TheComfortCorner | V.9

[67Phlox]

It's going to be so difficult to erase my habit of procrastinating & lazing around. And it's going to be very challenging to finally open up, talk like a normal person would. Although, at this point I'm willing to try anything to fix my executive system disfunctions.

Let me tell you, pitying and "bullying" myself into doing things hasn't helped. I'm tired of these migraines, "low mood periods" and getting distracted easily... not only do they negatively impact me, but also the most important people in my life. And they deeply care about me, contrary to my beliefs. I must learn to appreciate that.

This may be a turning point in my life... I'm nervous. Will things go according to my wishes? I'm not sure, but I need to stay hopeful.

Cheers to those who are in the same spot as I am. We can do this! We can change for the better!

[coffin]

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu college is so miserable when you have unmedicated adhd why has the system failed me so got damn hard!!!!!! i dont even like my major im just miserable i would do Anything to not have to do this. i want to switch so bad but i cant

[SethyaX]

I have a state exam tomorrow. End of my university, so it's a big big exam. I have been learning since the New Year every day for 8 hours and more. Still, I am stressed as never, can't almost stop crying. Then I stress even more because I am afraid I will start crying right at the exam. I am afraid of failing and always have been. The problem is, that I also have "my woman week" right now, so my hormones and heart rate are completely over the roof. I need a way to calm myself down, or I will fail for sure. I just need someone to calm me down, cheer me up, someone I can talk to - my boyfriend is saying that I just need to calm down, but how? One friend of mine has the same exam as I and he says he just doesn't care and I should do that too. But I just can't!

[CyberneticVampire]

I'm invisible to everyone and no one cares. All my messages are left on seen or they just liked the message and won't respond. For days. Weeks. Am I really that forgettable that people won't talk to me anymore? I want to break down and cry but I can't. It'll just give me an extremely painful migraine that I just got over a day ago. But I can't take feeling so unwanted and unloved. I can guarantee if I just stopped posting on my Instagram story or here or whatever no one would notice. I feel like I don't even know what to say, who really cares anyway? Whatever I say doesn't matter. How I feel doesn't matter. I am just forever a nobody that everyone will forget about.

[Soy Sauce]

I always get so jealous.i dont want to share. Ik its childish but i dont want to share you. especially when all i can think about is how much time you spend together. Like, i leave at 9am and she stays all day. and when she comes over it’s early in the day. You guys spend days together. All i get are a few hours. Ik it’s probably to get away from me. But i get so jealous. I dont want to share. I probably shouldnt complain, but i hate sharing and it makes me scared. What if you dont like hanging put with me for multiple days? Or even one day at all. I wish life was fair.

[.Marigold.]

I'm invisible to everyone and no one cares. All my messages are left on seen or they just liked the message and won't respond. For days. Weeks. Am I really that forgettable that people won't talk to me anymore? I want to break down and cry but I can't. It'll just give me an extremely painful migraine that I just got over a day ago. But I can't take feeling so unwanted and unloved. I can guarantee if I just stopped posting on my Instagram story or here or whatever no one would notice. I feel like I don't even know what to say, who really cares anyway? Whatever I say doesn't matter. How I feel doesn't matter. I am just forever a nobody that everyone will forget about.

I’d be sad if you left! You seem so nice!
And “nobody” is a moot term. Everybody has a somebody. For a long time, I felt like you. I felt like if I disappeared, no one would even notice. I was like that for a long time. But after many many trials and errors, I finally found people who thought I was somebody. The people who found me crying in the bathroom when I thought I had nothing left to give, they picked me up. They stayed. I found people who were in similar situations to me, bullied and ready to give up. I stood up for them, and we stuck together.

Now? I have quite a few friends. I found one person whose incredibly kind but is usually hated on for their identity. I found some young women who I couldn’t stand watch get bullied anymore. And I found a good friend who always seems to be willing to forgive md when I’m being silly.

If you told me a year ago I’d have like five or six good friends, I’d laugh hysterically at you. But life is all about making your own opportunities and putting yourself out there. I can promise you will not be alone forever.

And hey, If you want a friend here, I’m all ears!

