TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Paprikat]

I'm scared.Things are going wrong. What if it goes back to the way it used to? AHhhhh it can't I really don't want it to. It would be too much stress. This thing keeps happening where I think about the future and get scared like I'd be thinking about Dec 18 on chickensmoothie this year and then I'd suddenly think "but what if things are different by december? what if I don't live in my house anymore? what if they're divorced? what if I lost her?"
So much could happen in this year and it's really really terrifying. I have never felt this before. I just want to feel the happiness I did a few ears ago. I guess I know too much. In the past year-ish I learnt some bad things have been happening for a long time and now everything is messed up. I'm anxious, angry, sad, tired and idk I just don't know what to do.
Something happened last year and when it was finally over, we all said that 2023 would be much better. but there is nothing stopping that horrible thing happening again. It would ruin everything ughhh i hate her
I hate their relationship. I wish they could just fix it. I wish I never knew what was happening.
Is there an end to this? like i guess i felt happy a few years "at home". I don't feel "at home" anymore. I want to go home, back to where I have no worries, I can be comfortable and just cope with bad things how I used to. I hate the fact I cry so much now.
why do I have to ruin good things. things have been good lately but I know it's all fake. It could break at any moment, like we are on the edge of disaster. I'm so stressed and scared.
I know it sounds weird but it's really comforting knowing that whatever happens I will always have this site. Idk. Nothing else is permanent but i can always go on a device and log into this. I wish I had more permanent things.

[WarriorcatKitty]

social anxiety/anxiety in general and adhd be like brrrrrr /neg

[rover]

i'm like fireworks
brilliant fun
but a bit blinding and too mortal
fizzles and then i'm gone into the night.

[mossbell]

This month just isn't working for me, despite a big birthday coming up this month. After years of money troubles I'm finally reaching my goal. But everything else seems to be going wrong.

Tired of people taking advantage of me.

[Soy Sauce]

My family wants to know why im losing weight like crazy , but its because everyone eats my food. I bought stuff to make a cake. They ate all the ingredients. I bought soup to heat up. The threw away yes thats right THREW AWAY the microwave. No one buys food but me. but I never get to eat what i buy. Its not fair. I just wanted to come home eat my soup and make a cake. Its not fair

[crashedOut]

need to stop dissociating and forming new alters pleaseee theres too many of us the memory gaps are debilitatinggggg i hate it hereeeee no spoons leftt

[marciplier]

i just want to be happy

[rover]

$640.82...
i'm losing control to genshin and for what
mere pixels
and a shallowness
i could have spent it on clothes or food or anything physical
but i just
i can only delete the game but then what
"the money will be truly wasted if i don't keep playing"
i just feel trapped, idk what to do

i want to spend more and i am so numb about it
spending money in reckless abandon like genshin goods, giving it away to strangers, commissioning art of ocs, etc.
i am happy about the art but it's not a priority; i have more important places to spend money for myself

Edit: i feel not good
I feel not good
Just wanna curl up in bed
Do nothing do nothing for hours

Haven taken care of myself today

Edit: tearing up for "no reason"
panicking
i want to be alone in a small lit room
i think it would help a lot

Edit: horrible, HORRIBLE!!!! HORRIBLE HORRIBLE

Edit: it's only the second week ofnschool, its notngetting bad agaon. One bad day (i can guess the trigger) doesnt mean i'm going to aoiral again... i have tontry... put inneffort and XONTROL myself... studying while i qm tired isnt rlly gonna help... i need th4 sleep... but i feel like i am justifying stuff i want... reel yoursekf in...
Sleep and cram what u can... it wouldbe better tjam this, surely?
Your head has been hurting . Drink water and sleep.

[mourning dove]

i cried so hard when you kicked me out mina. you made fun of me for being confused and not understanding. but now im glad ive lost you all. sure, it was my close friends. but you all treated me in a way that could be labelled as abusive. i did my best to fit in with you all. my jokes were terrible apparently but yours were always fine because youre you! and everyone LOVES you.
ill find new people. im hurting but im alive. im awake. im free. i dont have to hold you up on a pedestal anymore. i dont have to pretend to like you anymore, ESPECIALLY knowing the things you said about me. one day victor and mara will join me in this freedom, and that day is coming soon.
by the way, im free from jordan too. i know he was where your problems with me stemmed. but hes dead to me now. and you are too.

[baking-bugs]

why are adults so mean. why is everything i do wrong. i wish it wasn't like this