| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Kia_Bee]

I'm in need of someone to talk to. I just have so much to type and I can't really do that because I'm on mobile. If someone could just pm me and give me a virtual shoulder to cry on and listen to me more or less vent out my feels, I'd appreciate it.

[kiwikweenie]

oh my go d I'm crying.

tonight just came crashing down on me, god. my sister and my mom are screaming at each other and it makes me so upset... my sister screams a lot 'cause she has separation and anxiety problems... and.. its so bad oh my god I'm going to cry... its really bad and i wanna talk to my Skype friends about it but, i don't know i feel awkward. its bad its bad its bad hnn i just wanted to vent

its still going on i just don't know what to do I'm just sitting in my room

not to mention my father died 5 years ago, and it all puts us on edge. its hard taking care of ourselves, especially hard on my mom raising two children..

theres even more to this night lol when will it stop

[ausgdghsag]

i'm scared righrt now
everyone disowened mee
i'm sorr yi ade a bad edcision
'im shaking really bad
i can't stpo crying
i need to calm down i'm scared reallly bad
they're leaving mme

[mr.robot]

oh my go d I'm crying.

tonight just came crashing down on me, god. my sister and my mom are screaming at each other and it makes me so upset... my sister screams a lot 'cause she has separation and anxiety problems... and.. its so bad oh my god I'm going to cry... its really bad and i wanna talk to my Skype friends about it but, i don't know i feel awkward. its bad its bad its bad hnn i just wanted to vent

its still going on i just don't know what to do I'm just sitting in my room

not to mention my father died 5 years ago, and it all puts us on edge. its hard taking care of ourselves, especially hard on my mom raising two children..

theres even more to this night lol when will it stop

Sometimes, when everything gets bad, humans don't know what to do about it. Your sisters added mental health puts a strain on you all, I imagine, and nobody was handed a book on life at birth. It's something you'll all have to work through together, but it will definitely get better in the end. I suffer with separation anxiety due to a series of abandonment but after psychotherapy and a gentle partner, i can be left alone for up to three hours without having an issue. It's a slow process, but she'll get there, and you two will be ready to help her when she decides she wants it. Just make sure to let your family know you love them, because it'll mean everything to them right now.

I'm in need of someone to talk to. I just have so much to type and I can't really do that because I'm on mobile. If someone could just pm me and give me a virtual shoulder to cry on and listen to me more or less vent out my feels, I'd appreciate it.

Sending a PM your way (:

i'm scared righrt now
everyone disowened mee
i'm sorr yi ade a bad edcision
'im shaking really bad
i can't stpo crying
i need to calm down i'm scared reallly bad
they're leaving mme

Hey, listen

You're gonna need to go downstairs / to your kitchen and get yourself a glass of water. Sit up on your bed and breathe, back straight, get the oxygen into your lungs. If you smoke, go and have one. If not, there are a series of breathing exercises that i'll quote on here in a moment for you.

Nobody is leaving you. Nobody who matters would ditch you like that, no matter what you did. You're only human, and you're bound to make mistakes, but that's how we grow and become better people.

[Thalassic]

stupid stupid stupid stupid
why cant you jsuy be normal
why do you have to have all f these problems
why do you have to be broke n
why, me
no wonder no one wants you around
why would they
pathetic

[mr.robot]

stupid stupid stupid stupid
why cant you jsuy be normal
why do you have to have all f these problems
why do you have to be broke n
why, me
no wonder no one wants you around
why would they
pathetic

It's funny, last night I had the same thoughts. They're dangerous and they came to me as little whispers in my mind, but then I had a different thought, and I need you to try to think the same way as I do. I am not broken. I am definitely not normal, but I am not broken. In a world where animals can be born with twice as many legs as usual, where the world throws freak natural disasters at us, where people claim to see werewolves and UFO's - what is normal? I can breathe and I can run and I can be me and if the me I am right now isn't as good as I want him to be, then I can always improve on myself.

Listen, you are a fragile, intelligent, beautiful part of this world and you're much more loved than you believe you are. Better than that, you're worthy of it. None of the trauma I endured was my fault, and the mental illnesses derived from it are not my fault either. The same way that your problems are not your fault. It just so happens that you were a little unlucky, I'll admit that, we're two unlucky people, but that doesn't mean we can't build our own world and live like able minded people do. We can make plans and we can have fun! I know you can do it. Take the journey to recovery, it's difficult and it'll get hard, but everything works out in the end. (:

[quitting,,]

I tell everyone that asks me how I am that I'm feeling fine.
Guess that's not really true, is it?
Ha ...

I get it. It was a joke. But all your jokes are rude. And some of them are more true then I will admit. I get it- I'm such an introverted, awkward mess. I don't have much friends, and I barely ever get noticed or credited for ideas or in a conversation. I'm such a shy, worried individual that you're pretty lucky if I start our conversation in the first place- and quite frankly, I don't want to be a snotty brat like you. I'd appreciate it if you'd lay off and leave me alone. Thanks. Because quite frankly, your jokes aren't funny- they're just hurtful and make others feel horrible and alone.

[mr.robot]

I tell everyone that asks me how I am that I'm feeling fine.
Guess that's not really true, is it?
Ha ...

I get it. It was a joke. But all your jokes are rude. And some of them are more true then I will admit. I get it- I'm such an introverted, awkward mess. I don't have much friends, and I barely ever get noticed or credited for ideas or in a conversation. I'm such a shy, worried individual that you're pretty lucky if I start our conversation in the first place- and quite frankly, I don't want to be a snotty brat like you. I'd appreciate it if you'd lay off and leave me alone. Thanks. Because quote frankly, your jokes aren't funny- they're just hurtful and make others feel horrible and alone.

I'm sorry that you're going through this. ): my inbox is open if you need it.

[Thalassic]

stupid stupid stupid stupid
why cant you jsuy be normal
why do you have to have all f these problems
why do you have to be broke n
why, me
no wonder no one wants you around
why would they
pathetic

It's funny, last night I had the same thoughts. They're dangerous and they came to me as little whispers in my mind, but then I had a different thought, and I need you to try to think the same way as I do. I am not broken. I am definitely not normal, but I am not broken. In a world where animals can be born with twice as many legs as usual, where the world throws freak natural disasters at us, where people claim to see werewolves and UFO's - what is normal? I can breathe and I can run and I can be me and if the me I am right now isn't as good as I want him to be, then I can always improve on myself.

Listen, you are a fragile, intelligent, beautiful part of this world and you're much more loved than you believe you are. Better than that, you're worthy of it. None of the trauma I endured was my fault, and the mental illnesses derived from it are not my fault either. The same way that your problems are not your fault. It just so happens that you were a little unlucky, I'll admit that, we're two unlucky people, but that doesn't mean we can't build our own world and live like able minded people do. We can make plans and we can have fun! I know you can do it. Take the journey to recovery, it's difficult and it'll get hard, but everything works out in the end. (:

I don't even know how to.. I'm stuck in a never ending cycle of never being good enough, and getting worse all the time, and not even time and money are on my side.. I can't see any opportunity or chance of recovery..

[mr.robot]

I don't even know how to.. I'm stuck in a never ending cycle of never being good enough, and getting worse all the time, and not even time and money are on my side.. I can't see any opportunity or chance of recovery..

This is one of the harder times i was referring to. Just keep your head up, remember to eat, breathe, bathe and drink. You're worth everything you think you aren't, and the world is rooting for your recovery. It's just another bump in the road, I promise it'll go away.