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by ➳ hoot » Thu Jan 07, 2016 12:51 am
it's like im bleeding and it never stops.
i just had one of many talks with my mum and she's sending me to a psychologist. she's trying to help me and i know it but everything's so upsetting the feelings indescribable. crushing, probably. i already know what's wrong with me (jealousy, superiority complex, lack of patience and buckets more) and i already know why im so upset over this. heck there's so much more than meets the eye. she thinks it'll give me someone to talk to but it's not the person i want. no one understands. and mum, your god talk won't and can't affect me. what's a god to a non-believer?
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by fika. » Thu Jan 07, 2016 12:57 am
➳ hoot wrote:it's like im bleeding and it never stops.
i just had one of many talks with my mum and she's sending me to a psychologist. she's trying to help me and i know it but everything's so upsetting the feelings indescribable. crushing, probably. i already know what's wrong with me (jealousy, superiority complex, lack of patience and buckets more) and i already know why im so upset over this. heck there's so much more than meets the eye. she thinks it'll give me someone to talk to but it's not the person i want. no one understands. and mum, your god talk won't and can't affect me. what's a god to a non-believer?
it's okay
firstly; i am proud of you
i am proud of you for living with your demons and getting
through life as life is definitely hard, with many rough patches,
and you're going through one.
i know you don't want to talk to them, but do it. letting it out may
help you a little bit.
secondly, try to distract yourself from the world.
maybe you like to read, or write, or scrapbook.
hey, you could make some DIY's! there are plenty of tutorials on youtube,
and looking at your signature you enjoy drawing so it might help distract you^^
since you like writing, maybe you could write a journal!
good luck, and if you ever need to talk to someone i'm here <3
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by fika. » Thu Jan 07, 2016 2:36 am
cas. wrote:my fish just died and I blame myself.
i hate myself for it.
why couldn't i keep him alive.
maybe im just too stupid.
i dont think im going to sleep well tonight.
heyy it's okay.
it's part of everyones nature; they live and die
don't blame yourself for his death
it was definitely not your fault
you can't control him or his "immune system",
so don't blame yourself for it, okay?
i know how hard it is to lose a fish, and i honestly
got a new one and that helped me loads and i learnt
from my mistakes.
good luck <3
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by ☆ star child » Thu Jan 07, 2016 5:34 am
my dad died on new years day. i did love him, though not as much as i should have, he annoyed me a lot. my parents split up and i avoided seeing him- the last time i did was around the 15/16 of December and I don't even remember the last time I told him I loved him. I feel horrible about it, like i was a bad daughter to him and i really don't know what to do about it, i feel just horrible.
i hope it's ok to say this here, i wasn't sure. i could really just use some nice words right now.
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by fika. » Thu Jan 07, 2016 5:38 am
.barricade. wrote:my dad died on new years day. i did love him, though not as much as i should have, he annoyed me a lot. my parents split up and i avoided seeing him- the last time i did was around the 15/16 of December and I don't even remember the last time I told him I loved him. I feel horrible about it, like i was a bad daughter to him and i really don't know what to do about it, i feel just horrible.
i hope it's ok to say this here, i wasn't sure. i could really just use some nice words right now.
listen,
you're a wonderful person.
first though, rest in peace to your father.
you can't help feel the way you feel,
and if you didn't love your father as much as you thought
you should have you can't help that. we can't
control our feelings.
it's normal to feel horrible and blame yourself after
someones death.
has he had his funeral yet?
maybe speak a few words there.
good luck <3
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by kaeria » Thu Jan 07, 2016 5:45 am
cas. wrote:my fish just died and I blame myself.
i hate myself for it.
why couldn't i keep him alive.
maybe im just too stupid.
i dont think im going to sleep well tonight.
hey buddy. don't worry, you didn't kill your fish! it's natural. i'm sure that fish had a wonderful life. you cannot blame yourself for that. it's the circle of life. hope you feel better <3
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