but idk idk jksdhdfh idk if i am enthusiastic or hard-working like i am just A Guy and i need money why isnt that enough when i just want to work at mcdonalds (well,, actually i'm hoping for some sort of office job,, i ahve a pretty fast typing speed but like skfjhsk idk if i could get one ykyk,, my friend has been like,, Set on pitching to me the idea of being a data entry clerk and like,, idk i dont mind the thought, it actually seems like a job i would enjoy but like,, i dont want to work remotely (and actually i couldnt bc my computer is awful) and there arent any such jobs in my area khdshf) like all these resume sites are so confusing to me and none of them speak to me on a level which i fully can trust??? like idk it's like 'do i actually need to make my resume this fancy or are they just telling me that because it's a fancy site' ykyk like how my school books would be like 'oh you need to do this and this and this' but then in reality i would only have to do like,, one thign and it work just as well like :sob: i wanted a therapist so i could have someone to go to about these thing sbc like,, idk the most helpful person has been my sibling but even they were like,, not that helpful KDJFHKFH like having a Real Life Example of a resume was so nice but like,, idk they're leagues above where i'm at job-wise so like,, their resume was filled with all sorts of words and things related to their career field,, like i just,,, idk how do other people do these things?? i need like a life coach or something, like someone who can sit here and just help my brain not be so messy about this like skjfhskdhsdf,, oh well. i'm gonna Get Over It and write something bc i need money to live...maybe. i heard someone say on tiktok that you shouldn't try to force yourself to do things if you struggle with like,, defying authority a lot (which i do) bc like your brain is like 'you're trying to force me to do this???? uhhhh that's rude im gonna do what i want' but yk idk if that's true or not so i am gonna do it!!! yes!!! and i definitely will not just say i am going to do it and then go check genshin bc that's what im thinking about doing as i'm typing this!!! definitely not :>
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by Guest » Sat Jan 21, 2023 10:26 pm
I know this sounds wrong/mean, but I hope a patient moved on last night. He is suffering a lot and there is absolutely nothing we can do. His mom is an elderly lady and while she is thinking about the decision of letting him go, we would rather see him go without her needing to make that decision because she would definitely feel guilty for a while.
I wish we could do more, but since we can't, I hope he isn't with us anymore. I hate the path I chose. I never thought I would wish this on anyone, but here we are.
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by CyberneticVampire » Sun Jan 22, 2023 1:08 am
Can I please have a day where my stomach doesn't hurt? Please? This IBS flareup has been lasting a long time and I've hardly been able to eat in the past three days. I don't eat? My stomach hurts and I feel nauseated. I do eat? My stomach hurts and I have to use the bathroom. I can't win and it's literally bringing me to tears at this point. Even now my stomach is cramping, aching and being noisy. It just won't stop. I can't take it anymore. I hate this.
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by Soy Sauce » Sun Jan 22, 2023 12:27 pm
Is it so bad to want to be treated like I treat others? Just sometimes. But when someone tells me they are hurting I make them feel loved and appreciated and I try and help them. When I open up about anything to anyone i just get laughed at or yelled at. Maybe I just want someone to comfort me when im having a panic attack or tell me im not worthless when I open up about my insecurities, or tell me everything is going to be okay when i cry about how i cant sleep. I just want that, one time. All i want is to be treated like a person like i treat everyone else. Treated like I matter. Even though tho I clearly dont
Ive reached the point in my life where i hate being alive so much that all i do is sleep. I cant hurt anyone asleep right? But after a while i cant sleep anymore. Then i start hurting. Myself. Others. Its not fair. Its never fair.
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