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I always get so jealous.i dont want to share. Ik its childish but i dont want to share you. especially when all i can think about is how much time you spend together. Like, i leave at 9am and she stays all day. and when she comes over it’s early in the day. You guys spend days together. All i get are a few hours. Ik it’s probably to get away from me. But i get so jealous. I dont want to share. I probably shouldnt complain, but i hate sharing and it makes me scared. What if you dont like hanging put with me for multiple days? Or even one day at all. I wish life was fair.

Sharing can be healthy, too. I think you might be getting in your own head a little bit. If you’re worried about it, maybe try having a healthy conversation with this person? It can’t hurt to let someone you care about know how you’re doing.

Jealousy is a hard feeling to overcome. I feel it all the time. My crush of almost a year has always loved someone else. But when I step back for a second, I realize she’s a really lovely young woman. Sometimes we just need to look back and really evaluate things. Don’t overthink them. I’m not sure he wants to not be in your life. I felt this way about my crush too. After we fought and fought about it, we came to realize we really did care about each other. I just know he needs his space and gets easyily overwhelmed. You never know what’s going on in someone else’s head.

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uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu college is so miserable when you have unmedicated adhd why has the system failed me so got damn hard!!!!!! i dont even like my major im just miserable i would do Anything to not have to do this. i want to switch so bad but i cant

DOWN WITH THE HIERARCHY, SERIOUSLY.

College only ever thinks of money. I hope you find a way to make the best of it.

[×Seven of Nine×]

I should never open my big mouth. Idk how anything works, why do I talk. Why do I constantly feel tempted to talk. Why do I think I know anything. Why am I like this.

I'm stupid, why do I bother? All I do is make myself look even more stupid. Every time I open my stupid mouth. Every time I comment somewhere. All I know is lies. I'm lucky I even know who I am and where I came from. What of it I do know anyway.

Why do I even absorb information if all of it is also lies.

What is the point in anything.

I'm tired. I want so bad to just give up and never communicate again but it's like I can't stop. I wish someone or something could just make me incapable. I'll be glad when my arthritis gets so bad I can't even use a touch screen anymore.

[Guest]

I just wanted to put my thoughts into words so here goes my vent: I have a hard time figuring out when I should or shouldn't be around.
Here's the thing: my bf and our friends love a few gamemodes that I don't like and absolutely can't stand so they play those when i'm not around. The thing is that as soon as I log in my bf just ditches them to come play with me and I absolutely hate the fact that they were all having a good time until I showed up so I usually find an excuse to leave until the group naturally leaves. That sounds like a good plan to make sure nobody's fun is ruined and nobody feels abandoned, but I do want to play even if it's alone, but can't because he doesn't want me to play alone. There is also the fact that we don't have that much time to play together. He goes to work at 7am and comes back at 5pm, I go to work at 12am and come back at 11pm (it does vary and I only work 4 days a week, but the other days I only get home around 10 anyway), which is around the time when he is going to bed because he wakes up early. So we can only play for like 1hour a day and weekends.
I don't know if he feels like I don't have time for him when I leave so he can play with our friends and I don't want to ask because he will as always try to put me first and push his friends away. One of them already mentioned that he stopped going out as much after we started dating and I really don't want to be something that harms their friendship, specially because some of them have been his friends for over 6 years.
I hate this situation and I wish I could understand how everyone feels without having to ask because I just know they will lie and try to say what they think I want them to say

[Shiny Sylveon]

20+ years I've lived on this stupid planet with stupid oily hair. 30+ shampoos I have tried in EVERY FASHION to "train" my hair to be less oily. 100+ TUTORIALS searched to try and fix my problem. 100s of dollars spent on stupid expensive shampoos that (while luxurious) DON'T WORK IN MAKING HAIR LESS OILY.


And the thing that worked??? .99￠shampoo with a couple tablespoons of freaking TABLE SALT??? I have wasted so many years of my life with nasty greasy hair when all it would have took was to take a couple packets of salt from a fast food joint and dump it into my shampoo. The universe has played me for a fool and made me look like the entire circus.

I can't even. I'm genuinely so mad that this works. The AUDACITY of this trick. How dare it!?

[pandaa]

Everything will be okay.